wet round glass blobs stuck in my head
shiver and shake
and attempt to make a clear way to gaze
ropes of water sometimes drop from them
sometimes they are decorated in red and gold and green
sometimes they are ripped out
eaten by disgrace////
don't worry!
they always fit back into place

CARDBOARD HOUSE/walls so high
FLOORS ARE TIRED AND WEEP AND SIGH
SOFT CARPET soaked with blood and guts
FOLLOW ME INTO the HOUSE
slowly see PAINT CAKED ON walls and doors and tables
delightfully terrifying
COFFEE TABLES....legs fall me tremble
WELCOME HOME

i demand the thunderstorms to appear.
i come in waves of dust and flood.

i am a feared being,
one whom my followers know not to tempt.

the blood that you give flows
and i close my eyes, accepting your generous gift.

i believe that what defines the goodness in people
is the attention and love that they give me.

beautiful words taste vile
so why not spit them out
you scream
because you can
swallow them and have them sear your stomach
churn w/ lost hopes

run nimbly attempt
fall as whispering
((gauche))
why? I still run
why? I still laugh
why? still I tumble
and scream
((gauche))
fit tightly to the mood
run as far as you can
fall as hard as you want
((gauche gauche gauche))
compressed thoughts
continue to swirl
energetic boredness follows
why? I still live

a drop of precious purple sweetness falls
falls into my stained gray cup
glow into the dark
a smile erupts onto my illuminated face
:blue and tired:
tall frame standing in a pink of sick pink moonlight
cheers!!!!!!!
to a story unfinished!
metal hits my quivering lips
cherubs swim around my nose:
swallow death completely whole