If I could
pinpoint the
exact moment
your breath
touched mine
washed me over
in ocean waves
sea creatures glowing
in delightful recognition
as the seedlings
of connection
shimmied into our being
and, dancing within me
in its own lifeforce
your mind a living,
breathing animal
your heart, purring
and whirring its sacred forces
into my molecular structures
your soul throbbing
in mitochondric pulsing
(oh what
a delicious vibration
of ribosomes)
Between us, we hold
the true treasures
close, in frothy
                       tenderness
a purity of the expanse
of our universe,
swathed in prismatic color
colors that shift,
these fresh hues
for which there are no name
they are lucid and fine-woven
as silk histories
yet deep as earthcore
your eyes, voice
are forever burned
into my own
every day scriptures
that rock my shattered parts
into wholeness
and,
like ancient magic,
I conjure forth
the holy gospel
rising from our bones
every second of
every minute
as our deepest fires
our most secret filth
our murky corners
our darkest hours
we weave into light
brilliant and lustrous
multi-layered in the richest
folds of the earth
and as you place me
upon the shores
of your garland-graced
                              throne
Now I'm alive in a new
kind of light
and
all I can do
is love
        and love
and love

Fear
Fear limits my every action
and fear
Fear haunts my every steps

But not you
You
You walk across the ground without a care
and you
You make choices seem easy

Teach me how to become like you

"Oh that's easy," you say...
"Just be you."

"Have we met?"

"Not formaly."

"What are you?"

"A theif."

"You don't look like a theif."

"I know. I look like a belssing don't I?"

"Who are you exactaly?"

"Time."

You haunt me

But I don’t think it’s your fault
It’s because I can’t fathom a life without you

Oh my darling
It’s my fault
Because while I know you’re already gone

I still can’t seem to say goodbye

I’ve never understood
Those who say
Feelings come from the heart

My emotions never
Seem to say
“Bu-bump”
“Bu-bump”

They go more like
“Fkwfqywbdkfhsyik”