Is there love for the cold?
The winter months
Who likes the bite of the wind?
Lonely beds and quiet houses
The home of the ******* man.
Nice to none becuz none are nice
They just want something
Everybody wants you then they leave
Getting love from the ones you run
From no love from the ones you run
Towards my dreams are your night terrors
And my love is your hate.
Splitting the bill on blind dates
This is goin nowhere. Already known
Cards already shown. Cover already blown
The voice is calm but the actions are
Wrong as igloo on the equator.
No more drinks Mr. Waiter. I'm good
I'm bad. I'm happy to be mad.
I'm desperate to be sad. Life takes to
Long to move so fast.
Do soul mates crash? Am I drivin too safe?
My vulgarity equals no similarities?
Thought if I ain't look I would find u.
I ain't look and I did look. I stopped
Lookin then started again the mantra
Of the heartless men. I shall end how I began
Alone. By myself. Loved by no one else.
Maybe my mother. She could be lying.
No sense in cryin when u find out I'm dyin
Yo messed up timing. Gonna try to love me
As they piling dirt on my story.
Chapter over.
Book closed.
The single life of the committed *******.

I'm thinkin of u
Are you thinkin of me?
Staring at your last text
Hoping you text me

What's stopping us?
Who holds our destiny?
I will give you the best
Soon as you message me

As the light dims and the night grins
Let's not pretend what we intend
Is this life? This too shall end
Type with my pen. Write within sin

Im not sorry I'm not what u want
I'm happy with what makes me flaunt
If it keeps me on a solo launch
I didn't want to go with the haunted

Yeah some are afraid the change
Can make you lose your brain
But if change is not strange
Why are you so afraid of the World's ways?

I love the warmth
It's the sun's glorious hug
The quick switch
From dusk to dawn
Sweltering
Sweating profusely
Energetic like the second
Before we make love
It's the long days
The golden rays
Children voices
Making melodies
Summertime
Weathers gift

I can't believe
You are about to leave
So much more left to say
I want one more day
Just a moment
One more moment
Where do I file for an extension?

Is it over now?
My body is colder now
All in my shoulder now
They want me lower now
Like I'm sober now
Wish I was older now.
Leave this an enter another dimension.

Trying to fill that hole
Pouring
Smoking
Sexing
It never fills
The void so real
Its the lonely nights
Screamin
Pounding
Pulsating
I don't want to let u in
But each time u win again
I just
Can't
Keep
Fighting
The loss of time and love
Makes the time seem
Nonexistent
A dream
A nightmare
A moment of peace
I beg please give me
That moment
That second
That minute
It's just one hour out of the thousands
We waste with the wrong people
People who
Love to hate you
Where am I?
Who are you?
What is this?
Why did I start
What I couldn't finish?
Slowly back away from it
And it follows
Like an obedient dog
I want to quit....
But
****...
****....

Our love is a valley
It goes down but comes back up

Our love is like a cliff
Once it goes down it stays down

Our love is an ocean
It lasts as long as the eye can see

Our love is a swimming pool
It lasts from this tree to that corner

Our love is a payday holiday
It's as good as good can get

Our love is rent day workday
Some muthasuckin bullspit

U engulf me
Keep me trapped
Your softness is a magnet
I can't detach
I try I try
To pull away
But u r so strong
U make me stay
Against my will
My will is not strong
U shorten my days
But my nites are super long

What world do we live?
Death is now given out like
Life means nothin to live.
A church? The cops?
Black lives matter but to whom?
Birth from the womb hurryin to the tomb
U think u only hurt us?
U really wanna live out this cuss?
I guess u do... It was done to the Sioux
Navajo Cherokee and the Seminoles too
Massacre.... Malicious murders
U killed the color purple.
I hate writing these words... When u live
The life of a nerd and treated like a ****
**** pushes u to drugs or hugs from
Women u don't love.
Pray for someone come down from above
And just.... I don't know stop the blood
End the hate. End the way
Things are done.

I started to call you
But my phone told me not to
I wanted to text you
But my phone wouldn't let me do
I asked my phone why do you block
My phone said travel past not
For the future is in what you have
Not the things you lost in your past

U and that **** phone!! Lol!!
Look I'm not tryin to force nothin too soon but I feel a lil magnetism between us.
I know your life is crazy hell mine is just as upside down.
Kickin it with u makes me forget bout all my madness.
I want to take it nice and slow and let this grow to its fullest potential.
I don't want u to feel pressured or stressed to see me or talk to me.
You r a very cool nice smart woman and I really like that about u.
Yes I want to talk to u more now and I want to see more of u becuz I realized I found a rare jewel and only a fool would let u easily walk away.
This may not be the perfect time for us but when is it ever the perfect time for anything?
Right now all I want to be is your ear to vent in, your partner to drink with, your foot massage therapist, your game of thrones/walking dead recap homie, your chicken skin eater and your tour guide to escapin the madness and sadness that we call life.
So... Ummmmm... No I'm not accepting your offer!!! ****!! Can we please keep hangin out durin this crazy time in our lives?
I promise it will be a great experience for both of us.
I know u have a stoopid stacked plate.
Lemme be dessert

Did u see her? Did u see her?
Pretty as a purr I shall endure
What is us without trust?
Love can't be confused lust
It must it must it just must
Outstretched like overworked
Hashtags. Double the ****
If it's that bad. Y u with her to make her mad?

She don't care bout u. What u
Do or who u with when u do
What you do. I know that's true
I'm tryin to do me please do u
Next time don't do what u do ?

As the light dims and the night grins
The wheels spin slowly stopping at the
Entrance to the domain of sweat
And lust.  Smells of fermented fruits
Produce a toxic noose of bad decisions.
Rhythmic bass pulsate and vibrate
Make the fluttering heart flutter more
Pour the trouble lifting elixir
Dancing with the perfect picture.
A mixture of chance encounters,
Romantic flowers and pride and power.
Don't let this night end without you
And me doing what we came to do.

What to do when there is no up?
When you been down so long that you stay down
Because down is all you know.
The helping hand is on a mannequin
Don't pull too hard
Trying to make something out of nothing.
Hoping eBay will sell my nothing for something
Is that a light at the end?
Or is that my flamethrowing enemy?
Coming to get me....

The cold hard blowing of an unforgiving wind destroys my stamina, yet the sun shines brightly.
Shining upon my weak and fragile defenseless body
The light burns my skin, my vision is unaffected, for the light doesn’t affect my eyes
But other than that ray glowing on my eyes, I wisely decide to look for others.
There are none.


Enveloped in a sea of nothingness, no feelings to hide because there are no feelings to have.
Emotionless and no movement, I tend to think for a reason
Maybe this reason will propel me to that ray
Although, for hours, I stay in that one position
Thinking of a reason, it comes to me
There are none.


I guess I switched that light off, that filled everywhere.
Each day to me was summer and now my life is a blizzard.
With nowhere to go, I sit by the window and watch everything fall apart
But as I look closer I notice something, no smiling faces in the reflection
There are none.


Maybe if I told the truth of my sorrow, and the pain for my doings
Although they were wrong, I did them, and the consequences are too extreme
I can’t take another second of this you gave me my earthly joy.
That seems to be the reason, for the light is getting closer
There are other reasons, but this one sticks out the most,
It is that
There are others, yet you are
The Only One That I Love.

It is a cold world, put a muthasuckin jacket on.

I remember only the good things between us
Times of smiles and embracing your firmness
I yearn again to touch your mind again
Let’s start correct, can you please be a friend?
Or shall we marry?  **** it, let’s not tarry
Or wait ‘til an announced date, right now is too late.


I remember your voice tensing as I touched
Places seen by a chosin few now I lust
To hold you.  Feeling that which I cherish
Mistakes have been made but let the past vanish
And pay no attention to the present my gift is myself
Could you be my toy, fantasy or my better half?


Next time we hug or kiss, help me reminisce
Also, help me forget the time that we spent
Separated, apart.  Let’s start everything over
Even if we speed through this or move slower
Just be there again.  Cause that flame to form your name
Turn this wild one tame.  Let’s do it one more time.

When I hear your voice I smile, when I see you I frown
When I talk to you I sadden, receiving a feeling of let down
Trusted a stranger with my heart and that stranger left town.

I remember our first encounter you probably saw just another soul
But I saw love, in that split second my heart went to warm from cold
The electricity I had in me didn’t connect to you so I overflowed.

With my emotions dangling, strangling each other to shine
Only a temporary sign of a hopeful incline which declined
I’m possessive, I won’t stress it, but I wanted you to be mine.

If I’m mistaking cause of my shyness, please go ahead and try this
When our eyes first met, I saw a love which was lifeless
Only my belief, I’m hoping I’m wrong despite this.

If my past words are mutual please inform immediately
I would hate to be beaten by my own reactions done timidly
Hating for these days of loveless ways to be my memory.

But if I’m correct, don’t change now that you know the truth
I’ll stay the same, outlast the pain, and whatever that produce
Living life with my heart inside of a noose.

So now that it’s revealed I believe I shall dry my tears
Put away my fears, and walk to you with open ears
Whether yes or no, I’ll know the answer to my childhood years.

When I hear your voice I smile, when I see you I frown
When I talk to you I sadden, receiving a feeling of let down
Trusted a stranger with my heart, and that stranger left town.

First time. 3 cars. Both sides. ******* stupid Atlanta drivers.

PASSIONATE DREAMS


                As I lay back in the deep darkness, my thoughts of you appear realistic.  My arms embrace you tightly and I take my first taste of your lips.  Your beauty, even in the dark, amazes me and lightens the room.  I squeeze you tighter and bring you a little closer.  Undress you slowly, as you relax yet you are very excited.  I kiss you on each part that is exposed, in time you’ll be covered with love juices.  You undress me with an excited yet patient way.  I look into your eyes and lose myself in your beauty.  You softly lay on your back, the bed lowers as I lay beside you.  I kiss you on the cheek as you roll on top of me.  Feelings from inside me causes me to rise physically without thought.  You place me inside your love; as I start to massage your insides.  As your body moves up and down on my body, I come closer to ecstasy.  You get off me and then lay your head on my pillow.  But there’s no reason to rush, so I start from your feet.  Move up to your waist and I begin to tongue kiss you softly.  Involuntarily, you let loose a stream to show all of your approval.  Slowly, I approach your ******* and your ******* become *****.  Your body screams, as I fulfill your wildest fantasy.  I calm your nerves, yet your body still squirms.  Eager to receive more pleasure, my back arches in a muscular way.  Thrusting myself into your spot of happiness, giving you 100% of me.  For hours, we repeat this procedure and finally we both ******.  As you and I rest on our backs, we just talk and relax.  And then awake, happy, but yet I’m still depressed because only I can love you privately.  My thoughts of you lasts forever.  Whenever I see you, I stare in a daze amazed because of your beauty.  I just want to embrace you tightly and turn this nightly dream into reality.

A yo Shawty,
You is lookin fine, fine, fine
Humph
Like a crisp hundred dollar bill on da sidewalk
Found between paychecks.  Fine.
Lookin like that Queen off in my dreams
So I be real when I step to you
Wussup, whut yo name is, whus yo phone number?
A yo Shawty,
If I gotta, I’m a steal you from somebody.
I mean some ***** gon be ******
Cuz you gon be my special dish
Shawty ya look good
Got those legs that
Mad David Ruffin not too proud to beg.
I wann know whut’s behind those eyes that hypnotize.
Whut’s in yo head?
A yo Shawty,
Is you gotta mind to go wit yo
Fine, fine, fine, super fine ***?
I see you got class.  Physical beauty surpass
Named after a month cuz the thought of you last
For mo days than the rains of Noah
God couldn’t destroy this place ‘til he made yo face
I’m down fo the chase let’s run dis race.
A yo Shawty
Yeah you
Tongue ring and accessories
Make me wanna catch yo disease
I wanna inhale what you exhale
Taste whut you smell
My idea of Hell is you not by my side
A yo Shawty
I shall provide
That fire fo you to ride
I ain’t givin you no cheese
But together we can make Swiss cheese, American and cheddar
In memory of you no falsified lines
That month befo summer and at de end of spring
A yo Shawty
Let’s get togever and do da right thing.
Like a fat *** Spike Lee Joint
Roll up dat bubonic sticky green chronic
And let’s pull together
Get close like crystal when we toast
Every anniversary Cristol in the crystal
We boast that I’m yours and you is mine
A yo Shawty
You lookin
Fine, fine, fine.
Hmph.
Like a crisp hundred dollar bill on da sidewalk
Found between paychecks.
Fine.

I tweet
U retweet
I post
U like
We are together
We are alone
I talk
U don't listen
I laugh at u
U cry for me
We are in love
We are in hate

Ten
Words
Can
Be
A
Poem
Because
Poetry
Is
Awesome!!!

To kiss your lips, I beg
My mouth to hug yours
And embrace a taste
Of your beautiful breath
Breast and whatever’s left
And caress each curve
Of your lovely, natural,
Unparallel exotic body.

You’re natural like birds that fly
No weave, no acrylic and nothing in your eye.
Natural beauty.
Nature’s gold you possess in your chest.
Can I trespass onto your private property?
Legs, thighs, hips, soft tantalizing lips and waist
These elements place you at the head of the race.
All I want is the prize.  I want the strawberry moon
That illuminates your cocoon.  Soon as you expose
Your body and face to the world, I want to stand
Next to your powerful figure. I’m yo ***** and
Yo friend, lover and yo psychiatrist, yo scientist plus
Your personal poetic lyricist.  What, you want more?
I’ll be that and some.  Holding your hand for ransom.
I scored.
But nothing ******, I scored like a soccer goalie.
Some once in a lifetime ****.
Can I kiss, can I hold, can I touch your soul?
Can we get from outside where the world is cold?
Move inside warm up with the heat of friction
Rubbing together, moving in unison with heartbeats
Speed the pace and you will lose weight.  Superb curves
Means your profile ain’t straight.  More like
An hour glass shape.  Perfection.
Correction, personified beauty, modern day Helen of Troy
Perfect girl for a boy.  I’ll be your love slave or *** toy.
We can stack chips without the ahoy.  Do you feel me?
Cause I feel ya vibe.
When can you come to my home and meet the tribe?
See, we can, will and shall strive for premeditated goals
That we combined. It’s time intoxicating like moonshine.
Take a sip and swallow, let your mind follow
Drink it right out the bottle.
The divine wine.
Sweat left us both wet and blind to the everyday
Necessary problems we face.  Things we can’t erase
And these dreams in which we chase like cops
In our community.

How do I tell someone that I think I love them, when I don’t know them?
Do I compliment their beauty, in which they know they have?
Or do I just simply tell them that I deeply love them?
Is love a word that I shouldn’t use, or is love at first sight appropriate?
Should I tell her that I have a crush on her, and I think of her whenever I can,
During my spare time, I dream of her beauty, or should I just ask for her friendship?
I don’t know how to approach her, but I need to as soon as possible.
If her feelings were mutual, that would be the happiest moment of my life.
Even if she didn’t feel the same way towards me, I would still be happy.
But I need advice, could you help me out please, help is what I need.
I need you, to tell me, how can I, tell you, that I think I love you.

Love, Death, Hate
Eagles, Lions, Bears
Life, Birth, Life
Knowledge, Power, Nonsense
Riches, Ignorance, Animosity
Lust, ***, Love
Hate, ***, Revenge
Pause, Freeze, Nonstop
Motion, Emotion, Suicide
Bullet, Speed, Transportation
Talent, Spirit, Undead
Fly, High, Us
Death, Life, Life
Start, Finish, Continue.

For you I will do something new
  Like kiss the sunshine, drink Mountain Dew
             I’ll hug an ant and buy a star
  Tomorrow I’ll ask for a kiss and nothing more
               To see you smile, I’ll frown
              To see you laugh, I’ll drown
              Myself in your love, so sound
              So pure, that it truly astounds.

She walked with I
And held my eye
With her heart.
I kissed her soul
My heart she stole
And I loved her for her.
To see her I walked across
Mountains with more than frost
Lost a breath or two to see love that’s true.
She loved me as I loved her
Covered my cold heart with fur
And stirred my anger to joy.
When she died I could not cry
For the second she died, I died
Yet I’m alive only to breathe.
Conceived to love her more than
Love can be loved by any man
And love her love with the love of all love.

My momma is better than your momma
She cook better she look better
She can make flowers grow
She can beat yo daddy with tae kwon do My momma is the best there is
Pass any test there is Had to in order to raise us kids She can take
some bread and fish And a thang if water. She can make Any dish and
feed us with enuff For seconds. Thank you, Lord!
Cuz even tho we can't afford
Somehow my momma got us everything we asked for

My momma is better than your momma
She the cool momma on the block
Have my friends askin could we pls switch spots She can turn rain into
sun Turn a belt into a gun Carry a burden that weighs a ton And keep
her hair and her nails done My momma is number 1 Ain't no competition
You may think yo momma is great But my momma make yo momma Wanna slap
her momma for not Bein my momma

My momma is better than your momma
You can't tell me she ain't
My momma can fix pipes electronics
Change tires mix paint
She can preach to preacher
Out drink a drinker
Throw a curve slider and a sinker
She can make somethin outta nothin
And if you give her somethin...
She can double that somethin give you
Your somethin flip somethin and have 2 stacks double or nothin

My momma is better than your momma
I think everyone can agree
My momma is better than your momma
She is the best ever you see
She is the village that raise the kids Can't nobody attempt the things
she did She can run like the wind She is the most caring most lovin
Woman ever. Long as yo **** is home by 10.
You mite think your mom is better
But I'm a tell ya she don't compare
Cuz my momma got your momma beat from her feet to her hair

My momma is better than your momma
For this I love her so
I am the plant she nurtured
I am the flower that she made grow
Her voice calms me and takes me
Back to the days when she would hold me Close to her and protect me
Especially when I was afraid I know there are many mothers They all
love with a love that only God knows They are compassionate caring
loving and it shows But those moms are cool but I can't put them above
the Woman that I call mother hopefully 1 day I can show her the way
she loves me