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max Nov 2021
it’s all a blur
what we had
i can’t remember
max Nov 2021
even when i’m close to you
you feel so far away
and even when you’re in my arms
you can’t promise that you’ll stay
so i’m sorry for the “heartache”
but i’ll have to let you go
my fragile heart can’t handle this
that’s all i need to know
maybe you were trying
more than i thought
maybe we can try again
but gods i truly hope not
max Nov 2021
you will not prevent me from growing;

you were beautiful at first,
you had so much potential,
i had so much hope,
english ivy,
until you started to suffocate my walls
but i was to blinded by the beauty of your green leaves
i let it get out of control

once you had been removed,
i finally noticed the cracks in my walls,
how battered i had been left

i am a garden
i need to grow
so im pulling out the vines and weeds,
setting new rules,
planting new seeds
max Nov 2021
i don’t blame me
this wasn’t my fault

and i didn’t deserve that
neither did you
max Nov 2021
i’m numb,
no i’m not sad, not happy
maybe i’m fine

but i’m numb

when you give them your all
and you often don’t get it back
it leaves you empty

no.

it leaves you numb
old write but sharing it and writing is how i’m choosing to cope
max Nov 2021
i didn’t mean to fall in love
but i did
and you didn’t mean to hurt
but you did
max Nov 2021
everytime i’m alone
and my mind runs
and the gears start to turn,
the oil starts to burn

everytime i think about you
any part of you
i want to rip out my insides
my stomach twists up
my mind freezes up
all i think about
is spilling out my guts
i trusted you
i loved you
i hate you for what you did

i bought a piercing kit
bleached my hair twice in one night
i want to change every part of myself
i want to erase that part of my life
i want to forget about you

i tried so hard
and in the end
i just got burned
i still talk to your ******* grandma to make sure her and your little brother are okay.
know that i’m doing that for them. not you.
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