Thank you to all who have followed, liked, and/or read my poems since I started here. You all paying attention to my rambling on has really made it a wonderful experience! Again thank you, and adieu, hasta luego, buenos noches, good night. :)

How are you?
I'm alright I guess...

Where do we begin?
Maybe at the start of this mess.

Are you uncomfortable?
I can't say that I'm not.

Is it your past?
Well it's all I've got.

Do you still get nightmares?
Well I used to...

Will you let them show?
Depends on you...

What do you hope to accomplish?
I don't know... Peace of mind?

Would you have done things differently?
Everyone wants the chance to push "rewind".

Care to elaborate?
Let's just say I would've liked to be braver.

What do you mean?
I should've stood up to my father...

Did he abuse your trust?
He did more than just that...

Rob you of your freedom?
Let's see... His belt, cigarettes and also boiling water out of a vat.

Do you wish him ill?
I wished him dead.

"Wished"?
Yeah...in his bed.

Why "wished"?
Because I wanted that then...

For how long?
Since I was ten.

What about now?
(Maniacal smile) I am now... At peace.

"At peace"?
I have found release.

You have?
Yes... I couldn't resist the urge.

Urge to do what?
To comply with the voice... "Freedom...lies in the purge..."

You left your father?
Yes but not before...

Go on...*
Not before I slit his throat with a smile on my face as I shut the door...

For those who don't understand
For those who thinks this is a game
For those who don't know me
For those who don't believe me
For those who don't believe in me
For those who laugh at me
For those who try to hurt me
For those who have hurt me
For those who don't like me for me
For those who don't give me the time of day
For those who want me dead
For those who lie about me
For those who want to be asseholes
For those who want to be *******
For those who never noticed me
For those who scorn me
For those who try to put me down
For those who have put me down
And I got to say thank you
And you know what?
This ones for u!!!

Let A meet B and C what happens

Your my apple pie
You make me cry
You make me high
You make me lie
You make me sigh
You make me die
You make me fry

You make me  laugh
You make my path
You make me *****
Your like my dope

You bring me love
You bring me tears
You bring me fears
You bring me years

Recipe for apple pie
One part man
One part women
A sprinkle of salt
Some doe
Maybe some sugar
Add butter
Little Cinnamon
Then bake it in a relationship