Always
Lonely
Only
No one
Ever understands how it feels

the fourth
fourth day of the week
a four letter word to describe how i feel about you
four years ago you made my life
four years later i still feel the same about you
i want four more years or even 4 decades
i want to be yours 4ever
lucky number 4
I'll do anything 4 you
so today's the 4th & four years later
i still have been here

You're so tempting
Like the snake convincing Eve to take a bite out of the apple
Forbidden fruit. So bad but taste so good.

something that I am

wish i was like the rain showers in April  so I can be all the water you need to watch you bloom into a beautiful flower . I want to the be the bee that gives you the nectar so you can grow from a bud to the most beautiful rose in the garden. or be the soil to the seed to watch you form into the biggest tree in the forest .
but sadly I am nothing but a flood you will drown within me . a beetle which is no good to your bud causing it to decay & mud so you can fully grow .

something i wish i wasn't so much of .

we have this cosmic relationship
your love is out of this world
wish it would be endless like a black hole
but it'll soon be out the picture like Pluto