Submit your work, meet writers and drop the ads. Become a member
The more you ignore me, The more I get mad
I wanna go far, far from this animosity
Far enough where no one can see me
So far that no one can hear me,
Way too far that I won't know anybody

I wanna go away,
but I can't find the right way
I wanna go so far away,
Where the unwanted children like me plays
Im begging for
Your attention
Im begging for
Your words
Im begging for
Your time
Im begging for
Your help

I better shut up
Because these beggings
Just wont help
its the time of the season wherein your lungs goes on vacation,
its tired and weary of maintaining your respiration,
so take everything easy and slowly,
cause you dont wanna get tired for it will not be pretty,

theirs no assurance if it will come back,
but, i can assure you that you'll breath for life,with all the cracks
now dont be troubled  and never struggle,for you'll get tired,
and that will be the last thing that you will have
He's stout and shameless
Boastful and brainless
Brags about everything he has
And talk's about things that he wants
He can blow you away with his arrogance

An empty can dragged on a pathway of rocks
He has the scent of a swine when he passes by
Feet smells like manure that will make you blind
Eats without being satistfied
And speaks of himself then feels gratified

He wants this ,He wants that
He has this,He has that
He sounds like a little brat
But ,in reality he is already a dad
Now thats sad what a poor kid he has

I pity he's mentality
At the same time i hate he's animosity
All i will do is to acknowledge him
And never discourage him
Coz' i know it will crush his dreams
my egoistic brother who just came home
You sat in front of her,as if you're nervous,with shimmering hands,you move slowly and behaves as kin as possible,you dont breath that hard and not that fast as well,now she dropped  you felt  nervous as hell now she slowly explains it to you from left to right and back,at the same time full of tracks.Now as you memorize the pattern you get confident and eager to listen how she details and show step by step.To the point where you get sick of it or rather scared.
You just cant enough feeling.STOP
Hard times, good times,bad times,high times
How many times, did we talk about this?
For I commited crimes upon your eyes,
And how many times was I forgiven?
I believe a couple of times,
Lies the thing that,
I'm used to be good at,
Which made you cry and freightened,
Forgiveness is not what I ask,
It's the presence,
That's all that I'm yacking of,
But it seemed that you're either deafened or muted, but I'm certain that you have not been polluted,
Defiant of Christ, somewhat Agnostic?,
But in the Kings eyes it's all translucent.
How I see things nowadays, is just like looking through a film no matter how bright the light is everything is still dark.
Skipped a lie,so you won't make someone cry
Make up a story,so that he'll be pacified
Explain to him all throughout this placid night
He feels the cold you're giving him and he's now dreaming along the dark skies
my blood turns black in every puncture,
steel goes in just, even faster,
i do not care how they see me,
i go to church even though you don't believe me,
i may be modified and full of carvings,
but my passion and care  will never vanish
I'll be walking til' I can,
To reach my destination which I can
It doesn't matter what time it is
I'll keep moving forward until I can

I'll play a song in my head
I'll feel the breeze with every breath
I'll watch the cars that'll pass me by
And they wish if I'll hitch-hike
You are the moon who lights up my dark nights,
The water thats satisfy my thirst,
The wine that makes me calm and brave,
Coz' I am an addict,that can never be rehabilitate
Coz' you're the drug, who does not run in my veins nor in my brain
You're infected in time,and you let me take my time
You make me feel like,not smilling is a crime
This is my dream,it did come true
How i really wish we can do it like,
Bonnie and Clyde in reality part two
just another hangover overdose
Send me  anthrax  send me pain
Send me torture along with shame
Send  me chaos  fueled with butane
But  please don't forget to seal it with flame,
A titanium love that
no heat can melt
I gave  heavy duty love
and durable care
But,
I think all you need is a watch repair
It was a sad and dark place,
Where you sleep with savages that are tamed,
Where they'll feed you indigestible calories
Where you'll hear everyone roaring
A place that the only sweet music,
are the gates opening and closing

If I was destined to this place,
I'll be gone without a trace,
I'll be gone along with the wind
Gone like life in the hot desert
Forever gone to avoid conviction
The rush is quick,
Blood shattered eyes looking straight forward
The calm harmony ,
Has already been battered and bruised
Scared of simmering down,,
Scared of slowly,slowing down
Scared of abrupt decisions
And threatened by its own illusions
Stop in only one condition,
If you see the girl in white
With the unbreakable smile
And crazy eyes,
For people confused but at the same time dazed
Like a lamp shade who keeps you brave when you were a a kid
Like a chocolate that touches your lips so sweet
Like a hero who you always count on
Like your soul which keeps you going

It never fails in seeing you
Never fails in feeding you
Never breaks even how much she needs you
Never gets fed up with your croppy attitude

Always there to comfort you
Always there to advice you
Always there to cheer you up
Always there to keep you

Dont waste her time
Dont waste her efforts
Dont waste her kindness and patience
Dont waste her love and affection that she gives you
this will serve as a reminder to myself
I'm broke and ugly
And she's starting to hate me,
I'm tall and hungry
And she's always annoyed at me,

I'm genuinely useless
And I guess she's getting fed up,
I'm absolutely clueless,
When will she freak out

She might be too tired
Coz' I'm showing too much pride,
She might be too sick
Of my hideous and selfish ways and wishes
She keeps a lot of things to herself even if she's hurt she keeps on smiling and that scares me coz she might explode like a bomb
The tall and mighty egocentric ****,
He eats all you feed him
And hates everything you tell him,
Thinks nothing but himself
And knows nothing but complaining

The Egocentric ****,
Also feels sad and alone,
And also feels regret for what he's done
And most of the time paranoid with his, love
Describe yourself and I did
My tongue like blade,
My thoughts are my own poison,
My past is a tragedy,
My future a battlefield,

My love is my life,
My faith is my light,
My fear is your flight,
My weakness is your cry,
Im a brainless creature it just ozzed
Listen! It's watching us,
It walks like a cat with no footsteps
It's slowly approaching and will catch you by surprise,
It plays with your mind like a butterfly knife

You can feel it, right?
You can hear it,right?
Shhhh, it's here turn off the lights,
Slowly lock the door and curl up at the corner
It can smell fear, and it can feel you being anxious

Did you hear that? It's right there waiting for the right time
Let's leave before it's too late.
Cry in the rain and no on will ever know
Cry in the rain and no one will be there
Anguish will be it's taste
And sorrow will be your state
Pride and ego will devour your manners,
Smirk at someones depression,
i know thats what youre craving for.

smoke and ashes blurs your horizon,
The gossips that brightens your focus,
Now Follow the narrowest path and it'll lead you to hell or a greener pasture

Feel the thrill of sanity and success.
Get drunk with sobriety and throw the excess
Make your brain ****** with your own lucid ideas.
on how will it work out
  
For i, has been removed from me and nothing matters coz we don't exist
When youre too stupid to **** up and mess up things that your own guilt will make you realize what you've lost and wasted wherein you used to be the main plan but now theirs is a better one.
The way you used to look at me,
Seems like it will show me a,certainty
Of our substantial existence, but now everything will be said in the past tense
On how was this buffled soul focused on the enigma of your gentle voice and caress,

The picture of your face is painted on the thorn and blisttered canvass of my subconcious, the blurriness caused a dogma on how i see,perceive and perfect the idea of primates how they've turn black to brown to white and lure the lady wolf into his den to devour her with it's sweet sweet whispers and talks,

Snortning chalk to make you believe that a Supreme being does exist, for him to be your world of wherein you won't be able to resist, for each and every second and hours passes by, that makes that green botton alive for the primate will never say goodbye, curses have summoned by an old man, who brought the wolf into this lands and does not want a real man
Everything has it's midst love,hate,anger,frustration,insults,and decay.
It's in the crossroads,
but, it's not lost just, wandering
Manual neutral, status crucial
Now that's how I see our love
when a time you feel unwanted but  you know someone loves you   or just sick of you
destined for pain,blames and responsibilities,
bound to be cursed by it's own authorities,
will not back out nor tapout
will sail the river smoothly and calmly

ignores the wolves that watches him,
and respects the rules that was instructed to him,
will be motivated and pursue his goals
will not tolerate anger and hate,
all he is aking for is for the predator to keep the faith
motivation of one's self is the fastest escape from insanity
It's the cold season,season for ribbons
Time of sharing and loving
But,what if you're all alone and cold
All alone and  not ******
All alone with a ham without no one to share it with
All alone without no one to talk to

It doesn't matter I was born alone
I was alone I wish I'm Al Capone
I miss your hugs
I miss your kisses
You're my drug
And im addicted
its dark enough to see you
cold enough to feel you
im broke enough to feed you
and angry enough to love you

im madly happy when you're glad
badly sad when you're mad
im full when you're full
im satistied when you're happy

but still you treat me like a nobody
i'm still looking for a remedy for your depression
still looking for a soulution for your frustration
i will accept any of your recommendation
I think I'm giving up
I think I'm breaking down
I think I'm burning out
I think everybody turned me down

Hideous secrets,revealed to my dearest
Ridiculous acquisitions,provided to my ancestors
Wanted to send me to a dark and cruel direction
Now i just want to end it and go to my final destination
I'm about to break down everything is just not going how it suppose to and it comes in bulk
In a cold and dark place,once I've been
Frustration and hate are what these people lives in
Anger and rage was dominating
Respect and humility is what you are attaining
Answer only when asked without your opinion

Sleep is the best pain killer on how you ended up in a cell
Prayers and faith is your hope and encouragement
Stay out of trouble to avoid the sue
Just pray and hope you get out soon
Maybe shes tired,
Maybe shes not happy with me anymore
Maybe shes sick of my attitude and mood swings
Maybe she found someone better,

She had the perfect revenge
Its better than death
She has agony as bullets in a  machine gun pointed at me
She has all she needs
She got my soul and spirit

Tormenting me in every second of everyday
Burning me every minute as she pleases
Tearing me like she doesn't care anymore
I guess she made up her mind
Like she was suppose to all of that time
Hella missing someone
I'm scared of waiting for time,
Scared of the steel bars that may surround me,
Scared of the wall that will separate me from the outsite world
Scared of not making it thru
Scared of the consequernce of being a foolish boy

I regret being someones scarecrow
Wishing that I should have just stayed home
And behaved

— The End —