It has begun.
I hate what what I've become.
I mud confess that I am dead within.
I never seem to win.
Why is life so hard??
Poor baby is so scarred.
My heart like breaking, it's aching and my happiness I'm faking...
But it's nothing real love can't undo. So I'm waiting for you.
For the day when when I'll be fixed. I wait with with both anticipation and fear mixed.
All my life I was lied to.
I was told I had a God to go to,
That my dreams would come true.
I don't want to care about the fact that there's no one there. I open my eyes and my hope dies.
My life is barren, there's no life....only emptiness and strife
When will this nightmare end?? And if it does, will I be happy then??

You gave me a second chance to let go of my anger and past. But I messed up. I still am a freak in strange. But I act like I'm on stage. How many pills today?? I don't remember anything you say.
Every where I look I remember all they took. My faith and hope, my life's book. Now I don't know how to live.
How many years have I been in hell?? Seven. What do I want?? I want heaven. Or that hand that that will help me up from the floor. They tell me; If you gave up your grief you could be anything. If you let go of the sadness you'll have everything. No more madness. But I cry that I want to die. But still I smile and tell a lie. " I'm okay. I'm happy today" I say this with tears in my eyes and everyone believes my lies.

Born to be used, ***** and abused...
No one gave her the attention that she needed.
She spent her days feeling broken and defeated.
He made her feel ***** and helpless, but she found a way to make it hurt less.
She would leave her body behind.
Go aww and out of her mind.
Everyday she cried, every day inside a little she died.
Cut yourself open, watch yourself bleed.
Little girl so broken that's just what you need.