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Heavy are my thoughts
Hope to slow them down
Try this try that, never does it work
Now to try what I should not
Floating, flying through the clouds
Could this be the answer to my hopes and dreams
Crash, down comes the high
Thunderstorms in my mind, thoughts of pain
Give me more, end it all.
I wanted to portray the way drugs have felt in the past. using them to fix issues only to find new and worse issues.
maddy Jan 2019
say I'm not gonna get high
call you to preoccupy
invite me over
think I'm staying
too busy
video games
not staying
leaving
get sad
back to room
want to cry  :(
dont like feeling
now I'm gonna get high

REPEAT
a not so good cycle:)
maddy Jan 2019
where am I
I can't see anything around me
engulfed by a storm of blankness
so mind-blowingly numb
not bitter nor happy
no feelings within me
blind to the good of life
why am I sad again
maddy Jan 2019
as I stare into you and you stare into me
I know, I know, we were meant to be

you make me smile more than I have ever
smiles being just one reason I am so happy we're together

home is where I am, whenever Im with you
whenever we're together, theres nothing id rather do

love is like me; complicated, but always trying to be there
and just like love, I always want to be in your life because I care

I know that you're for me, and I know that I'm for you
and regardless of all my ups and downs, I think you know this too

I'm sorry that I can be so much, and so constrictive like a glove
but because theres so much to me, theres so much more to love

I have so much love for you, and as you know it makes me cry
its just so hard to comprehend, and I really wish I knew why

all I know is that being with you is a blessing, one we share together
and Chris I know you hear me say it, but I want to be with you forever

so thank you for being my love, and for being so much more
because if it weren't for you, id be missing part of my core
I love you so much
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