Lizabeth: Favorites

Jul 2013 Lizabeth

Jeremy Bean

You are like a fur coat
lovely and extravagant
on the outside
until you turn it inside out
and see the ugly stitched hide beneath

Jul 2013 Lizabeth

If I Could Be So Bold

Jul 2013 Lizabeth

Scot Powers

If I Could Be So Bold

If I could be so bold
the times I've spent with you
have brought me joy beyond compare
opened up my heart to you
we laugh and sigh, share good times
and sorrows like good friends
yet still when I look in your eyes
I can see heavens gift
your aura glows and reaches out
to comfort other souls
I was drawn to your light
like a wandering soul

If I could be so bold
the things I'd say to you
looking deep in your eyes
wrapping my arms around you
to take you gently by the hand
and lead you to my bed
then we'd be together
gently moving, locked in bliss
releasing waves of pleasure
we never knew could exist
showering you with kisses
the sweet taste of your lips
ecstatic emotions blossoming
fireworks behind our eyes
the room begins to spin about
while we're quivering inside

If I could be so bold
the things I would tell you
how special you have made me feel
when I am with you
it's easy for me to see now
some things aren't meant to be
so I cherish all the moments spent
as fleeting as they may be
time was spent in many places
learning to be free
of all the problems life presents
and challenges we perceive

If I could be so bold
one thing that I'd tell you
slowly day by day it seems
I've fallen in love with you

Jul 2013 Lizabeth

I tend to have nightmares i always die.

Jul 2013 Lizabeth

Romona Hardy

I tend to have nightmares i always die.

Bend your knees
his sins run down your face
open that sweet mouth
the vulguarity of your innocence
repugnant in your mouth
the ever familiar taste.

laying there naked in a river of deceit,
spread eagle waiting,
for what makes your soul weak
eyes closed in denial
you can no longer look at what you've lost

The closest you feel
skin on skin,
in those moments you lose the fear
that your losing him.

and you pray for those moments just before bed
when your under the covers
and on his chest rests your head,
for then a few hours when you become slave to sleep
you hold hands with an angel
who keeps you company in your dreams

Jul 2013 Lizabeth

my dearest

Jul 2013 Lizabeth

Arabella

my dearest

As the sting from each word sets in,
please know
how much you hurt me
each day.

It's hard to keep the ***** down
just picturing your face,
and all the lies that had always hid away
your twisted mind.

I'm still standing in this rain you left me in.
Walking miles and miles each day,
running until my legs give out
trying to escape from all my memories of you.
But you follow,
constantly throwing rocks at my chest
in hopes of shattering my heart
once again,
I suppose.

I find each breath harder to swallow,
as if I had the lungs of a 89 year old smoker.

Each day I watch as you try your hardest to slither your way back into my thoughts.
Attempting to fill my mind with jealousy,
and regret.

All I see of you now is a pathetic little boy,
which you always have been.

Everyone,
no matter how many people you've surrounded yourself with,
will always be alone.
There is no other person in existence that can guarantee anything to you.
Nor does anyone owe you a single ******* thing.
Everyone is alone.
Whether they like it or not.
All with the instinct of being a complete and utter selfish *******.

I hope you read this.
And I hope it hurts.
And that you realize that you are no better than I,
or anyone else.

Jul 2013 Lizabeth

It's 11:11 Somewhere

Jul 2013 Lizabeth

Mia Eugenia

It's 11:11 Somewhere

Since when are you easy because you don't play hard to get
Is it wrong to want something and to get upset
When the one thing you trusted in consistently let
Your heart break
And since the day I saw you
You blew
And *******
And I knew
But there was nothing I could ever do
But sit back and watch you make a fool
of the person you thought you were.
The whole thing happened so quick
And too fast you became my walking stick
You were there for support when I needed kick
But never when I just wanted a friend.
They say people in glass houses should't throw stones
But the people on the outside will always be prone
To the curiosity of the unknown
And what's hidden beyond your crystal home
And I'm no exception.
I will always be leading that pack
until my blood runs cold and my heart turns black
I'm waiting for the day when the world will finally attack
And all I want is to see you fight back
Cause you've got me addicted to that smack
That runs through your veins.
And it's 11:11 somewhere and all I'm thinking about
Are all the times you were blazed out
Burnt out
And knocked out
Waiting for me to carry you out
Of the hole you made yourself out of pity and self doubt
Hoping that from my actions might sprout
some real human emotion.
I'm picking at scabs you left on my body and on my soul
Because all you did was laugh and roll
And I'm the one that has to pay the toll
Because somehow that means you accomplished your goal
Because for some reason that was my heart, which you stole
Along with other material things.
And now you have to rot and pay the price
Of a life gone wrong and a bad role of the dice
You and I represent lives that were sliced
And childhoods taken that would have been nice
And the next time you see me I hope you think twice
Because we are skating on such thin ice
But I don't seem to mind because I'm with you.
And now that I'm done ******* I guess its time to forgive and let go
Of all the the lonely nights that moved too slow
And the days of putting on the same show
And the love that just wouldn't grow
From a heart that just could't let emotion flow
Even though your broken heart would fit perfectly with mine.

Jul 2013 Lizabeth

Breathe..it gets better

Jul 2013 Lizabeth

RyanMJenkins

Breathe..it gets better

Another day, riding on emotion
Seldom ever breaks down
but I don't have the potion,
To fuel my being.
Lucky to be alive
but there's something I'm not seeing.
Lapped around similar 'scapes
Falling all the time,
with all the scrapes to prove it.
My body itself is a high-powered vehicle,
just hope I don't lose it,
Prematurely with the things I've been doing.
Sometimes I see surroundings pass by but
it doesn't feel like I'm moving.
Reach out to those that could use it
Lead them away from the mentally abusive.
I'm still there though,
the expression on my face even looks weak.
Guess I just hit bleak patch,
but again I'll maintain a satisfying streak
Innocence never left,
But the breaths are slowing.
Used a bit of what I had left to fill up an inner tube,
My body's too weak to maintain how I'm flowing.
So I drift off, into another realm.
A place where people are underwhelmed
And stay to help each other grow.
This place exists at a point in time, but when,
I may never know.

So I'm taking a vacation from my mind
that constructs an absurd blur,
Keep living for the kids and kisses,
and moments that creates blisses
Love and writing are my life preservers~