What do you call it when all you feel is pain? When your loved ones look at you and all you feel is shame? When your tired of living and playing this game? when you know your life is meaningless and your the only one to blame?
What do you call it when the hurt is in your soul? When you smile and laugh but you know its all a show? When you feel like you've hit your all time low? When nothing makes you happy and the darkness around you grows?
What do you call it when you feel so alone? When your in your house but it don't feel like home? When you look back in your life and every choice you made now seems wrong? When the wait to die seems too long.
Dear past me Who smiles so bright Who has always spread her wings And taken flight Your eyes are shining blue like the sea Looks like you are As happy as can be
Dear present me Why are you so sad Has something gone wrong Something gone bad Looks like you have lost your way And you may never Live another day
Dear future me I hope you are well And I hope you are alive I hope you smile so everyone can tell That you've made it past The good and the bad And you've finally won this battle at last
YOU have no clue how it feels to get thrown down like I did this morning. Seeing that ******* date on your kik name.. **** everything that I felt last night. Goodbye. Don't ask to talk to me. I may be a monster but YOU are something else. and I cant understand why I'm still attached to you.