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annvelope Dec 2014

It's a physical pain.
They laughed at her feelings,
Letting other people read her love out loud
Before you lit it to a fire.
Hidden in the crowd laughing,
But stuck as a shadow because
She is speechless by your sight.
Tears of fire, tears of wrath
Sadness eternal, a lonely path.
She told herself things
She never spoke out.
But now they're exposed
They're a frostfall of doubt.

annvelope Dec 2014

Wondering at 2 AM

Sometimes I stifle
Under this silence.
Will I eventually hold your hand one day,
As we walk by the shore?
Will I call you mine and
Will you call me yours?
I wonder if you'll remember me
And the love for you I had.
Only we hold the answer
Love and although we may still be uncertain,
I long to be by your side and together,
We will defy the odds.

annvelope Dec 2014

Hesmi

You're the sweetest
I'm the luckiest.
It's a funny story of how we met
But you get me in a way that no one else gets.
We happened so quickly
And I'm still in awe of us.
You’ll live on forever in my poetry
And so will my love.

<3

annvelope Dec 2014

Just Another Night Thoughts

I lie in bed at night. I stare into space and my brain wanders into places that I never allow it to during the daytime. All my hopes and dreams are gone, nothing left in me to carry on. Nothing makes sense anymore. I'll just keep going through the motions and hope one day someone will understand enough to break my cycle. Nothing excites me nor inspires me at the moment. I feel lost. I feel so lost.

I can't make sense of my thoughts...

annvelope Dec 2014

Her Words

She is so lonely
Sitting over there,
In the corner by herself.

Stifling sentences from
Mind to pen to paper,
Blundering from word to word.

Words like flaming oranges
That singed her mouth,
As they fell out at all the wrong time.

Her life was slipping,
Her past flowing like a
River from her eyes.

Letters fill her lungs
As she fight to breathe to live,
Still choking on words.

annvelope Dec 2014

December 7th, 1993

Forever in my heart,
I never want to lose you my great friend,
From the moment of silence for everytime we spoke.

I love you,
But not in the way it's been rumored that the both of us tend to do
I love you because you're always there for me.

My every weakness,
And the problems I've been dealt,
You're the only one who truly understands me.

When things fell apart, I wanted to cry,
You tell me I'm strong enough, that I deserve to be happy,
And that you love me.

To the bestfriend,
No matter what call he would always answer,
Was nothing, but my mirror.

It's December 7th,
Happy 21st Birthday, buddy.

#always #forever #bff