i’d go back in time
and relive the days
every day
if i knew we’d end so soon
this way
i’m not going anywhere,
as much as i’ll say,
but it’s just you,
i can’t stay away,
i’ll convince myself, too,
i’ll lie to me, to them
i’ll even lie to you
i’ll put up a front as much as i can
but-
that longing feeling to hold you,
those brutal feelings of love,
the feeling of my hand in yours,
that’ll never leave my heart
not for a long time
you’ve got me wrapped around your finger
i knew it from the start
have a good life
don’t let this be goodbye
but simply
i’ll see you soon?
but we just can’t keep running in circles
here’s to figuring things out
i know you can see right through me, everyone can
i wish i’d just let myself let go instead regretting every decision i’ve made *****