It's a 2 am cigarette,
a late night walk,
you, alone with the moonlight.
You feel something romantic
in the self-loathing
that only seems to appear under the
brightest moon.
The ghostly cigarette smoke drifts
as the only filter
between you
and the moon.
It's the feeling of every slight stumble
you make as your foot catches
on the uneven sidewalk
and you don't know whether it's
the alcohol
or the darkness making you stumble.
The remote beauty
found only in your own
deepest version of hell,
the loneliness under the moonlight,
serves as the view in front of your
eyes,
red from tears.
Your heart
is colder than the cloudless night,
the only warmth you can feel
is through your fingertips,
gently holding the burning-down cigarette.
The red cigarette ****
lands near your feet,
the only light
besides the bright, cold moon.
The light shining down from the moon
is as pure
as the loneliness.
It's just you
and the night.
You take another drag,
and keep walking.