Perhaps I was raised
to be a peasant
merchant;

fated to buy
faith in trade
of hope,

to purchase attention
in trade of fame,

and to avail love
in trade of happiness.

It's when you learned
how to let go
of all dusts
that makes you fill
your jar with stars.

I never knew it
until I've seen
an entire galaxy
thru his eyes.

She had outgrown
places she once thought
she'd die leaving behind.

Now she had ceased all pain
as she seizes her days
flipping her wings
above all winds.

Learned to pour
all the love
I deserved
unto my empty cup

Only to find out
I've been thirsty
the whole time
I was sunken,
drowning
by self-love.

day and night
rain or shine
from the beginning
'til the end,

you are my
most fave page.

And maybe I have been
so familiar with being
out of this place
That when someone willing
to shelter me came,
I ran my life out of it.

Or maybe I have been
so into out of love
That when he came
and offered his heart,
I had no idea how to handle it.

So I ran my heart away.

Everyone deserves
both the sun and the rain.
But not everyone gets
the same amount of both.
And so is with the weigh
of love we ought to give
and receive.