I loved everything about today
Because I was with  **You

As  broken  and hurt as I might feel
I'm holding myself together
No matter how hard it may seem
-holding back my every tear that wants to slither
learning to be strong, knowing this will pass-  and
Sometimes I end up with more pieces
Than my own
Realizing I'm carrying yours as well
Helping you feel whole again
As I hold myself too
*Simultaneously

Every  Canvas  has a bit of  You
-Always-
My brush is always ready
To  glide
With such  Vivid Details
**You would almost believe its real

R** emembering
A ll the drops whenever
I would look outside and wondered,
N ever thought I would hear my own

Few words
Were never enough for me
But I managed some how

To tell you what
I love most about  You  and your  flaws
That you seem to care about

I love you for  You,

I wish you understood

For every me piece of me
Loves every bit of You

                                                                      **♥

My heart continues to beat for the  seconds,
With all the  scars  it has
It continues to  love  
Because that's all it knows


                      ♥

Humans are very  unpredictable
So can you really say you know someone

**?

Forever a  Poet  and  You
will just be another story
I will write about

Open your mind
I want to see the  beauty
You always seem to talk about,
It fascinates every part of me
It wakes me
It shakes me
To think were different
**But somehow alike

Say something
Because the Silence
Is roaring with the Echoes,
Your Presence
Makes my heart weak & heavy
I can hardly breathe
Your scent,
Burns my eyes & they start to tear
As of the rain on my window
After a beautiful shower
Your lips,
I wish I felt
The Bittersweet taste
That stays in my mouth
Every time I see you

And I'm sorry
But I can't wait any longer
My Love would never be enough
Let me know what will

The way he talks reminds me
Of the Ocean
Because its so in
*Depth

S** ay something, put
I t in the most simplest words
L et me understand
E very reason, because I
N ever
C ried so hard,
E ver !

For all the times we looked up
We ended up making our own Picture
And it ended up to be
The most beautiful canvas ever made
                                   
Its amazing how our minds can create
Something so small or big
And have a deep connection to someone
You never met
*!

Letting you in
Once more would create this
Void, &
Everything you said I fell for,
Don't ever think I'm  weak  because I became  strong

☽

The dark blue opened sky
Just the way I pictured to see it
And You being with me
Made everything complete
Because you were next to me
And I got to tell you right then,
Looking up trying to find
Hidden gold stars *☆ ,
I spotted a few with you
☆ As we walked to the park at night ☆

The November weather is here
Making our hands cold
As we sat on a single bench
Under a big tree
Which gave us shade
Looking at all the leaves on the ground
Makes me smile for some reason
There's just so much of them

As you were getting closer to me
I saw a yellow leaf between Us,
And I put it under my wallet
So the wind won't
Sneak up and take it,
The leaf was the only thing
Keeping us apart
An unfinished puzzle piece
It was,  &
When we finally connected
It felt complete
I love being close to You

Kissing you with the music
You play
Is a good different &
Kissing you three minutes plus
Is always a nice feeling
It turned me on
When you ****** on my tongue
while my tongue was folded,
Every time I ****** on your tongue
It felt like I was taking a part of you

Our random talks
Makes me see life in a different way
Its interesting how people think
I find it very different

I love that I'm open with You
You hardly find people
You can be open to
Which *****
But I'm thankful
I have you to be open to

I look forward to more of our talks
I look forward to learn great things about You
I look forward to laughing with You

In between,
Thank you for being You,
With me,

Cooper :

     **♥

I  will dream with my eyes open when
N* ight comes
S eeing things I don't see when I do sleep
O ver analyzing the littlest things and
M aking up poems after poems
N ot mattering how late
I t is,
A nd I can't help but  *--write--

The girl that loved  so hard,
She ended up to be  broken
Yet so loving still

The sad
Reminder leaving
Us to
Think that it's okay to
H**old on and pretend everything is fine when its not

We risk our hearts to love
And to love again,
Some are scared
But they risk it anyways
Hoping there will
Be something beautiful
In the end

People will be:
scarred
broken
sensitive
depressed
hurt
in pain

And still want to
Love again


Because the Spark
Is no longer there

Trying to create
Something more than a Spark
Something more memorable
Than the last
   *                   *                   *
I want something that Sparks
And never loses its fire,
Never dulls
But becomes more  Vast

Within the days that pass
Knowing I've found You

When I begin thinking
About the
Nights we will talk about our
Desire to travel
Everywhere, just wanting to
Relax with you and I,
Longing for
Us to be
Something again when
T**he right time comes, so we can begin our journey

Remembering
Every time I wish the mirror would just
Fall into pieces and shatter, I
Lost myself,
Every inch, wanting to
Cry because
The pain
I** felt within was so excruciating it
Opened my heart & pierced through,
Never had I screamed so hard

My thoughts are  LOUD
And silence, --exists still--

Silence kills
It leaves open wounds
That stings as of strong alcohol
Sipped or chugged down

Leaving me to want to sink in
Wanting not to be saved
Wanting to escape this pain
I no longer want to feel

Wanting to break the silence
Every part killing me inside and out
But too depressed to even care
For the hurt that I feel within

The silence screams in the lonely heart.
Terrorizing fears fill the void vessel.
A loyal code with the sly predator.

No one comprehends, no one befriends.
Until the silence speaks with lethal force, no one can prepare.

The wind whispered words powered by popularity.
"If they don't converse with you, they'll converse about you."
The helpless soul flew, yes without wings.
From the concrete jungle, the industrial swing.
In one breath, the silence ended everything.

**Now the next day, they all knew the silent killer.

I'm  obsessed  with the  canvas
We created
Above us  two

&
I'm always searching for  You
When I'm looking up into the sky

What hurts more,
The times where the pieces placed themselves
Or
The times where the pieces were nowhere to be found  
?

As I stare at the paper
My mind is  loud
My pen is  still
And seconds later
It bleeds,
Leaving permanent marks,
Hurting & trying to hide my feelings

Eventually I ran out of words,
Missiles began to hit
The words began to drag

The wind would scream
The trees would dance
The silence would roar

Autumn
The trees are coated
With colorful leaves
And when they fall
It gives the cement color
The cold air making me shiver
Making every hair on my arm stand up
Through my jacket
The hot chocolate, warming up my hands
As I drink from my favorite mug
And the silence is still

Winter
Boots, scarfs, hats, and gloves are needed
Because the season is almost over
The trees are beginning to be nothing but naked
The wind would sing carols
Near Christmas Eve, People are happy
Families & friends are traveling
To unite with each others

Spring
The beauty of the flowers
Are ready to bloom
The wind blowing some umbrellas
On those rainy days
The trees losing some of its leaves
And falling unto the wet cement
And the silence is still

Summer
The beauty of the flowers were
Still Blooming
The days were longer
Ice cream trucks are up and down the streets
The trees are aging as it dances
The wind will forever scream on its own
And the silence continues to be, still

Throughout the year
The  Silence roared  the loudest in Me
You wouldn't have known
If I didn't tell you

&&
Autumn is near once again
And Silence is still
As everyone sees it

*Because behind closed doors it’s nothing
But a storm
And I start to lose myself
Little by little
Trying to hold myself together

☾  I am the moon  ◯
And you’re the sun    ☀
You always have a way of
Filling my days & my nights
With light
I feel so warm when were together
Whenever were close to each other we create
A beautiful sunset with
Our thoughts that we share together
                                                                                                  
☀   You light the sky during it's darkest hour                         ☄
You have stars that twinkle and shoot across the sky
We look up to find shapes in the clouds and stars that align
Looking at you with that pretty face
I feel good knowing I can kiss you at anytime

☾  Every time I see something beautiful
That the sky holds
I want to share it with you

The night comes with so many things
We yet have to discover
The sky is the canvas

The:     ☁                   ✮               ✈            ☁        ✮                    ☁
   ✈                ✮                     ☁         ✮                        ☁         ✈          ✮
                            ◯
Stars –shining up above in space–
Clouds –moving over our heads–
Airplanes –flying above us–
And the moon –seeming so close we can touch it–
It's within everything you picture it to be
Creating our own sky
Creating our own canvas
Making two skies,   –One–
Blending them together
Making a beautiful picture
So breathtaking
Silence starts to play a part
We let our minds wander

And I'm Staring at you
Until our eyes  finally  meet
That’s when you would smile
When you catch me looking at you
And I would just smile back
Me being next to you
Wanting to kiss you within the next
Seconds
I get so bubbly inside
And I can't help it

I love your presence
You Amaze me
**♥

S* ome of
T he reasons
A re not enough for
Y ou  but I want them to be,    *DON'T GO !

For
eveRy piece of me
gAve up on
everythinG
I* ever thought
couLd
b*E

Gonna go on a drive with you,
I don't know where
But let's go some where
far away from here,
Setting our eyes on seas we've never seen,
Setting our minds to travel the unseen,
Let's take a journey, you and I,
Traveling trails of a mountain
That lead us into the sky, and
When we find our way back down
We can sit in the sands of the sea
Watching the waves move up shore
Kissing our toes, and when night falls,
I'll remind you how much I love
The stars and the moon
While we are looking up at the sky,
I'll hold you, watching you
Fall asleep in my arms,
Realizing, --that every moment
I've spent with you on our
Journey has made me
Love all of what we do
Together--  *as a whole

Sometimes the  Silence  can
******

T** he night was silent & you stole my
H eart with every thought
I had of you,
E very piece of me
F ell apart within

I look at the  Sky
I look at the  Moon
I look at the  Stars
And all I do is think about You
When your not with me
Wishing to kiss You
Under the Moon,
Look into your eyes
Until You look back into mine,
And wishing I could spend more time
With You
In the cold freezing night
Watching airplanes fly above
**Us

C** an you see, take a
L ook
O pen your eyes, look
U p & realize I'm
D epressed

Late at night I'll watch the sky
& I wonder to myself

*How did I ever make it this far

I want a bottle of wine
To wash away the hurt &
Drown myself in,
Cry myself to sleep &
Damp my pillow with
Tears

Numb the pain,
Because it seems like the only choice
I have
Numb every little negative thing,
I feel within

& the thought of feeling
Everything all at once
When you wake up
The next morning
It's an excruciating
Pain
I never want to feel
Ever Again

Say something
Let me know
Because
The Silence is
*Roaring

Weeks gone by                                          
And I still miss you                                  
Every day                                                  
           ­                                                       
I feel so empty
My heart aches
& the tears won't
Stop flowing down

You knew the little things about me            
& when we talked                                    
We always seem to                                  
Pick up where we left off                          

I don't know if I could ever
Close the book
& leave it on a shelve
As it ages

So much memories                  
& yet I can't no longer            
Write in it because                  
Things changed and                
Your day came quick

The page where we'd
Left off will
Forever be on hold
& the bookmark remains

Why is my presence needed
When my mind is
Elsewhere?

I'm going to forget
All the times you made me
*Cry

We'll:
Kiss
Caress
Talk to
each other

You'll:
Hold me close

And
I'll just like you
More each time

         * .   .   .
We're just friends
Because that's what we both want
And part of me is okay with that

               * .     .
But what do I do when
I think about You
Throughout the day & night
But what do I do when
I get jealous

I know I shouldn't get jealous
Because your not mine
But .  .  .
never mind

                  * .
At the end of the day
I have to remind
Myself we're nothing
But  
*Friends

"I miss you"

Her eyes wander
And
They begin to tear
Each drop
Slithering unto her pillow
As she wipes them away
More come
And she can't help but
Cry

My eyes will search for you
When you are Absent

Please,
I** ask you to hold
Every bit of my heart with
Care because
Every bit of my heart is
Sensitive

Makes me
Die inside
Knowing we
Were something
Before

I think about you
I worry about you
And every time we disconnect
It worries me
To the point it
Starts to feed,
Eating me alive
Because I always imagine the worse
Because how can you look up to the sky
When there isn't one for you to look at
Days, Weeks, even years
Will pass
*And the sky will
Never be the same
Without you

E** ventually
M y heart broke into
P ieces;
T he pain was excruciating, I couldn't blame
Y ou , I blamed myself

Everything she has written
Had a piece of him