have you ever laid in bed and felt something was missing?
like a warm arm wrapped around you at night to get through it?
or someone kissing your forehead at night, before you sleep,
so you can feel safe at night?
have you ever felt like you are not receiving enough,
than what you are giving?
have you ever been called beautiful,
when you needed to hear those words, even if you don't believe it?

everyday i think to myself is life even worth it?
or should i just pull it..

‪If i took my life, will that stop the pain?‬
‪If i told you i was hurting, will you numb the pain?‬

I cry myself to sleep every night,
Because lord knows I’m breaking inside.

I gave you the benefit of the doubt.
Shame on me.
I knew,
That everything will come to light.
Shame on you.

If i take these ******* pills,
I won’t feel this pain anymore..

Feeling like I’m giving too much to a man who no longer loves me.
Do i stay?
Or should i do him the favor and walk away?