as long as you rest in my arms
i’ve got you
rest
close your eyes
listen to the wind
the howling skies
just a bad day
tomorrow is new
we’ve made it this far, right?

i’ve got you

yknow, for the first time in a while
i can be me
i can breathe
i don’t want to go near
magnolia or cedar
but maybe widow is a good spot for shade
here i’m not afraid
here my feelings aren’t delayed
and i don’t feel betrayed
the weeping willow threw me off
cedar doesn’t smell good anymore
magnolia isn’t who i am
but widow
there’s something different about the widow tree

i wish i never got hurt
but i did
i can’t trust anyone again

i’m gonna be honest
i hate you
genuinely
the pieces finally clicked
i do not like you as a person.
how did you become my first love?
i never want to feel your warmth anywhere near me and as of right now i sure as hell don’t long for it.
i pity you honestly.
i can’t wait for when you read this, cause this is the last one dedicated to you
you
specifically
this isn’t goodbye
no
cause you don’t even deserve that
but this is a promise to myself
to never fall back into your hands

you literally lead me on
and had the audacity to tell me to move on

maybe it was easy for you
but i’m still heartbroken
wrapping my head around
our entire year together down the drain

i dont want to think of you when it rains
don’t ruin that for me too