Love is extravagant.
To her, Love is vague.
Love is like an ocean
and she is drowning to survive.

You've open your mind
When you spoken those words

I've come to notice them
little nature of yours

It was some insight
from focusing those flickering lights

It has only been days
And it still stays the same
As my intuitive always says
"It is not a place where I should go
Not any deeper than this. As there is no light at the end of the room, where I peek thru the gaps on the cracked wall. It is not a safe place to go on, not many have been, not many survived, not many have stayed and been alive. It is not a place for anyone to be, for no one has ever been inside."

So I walked out and saw another open mind...

If you must; taking a piece of me.

We all leave words in people's ear.

Leave with the best of my words and leave it, the words that no longer speak in the present.

Maybe you know me,

Perhaps you could comfort me,

Probably shouldn't be asking further more,

Just show me you love me,

You already know that's what I need,

A deeper love between us.

think of me whatever
say of me whatever
because I am whatever

If I don't do this— I will go no where.

I never thought I could swim within pressure from the weight of the ocean depth.
Each dive opens to a danger atmosphere.
Clear blue, deep blue, I am swimming within pressure.

I can swim in the ocean depth.
This is my sport.

I learnt about the four letters word

The fast in time
The hope in pain
The past of love

And most of all faith will last

I am by no means love.
I am merely a reflection of love.
I am only a resembling crimson shade of hate.

a poem of one deep breath
a poem of words that has breath

the words that are left
are a poem of final breath

We're naive enough to be together.
We aren't afraid of losing love.

You make me breathe too hard
You make me stop breathing

You make me breathe too deep
You make me love to hate
You make me cry and hurt too deep
You make me fall deep
You make me anticipate on ground zero

You make me sick
You make me work for love
You make me tired

You make me hate to love

You see,
i can always find them out there
like wild flowers near the green field
outside my house,

down the road

In a town
random corners, random streets
cracked concrets

you can see them there

Because when the night comes
The light in my eyes get lidded up

The silence of dark blue
Gets louder than the day

And nobody from the day
could haunt me

As I head outside
with lights in my eyes

All I see
Is a beautiful field of glowing flowers

There seems to be no end as I walk along these little paths

life has no word
life has no God

life is far away
life doesn't seems like one

what is life

life is not how it looks right now

life is deeper
life is shallow

life is where he breathe his breath at you

The day I turn my ways against you.
The day I fall short of my ambition.
On the day, cast me not away.
The day, my fellow sisters and brothers pray for me.
That ye may be able to stand strong in my weakness.
For only He can make me, me.

Only when you start
to feel the strangeness

then you are starting
to feel yourself

The sun, the sun,
How silly it is to the moon, the moon.

But without the sun, the sun...

The moon will not appear
Beautifully in the night, the night.

tell me that it is lovely
tell me i don't need to see
tell me that it is enough
tell me you’ll protect me

and give me the courage to believe in this

I am not building
A relationship
A love

I am only doing it
Out for giving love

The love will keep
You from being cold

Keep you from
Where you are
And hopefully
It will kick you
To keep moving on

Because I am only
Giving love
I won't be here for long
I only happened to pass by
I don't know why
But one, I know it is for good
But it is not for good if we don't move on

I don't wish for more time.
I don't wish for more money.

I wish to be more zealous.

The world inside of me is astronomical for me to finish exploring.

Even for myself I run out of time even for myself
No time for you, where do I find time for you

Love is hard to imagine
Love is the hardest to keep
Love is the hardest to give
Love is simple
Love is deep
Love is everything I wish I could do
Love is real

Gentle soft Love, so quiet,
it's onerous to hear out.

Quieten oh life to hear out.
Take heart.

Uncertain is my only certain
Let me be
There are no other way
As no one knows
Even our next second

My highest ambition is to live for God inside out.

covers of clouds
i'm still blooming
it's still midsummer madness

I think I do
Love myself so much
Almost to an obsession

I wonder
If you've ever loved me in any ways...

She smiles so bright but inside she can't hide it

In your love,
you make me vulnerable,
You make me who I am.

I don't think I am feeling well, right now
I am about to throw out words right now

I gave love a try
And now he's forever mine
Now I dare you to try

Close friend could lead to a closed end.

I love him
I love his still small voice
I love how he gently whisper to me
I love the way he shows his love to me
I love because he loved me

It felt like a relationship that had sailed away...

Life is a man.
Don't take life to heart.

Love is a silent expression.
Love is a gentle whisper.
Love is a hopeful reminder.
Love is above and within us.
Love is all and none.

I wish the sin you did,
I didn't see.
I wish you had hide your demons well.
I didn't want to see.

Your Love once more.

My only wish is to die in your Love,
Quicker and every day again.

I am your work of art.
Your masterpiece.

My 20s is ending.
I did nothing to savour it.
I was chasing and I rolled down a hill.
Haha… at least I could laugh it off…

I was caught off guard.
I need new alignments.
30s would be a brand new start.
Literally.

Irrational thoughts
Lost inside my head

Paranoid, delusional, hallucinations
Something really bad

A few episodes
Living with voices
Talking to them

Electroconvulsive therapy
Controlling, something is lost

Wanna keep talking about it
Never the same as before
I want back myself

Pain, trauma, suicidal
Sometimes moving on
Thinking of a new start
Sometimes stuck in the same cycle

Ah yes!
I couldn’t maintain the highs
The waves of the low hits me hard
I couldn’t hold it together
And it kept trying to take me away
I almost…

When I’m okay
Time will tell
Maybe when I stop reminiscing my old self

Slowly slowly
When I’m okay
Good or no good also passed already

Don’t look back, because they gonna hold you back. What you can’t do in the past, doesn’t define what you can do in the future.