NOT SURE IF I WANT TO RUN FAST SOMETIMES I FIND MYSELF LOOKING BACK IN THE PAST BUT I CAN’T STAY HERE ANY LONGER THIS PLACE IS NO PLACE FOR ME I SWEAR I’M BUILT DIFFERENT I SWEAR I’M NOT LIKE THESE OTHER ******* NO CLOTH HERE BUT YOU FEEL THE TENSION THIS THAT SHEIT THAT GET YOU TO THE FIFTH DIMENSION ITS THAT GET YOUR MIND RIGHT THIS THAT HAVE YOUR MIND TRIPPIN FOREVER MISSING THIS THAT GET YOU HIGH FEELING REALLY LIFTED THIS THAT FEELING EVERYTHING ALL AT ONCE TYPE FEELING I COULD TELL BY YOUR EYES YOU NEED HEALING I COULD TELL BY YOUR MIND EVERYTHING FOR YOU IS MISLEADING TRYING TO PIECE PIECES ON TOP OF PIECES WHILE MIND SPEEDING MIND ALWAYS RACING ONE THING TO KEEP IN MIND IS TO ALWAYS HAVE PATIENCE YOU COULDN’T GAIN WASTED TIME IF YOU WANTED TO THERE’S JUST CERTAIN SHEIT WE GOT TO GO THROUGH FOR THE BETTER VIEW THE BETTER ANGLE WHERE YOUR MIND AT ITS NOTHING YOU CAN’T HANDLE THIS THAT WE MAKE THE BEST FROM WHAT WE GOT IT MIGHT NOT BE A LOT TO YOU BUT I’M HIGHLY THANKFUL THIS THAT HOLD ON THIS THAT AND THE THIRD WE REALLY DIFFERENT NOT SURE IF YOU COULD TELL THE DIFFERENCE HOW COULD YOU BE LIVING IF YOU NOT RIGHT WITH YOURSELF TIME TO GET RIGHT WITH YOURSELF TIME TO LET GO OF ANYTHING THAT IS HOLDING YOU BACK MIND GOING THROUGH BRUTAL ATTACKS HOLD ON THIS THAT NATURAL SHEIT THIS THAT YOU WATER ME I WATER YOU TYPE SHEIT THIS THAT WE AIN’T DONE YET THIS THAT WE FORGIVE BUT NEVER FORGET **** ITS THAT HARD **** WE GOT TO GO THAT HARD WE ON A MISSION I SEE THE POTENTIAL I SEE AMBITION SCULPTING MYSELF ONLY TIME WILL TELL THIS IS THE BEGINNING LET THAT SINK IN I SWEAR EVERYDAY IS SOMETHING DIFFERENT THERE’S NO PLACE HERE FOR IGNORANCE SOME GRASP SO MUCH YET NOTHING SOME COULD BE SO DISGUSTING CHOOSE WISELY LET THEM TALK SPICY DON’T LET THEM GET TO YOU THIS THAT INNER PEACE ALWAYS LEAVE WITH SOMETHING THEY NOT USED TO FOCUS YOUR ENERGY ON WHAT MATTERS NO DEGREE BUT THEY GOT THEIR MASTERS SHEIT ALL SEE THROUGH NOTHING NEW THEY WITH YOU WHEN YOU UP NEVER SEEN SO MUCH MAKEUP THIS THAT SAME RACE LEARN TO HAVE PATIENCE SOMETIMES IT MAY CAUSE FRUSTRATION FEEL LIKE YOUR TIME STAY WASTING ITS THAT FOCUS ON THE DESTINATION GO YOUR OWN SPEED GO YOUR OWN PACE THIS THAT SAME RACE DON’T BE IMPATIENT THIS THAT CHOOSING ME FIRST THIS TIME THIS TIME ROUND WE DIGGING DEEP STARTING FROM THE UNDERGROUND ITS THAT WE TAKING OUR TIME THIS THAT YOU FIND YOURSELF THIS THAT GREAT FEELING ITS THAT ZEN
I NO LONGER STRESS ANYTHING MY HAPPINESS AND PEACE OF MIND OVER EVERYTHING NOTHING LIKE A WILD LIFE NO RARA JUST PEACE LET GO RELEASE LET GO AND SEEK ALL THINGS EVEN WHEN YOUR MIND IS WEAK THIS IS A FOREVER THING YOU GOING TO FEEL EVERYTHING THIS IS A PROCESS OF SELF HEALING CONNECT WITH YOUR INNER FEELINGS REFLECT ON IT EVERY BIT EVERY OUNCE ALL OF IT COUNTS EVEN WHEN YOU DON'T THINK IT DON'T YOU GOT TO BE REAL WITH YOURSELF LET IT BE WELL KNOWN YOU HAVE TO WANT IT FOR YOURSELF FIRST SHEIT COULD BE A LOT WORSE DON'T LET YOUR MIND CONFINE YOU DON'T LET THAT SHEIT EAT YOU
IF YOU HAD A SIGN A TOKEN THAT CHANGED YOUR LIFE WOULD YOU TAKE THE CHANCE WOULD YOU LET IT CHANGE YOUR LIFE WHAT IF I TOLD YOU MY TOKEN WAS MY VOICE WOULD YOU TAKE THE CHANCE AND LISTEN IF YOU HAD A CHOICE THIS THAT HIGH FEELING REALLY LIFTED THIS THAT GREAT FEELING THIS THAT VISION THIS THAT WE SPEAK SHEIT INTO EXISTENCE SOME CAN'T STAND THE HEAT SO THEY DISTANCE NO PETTINESS HERE THAT AIN'T NOTHING NICE YOU NEVER KNOW IF YOU'LL SEE THEM TWICE THINKING YOU'LL SEE THEM TWICE WHY WOULD YOU MATCH NEGATIVE ENERGY WHY WOULD YOU EVEN WASTE YOUR TIME GROWTH IS ESSENTIAL I SEE THE POTENTIAL KEEP GOING NEVER STOP YOU DESTINED YOU BOUND PICTURE YOURSELF AT THE TOP BLESSINGS ON TOP OF MORE BLESSINGS CAREFUL WHO YOU KEEP AROUND
NATURALLY EXPRESSING YOUR FULL ESSENCE WITH THE ABILITY TO OPEN UP TO YOU, HAVING THE KEY FOR YOU TO SHOW ME ALL OF YOU, I WANT TO SEE, FEEL, HEAR, TASTE, EVERYTHING; YOU HOLD THAT DIAMOND PIECE THAT GEM NEVER HAD I EVER SEEN SUCH A BEAUTIFUL SOUL
Delicate flower you I love the way you dance & sway to the wind I love how you do your own thing And when it rains I love how your petals look afterwards Look How pretty your curls How vibrant you are Your golden skin I want to kiss all over your favorite parts Every bit of You is my favorite part
BEAUTIFUL LIES WERE YOUR TRUTH EVENTUALLY I GREW TIRED OF ALL OF THE REASONS YOU GAVE AND FOCUSED ON MYSELF BECAUSE YOU ONLY CARED ABOUT YOURSELF LOYALTY FIRST LOVE, ALWAYS
I miss you Texas I miss you last year Look how everything changed **** Yet your feelings didn’t Texas hot summer Became Alaska Freeze Took my heart, it froze and broke How do you fix that If you know, inform me I thought it was suppose to feel warm Laid back Mind left Not thinking of you Wanted to make something You wanted nothing Heart done froze Yet its warm now And I’m gone now No feelings left Yet I’m kinda stuck now Gotta go can’t stay stagnant now You first right I’m choosing me always Me first always I love me many firsts before this cold world I’m not part of I’d deserve real love I’d deserve the world and some if you ask me Thought you would have known I was strongly mistaken Its easy to switch water with ***** And maybe I was too depressed to smell But **** I was damaged Sheit slipped like time I tired to go back Right where I had none left So I started walking forward now Went back trying to find time And you could never get that sheit back Sheit got real My feeling dried out A hot girls summer She works hard for hers She loves herself the most When no one else would Started living Zen Thank God everyday for him he’s a wise man **** money Where your mind at ***** funds Where your mind at Focusing on all the wrong things Baby girl trying to build and You focused on yourself You don’t really love her You just want the Kat Confront yourself ***** Thats where your minds at **** Money **** Drugs Where your mind at Shorty was really digging you Somewhere deep is where her mind at Clouded mind Clouded mind Oh she loves hates her mind Trying to get right When everything else went left I never heard or seen em Left so quiet Abandonment situation left cold Abandonment situation Wherever no matter where she go Where your mind at Where your mind at Starting living Zen Only time and time again Living the luxury You don’t know anything about Where your mind at Where your mind at
Her tired mind aches for what she still struggles with Everyday is silent chaos, Silent because it’s all in her mind Silent because it slithers and it destroys her internal She lives her life running from everything Trying to hide but no matter where she goes Her mind knows her best some days are filled with happiness Yet she always wanted Joy