forgive yourself for being a loving husband
yet ended up in despair
forgive yourself for not wanting to hurt her
yet ended up with a hand on her cheek
forgive yourself for being a perfect father
yet ended up as a stranger to his eyes

Forgive yourself for giving laugh;
your shared uncounted wisdom
will last; but nay forgive thy heart
for not hating
yet ended up as a hated one

You weren’t a mess
you knew how great you’ve been
and with that,
just forgive yourself
for not being always
who you were once.

I wonder how it all started
but I’m certain how
I planned to sit by the water
and smelled the breeze from the field
delighted by the kiss of the sun
I thought I was free
for nature called me in
with comfort
no one could ever give

but the clouds came
and by and by
I counted each drop
first, I looked
second, it smiled
third, I was loved
forth, we were glad
until I realized I was soaked
by the thought of happiness
I hoped would last.

had I known it will pour,
I should have sat there
earlier

perhaps, I would have
ran away
on the first drop.

now I hear not only drips
coming from the sky.

I am this tiny blurry
light at night
pinned near to your
so-called glowing moon.
Had been undoubtedly compared
to how she not blinks
in your so-called darkest night.

But nigh...
your glorious queen leaves
and in thy coldest side
I never left.

I am a no-doubted
so far point
as to compared to her.
But I never get tired
of making
a lifetime spent of blinking,
sending the brightest light
I could give
from my own unknown galaxy
to your oh-so-famous one.

Tell me all little things you couldn’t utter for so long.
walk me on a road you’ve been running alone.
show me the darkness; I’ll play the shadow
you said I was pain.
if I am,
then let me be the cast out light.
I’ll lead the path,
the collateral one-
where no amount of fear
nor a drop of tear
can ever collide.

I’m with you
just hold me tight

Love,
**L-O-V-E