I'll be in the sky
I live in the castle in the clouds
With all the stars on my ceiling

I say "Thank you captain"
As I throw my phone across the pacific
I changed my name to Coventina

Sleep is my lover now
He was born to sing the blues
The rest comes easy with him

I feel so empty  
You look right through me
You're never going to miss me back
That's what still hurts
Now I have a playlist of songs
I can not longer listen to
I don't cry everyday anymore
But I still have days
Where I can't smile at my parents
Or see the sun
I'm so sick of writing about you
talking about you
thinking about you

I always thought you'd miss me
When I was gone
Oh how I was wrong

To think you would even
Keep me in your thoughts
Now while my heart rots

You knew I'd love you more now
That you're cold and mean
When you don't let yourself be seen

You left me all alone and still
All I want to do is talk to you
I wish that wasn't true

When we were together I would have nightmares
Nightmares of you leaving me and being so mean
And now that you've left me and were so mean
I have nightmares of us meeting again and kissing
Both kinds of nightmares have the same effect
I wake up confused and sad, with my heart pounding
But now I can't wake up and tell you about my bad dream

Why didn't time stop when you said you didn't feel the same way anymore?
I could feel my heart in my throat, my tears came out of my nose
The stars were dimming but the sun only grew hotter
I felt so hot I tore my dress off I didn't know what to do
My world was coming to an end the sky was falling
Time went on even after I fell to pieces and my world ended