With a heart the size
Of a clenched fist
She walks on apathy
Alone

No remorse
No remarks
No reparations
Just real, real disinterest

Who made you feel
Like everyone else didn't mean anything?

*****
You
******

It's not that you left
It's that you were never here
It's really not that
I lost you
It's that you were never mine
In the first place

You look like the middle of a daydream
Just praying on my wandering mind
If I could sum you up
In one word
It would be
*divine

Get out of your head
For awhile
It's not safe
To live there

With all that you've said
For a while
It's getting harder
To bare

You make me happy
And wanna cry
All at the same time
It's in your thoughts
And the way that you walk
That makes me wanna die

There's something about your mind
That's self destructing
There's something about your kindness
That's depressing
There's something about your love
That's caressing
There's something about you
That I'm
*Missing