No matter what free will choice you make
it always put you on the road you were meant to take

You will never enjoy life if you dont come of cruise control.

Bury the knife into my skin
Take me back to where it begans
Where im not drowning in all my sins
Youve played your part
please finsh what you start
Bury me in the cover of the dark
Under the oak tree at our favorite park
No one would give it a second thought
Bury the knife into my skin
Take me back to where it begans
Where im not drowning in all of my sins

You used to always compliment yourself in the mirror with the biggest smile on your face.
Now you cant even look yourself in the eye
Without an ounce of disgust rolling from you lips.
What happened to you and who broke you?
You were the strongest person i ever meet and you faced each day not having any regrets.
You were the one i looked up to and the one i strived to be.
Now you cant even make it out of bed without suicidal thoughts ringing through your head.
What happened to you and who broke you?
I need that man back.
With out you i am broken and full of regrets and self hate.
I hope you make it through this and you find a way to fix yourself.

Bottled up emotions
Tossed into the ocean
Made its way back ashore.

Loving you
Is like trying to
Love myself.
Though i try & try
It aint ever going to happen.