I want a bottle of wine
To wash away the hurt &
Drown myself in,
Cry myself to sleep &
Damp my pillow with
Tears

Numb the pain,
Because it seems like the only choice
I have
Numb every little negative thing,
I feel within

& the thought of feeling
Everything all at once
When you wake up
The next morning
It's an excruciating
Pain
I never want to feel
Ever Again