Apo ni Mang Bayani

Apo ni Mang Bayani Jul 2017

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Sitting in my room,
Alone, watching a film that I've watched many times
I think five times.

But this time you're in my mind,
lingering,
singing,
haunting,
mesmerizing,
teasing,
flirting,
kissing, killing me.

I want to see you NOW! TOMORROW! THE NEXT DAY!

My lady who wears black lipstick.

Apo ni Mang Bayani Jun 2017

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i want to forget you
but i cant
coz everyday
my heart reminds
my mind
of your name

Apo ni Mang Bayani Jun 2017

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life is true but i cant feel it anymore
what more to see what more to feel
coz all i feel is that im a fool,
a fool for life, a fool for affection,
a fool for companion, a fool for recognition,
a fool for comfort, a fool for euphoria,
a fool for a girl, a fool for love.

i want to burst into pieces that can never be found,
distinguished again, i want to rain.
pain, so much pain in a day, so much pain in a month.
so much life.

Apo ni Mang Bayani May 2017

Yesterday afternoon

Two people sitting on a bench
In a beautiful place they dont know.
The boy dont know, he dont know.
He dont know that he is really falling,
Falling from the trees,
Falling from the sky,
Falling for her eyes,
Falling in love, yesterday afternoon.

Apo ni Mang Bayani May 2017

fool in love

everyday i wake up.
everyday i wake up remembering,
remembering how much i love you

everyday i miss your kisses,
everyday i miss your laugh,
everyday i miss the smell of your hair,
everyday i miss the feeling of holding your hands,
i feel safe protecting you.

all i can think now is how much i love you,
how much i miss you,
how much i adore you,
how much i care for you.

all i know now is that im in love.
ive forgotten everything that doesnt concern you,
ive forgotten everything that doesnt remind me of you.

i can die knowing nothing.
i can die a fool,
a fool for you,
a fool in love.

for you again, again, and again.

#love #memories #thoughts

Apo ni Mang Bayani May 2017

You, my love

you revived my heart.
your voice reminds my mind what it feels like to be alive.
your existence reminds me that i can love.
you, you are the one i love.

i want to you know,
i want you to feel,
i want you to see,
i want you to experience
all my love for you.

my heart is fragile, my heart is soft now
my heart is beating, beating fast now

so if you're going to break my heart, break it now
so if you're going to take it, take it now
im yours, hold it, you own it now.

my thoughts are yours
my dreams are yours
my dreams dream of you,
my skin longs for you,
my lips would die just to kiss you.

only you can revive me and **** me at the same time.
my love.

for the girl i love.

#love #dreams #thoughts

Apo ni Mang Bayani May 2016

Afraid

I'm afraid
I'm afraid that I am forgetting your smile
I'm afraid that I am forgetting how your eyes shine in the sunlight
I'm afraid that I will not remember your voice
I'm afraid that I will not remember the softness of your palms
So I pray everyday to see you again
Though I am afraid that the pain will pound through my heart again
I want to see you again, I'll endure the pain
So that I won't be afraid

#love #pain