Trying to fill that hole
Pouring
Smoking
Sexing
It never fills
The void so real
Its the lonely nights
Screamin
Pounding
Pulsating
I don't want to let u in
But each time u win again
I just
Can't
Keep
Fighting
The loss of time and love
Makes the time seem
Nonexistent
A dream
A nightmare
A moment of peace
I beg please give me
That moment
That second
That minute
It's just one hour out of the thousands
We waste with the wrong people
People who
Love to hate you
Where am I?
Who are you?
What is this?
Why did I start
What I couldn't finish?
Slowly back away from it
And it follows
Like an obedient dog
I want to quit....
But
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