A barely breathing story,
Hear the irregularities of my heart rhythm,
Withering inside,
Decaying outside,
Numb,
Edges of my skin clammy,
I feel the heartache piercing right through my clavicle,
Empty

Cover me up in your mess and i'll sew you a new suit,
Entangled between your pursue of anxieties,
Feed me with your sins, I shall mercify them,
Throw me your tantrums as I'm your only escapade,
Strip off your soul not your clothes, cause i wish to ****** with your beauty,
Your burdens are heavier than mine, because mine was only to love you.

You cared.
You listened.
You understood.
You sincerely did all three.

That's all I ever needed.

Its funny how they say ;
" Im your other better half", we complete each other.
What if all along I was just your ...
" insignificant half ".......that completes you, but not "US". ?

Oh demon
Why do you putrify the living souls?
Why do you scare the wits out of the innocent?
Why do you behave so uncanny?
What are you exactly?
Why do you instill fear and than cast away goodness and then dissapear leaving the job of punishment to God?
I wonder if I should purify my idea of your existence?
Or shall I just resent to your self-amusing foreplay of lust,ego,anger and greed.
Oh demon
Why can't you just stop trying and stop messing with the lives of the living.
We are not slaves of your treachery.
We dont want to live under your spell of wickedness and darkness.
Oh demon,
If you're here for a solid purpose, then Why am i still searching for answers?
If you're here for a reason ,then why are there lost souls?
If you're here to create balance between the good and evil,the wrongs and rights.
Then why is our world still chaotic?
Oh demon
What mischief have you set for us in the future?
I am worried.
I fear for something I can't even be sure it exists.
Oh demon
I fear you.

I want to die soon and go to the moon,
remember the spring and forget the june,
there is no fragrance in life and no reason to live,
I m leaving soon so please forgive,
the dusk is separating from the dawn
and there is nowhere to run,
living this ugly life has no any fun,
I want to die soon and go to the moon,
live in the dark and forget the noon.