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 Feb 2014 lina S
thrcy
conversations
 Feb 2014 lina S
thrcy
The late night conversations
filled with admiration
fast replies & long paragraphs
that's typed with dedication
showing loads of affection

Now it's just one word replies
my heart sort of cries
soul kind of dies
then you took me by surprise
leaving me hanging just like that is that so wise?

But there isn't any new messages
my heart carrying this baggage
really broken and damage
realizing I was being taking advantage
of, this is an outrage

Miss those type of nights
leaving me with a great delight
those feelings seemed so right
remembering how you'd always hold me tight
making a smile on my face that's so bright

Wishing that we'd talk again
wondering how it all began
these thoughts I have to restrain
for those talks bring me now so much pain
and these feelings I can't ever explain

For you're gone
and you're just another person I can't count on
saying how I miss how we used to kick it but you're such a *****
and I'll never like staying up dawn
for those memories will never be gone
and you didn't even say goodbye
 Jan 2014 lina S
Manny
...
 Jan 2014 lina S
Manny
...
You know there's always that one person - who no matter how hard you try,
Not to, can so easily bring tears to your eye.
That same person who normally dries your tears and helps confront your fears, now how it hurts to know their arrow sears
Right through your heart
Though you're  faulty from the very start.
Conscience isn't the one to blame,
Digging up the past, and building the shame.
But questioning thin ice, knowing the answer,
Intimidating whilst fully aware...like the effect of a cancer.
Rage and fury building up inside,
Exploding, stating with nothing to hide.
The incentive, the issue, the vibe given off,
Having my breath caught in throat with a splutter and cough.
The mere poison - attacking my brain, who knew simple words could cause so much pain?
However, they can't  be retrieved from where they've been lain.
The message, so clearly set in stone,
Made me instantly press delete on the phone.
So I'm a liar, user, waster
It's gone way too far from a taster.
And now I've been hated, resented and cast aside,
You're no longer there for me in which to confide,
Now you have chosen Your side....just because I might've lied.

23:41   11/4/13
©Maniba Kiani 2013
 Jan 2014 lina S
Manny
Breathe
 Jan 2014 lina S
Manny
The poison is attacking her brain
forcing her to feel things,
things that disturb her -
thinking
she struggles to breathe
a match between her life and insanity
she's gasping, now
I can't get it to stop
It hurts to unsee
these things I've seen
forcing free her grasp
delicately - as if she were a flower
slowly now
slowly
it stops
she stops
she can breathe again.
Maniba Kiani, 29/01/14. 12:01pm
Based on events that i have witnessed with one of my closest friends...i wrote this immediately after the event today.
 Jan 2014 lina S
carmen
And you
You don’t listen
You just wait for me to stop talking
And I keep on giving
And you keep on taking
And it’s draining
I hate you for it
But I hate me more
Because I let you take
And I keep giving
And it never ends
This thing that we’re living
 Jan 2014 lina S
carmen
Tyranny
 Jan 2014 lina S
carmen
I hate myself.

I never thought I would.
I wish you loved me.
Like you love them.
You threw me aside.
And made me think
What’s wrong with me?
I want.
What they have.
Because
If I had
What they have.
Maybe you would love me.  
Are they’re all throwing it away.
Life.
Everything is hard now.
So much harder than before.
It hurts to breathe sometimes.
It hurts less to cry.

I hate myself.
I never thought I would.
 Jan 2014 lina S
carmen
details
 Jan 2014 lina S
carmen
away we go
me and you
off into the night
just where to?
into the castle of old
into the dungeons so cold
over the sea and the sky
look my dear
at how high we can fly.
 Jan 2014 lina S
carmen
Taken
 Jan 2014 lina S
carmen
I wish I was pretty in pictures
Those spontaneous ones
That others take
Because they want to capture your face
And keep it with them
Forever
I want to be pretty in pictures
Like those other girls
who smile and pose
and the picture comes out
pretty as ever
no matter their clothes
or their makeup
or hair
I wish I was pretty in pictures
But I guess you have to be pretty
Before you can be pretty in pictures.
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