sometimes,
when i'm lonely,
i think about,
her.

when the heavens open
and i'm out here in the pouring rain.
i want you to pull me up,
and tell me you feel the same.

we always talked
about how far we could go
we always said
that no matter what
we'll make it together
but yet
the universe isn't kind
so whilst i went on
you were stuck behind
so now i've made it
but you're not here
i'm dancing in the sky
whilst you're struggling to fly.

So I'll stay young,
I guess I'll be free.
Sitting around drunk whilst,
People are getting their college degrees.

So I'll stay young,
Everybody's finding love.
They've all got homes,
While I'm still sleeping rough.

So I'll stay young,
The years they roll on by.
Everyone has kids,
And a nine to five.

So I'll stay young,
Everybody's getting old.
Weighted blankets,
So they don't get cold.

So I'm still young,
Never got the chance to live.
Why did I choose this,
When I had so much to give?

if it all goes south,
like the weather.
when it just hurts now,
like whatever.
if it doesn't work out,
for the better.
if it all goes wrong,
let's go to heaven.

because it just ain't right,
without you.

so many lights,
so many faces.
maybe they're too bright,
maybe I just go to the wrong places.

the crowds they just walk by,
no signs of affection.
how are there so many people,
yet I can't get a connection?

i wish i could promise
that'll it'll be alright
i swear all i need is some time
everything will be just fine
can't wait to
take you out to dine
dressed up in my suit and tie
promise that'll you still be mine?