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Little Peony Sep 2018
to the dearest brother of mine
yes, it's you
one of the three, the dearest
you're the star i've seen since i was a kid
you're the best place i could cling to
you show me how a good boyfriend should treat a girl like me
you're the kind of gentlemen i wish i could found in another guy
and the way you see things differently,

wise
thoughtful
responsible
yet kind

thank you for acting like a father in times of need
but still a child when it comes to the playground

somehow somewhere it hurts me seeing you tie the knots
it makes me feel like "you're not mine anymore"
and i'm not your first responsibility, first priority no more
you're hers, and i'm not the only sister anymore
she's too lucky to have someone like you

things might change between us
you might never wonder about what's happened in my life, no more
but you're still the best brother i ever had
the best sibling ever <3

wish you forever happy!
and i hope you wish it for me too...

thank you for always being there through ups and downs
to the darkest of mine, brokenhearted, even to the love i choose

:D/\:D
CHEERS TO THE GREAT LIFE AHEAD BRO!
i wish my future husband would be someone like you :") the great provider &
a good gentlemen <3
Little Peony Sep 2018
Not a ghost
Nor a broken heart

It just..

The look in your eyes
Everytime I tried to talk.
That curious expression,
Each movement of your brows,
and the changing smile of yours

I am dying a little bit inside
Wondering about the thoughts inside your head
Will you understand about it
Will you.. will you...

I hate the sudden change in your eyes
The slow movement in each of your blinks
That sudden movement of your chin
And each deep breathe you take in front of me

Making me hate myself
and I already am
hating myself without knowing
blaming me for the mistake I don’t even made

.
.
.

That 30 seconds expression of yours
breaking me apart

</3
#you
  Aug 2018 Little Peony
Vanessa Gatley
U used to be the sun
Who held together my whole
World
Then I was this super Nova
Who changed u
But u didn't change me
The way I wanted to act for u
Little Peony Aug 2018
Running away
Hiding
Without no one knowing
For a day
For a day

Escaping from reality
Thinking about
all about the mess
all the thoughts
all the good and the bad
And you, maybe

Resting
But not sleeping
Walking without fear
Of tomorrow
Of the past
Even the future

The day today is much scarier
I need space
I need me
I need myself
Rebuild
Retouch
Reset
Little Peony Jul 2018
Is it weird to be sad When others are happy
Cause i am right now
It seems like everything goes wrong

Is it a wrong thing to be sad
When you hear about other Happiness
Am i jealous? Do i?

Is it weird When you desired about the thing you know you can’t have?
And you even feel mad about it
Cause you just can’t have it instantly

Is it wrong not to be in love with someone temporarily? Just because you’ve been hurt for like a thousand times, you tried so hard to stay, but you need healing so you just run away.

Is it wrong if you still miss the same love you’ve been fantasize about, the love that you wish you had somehow in someway.

Is it wrong to be complicated? Like you’ve been in love with the complicated things because it’s making you crazy in love with it.
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