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Is the blade I press to my wrist
It's the ribbon i use to hide the scars
The bass that blares in my ears
A song that comforts me in the dead of night
Fear that I scene in people around me
It is the past we run from as it chases us throughout life
Sounds of crying from the abandoned children as fall asleep
It's the pain I see in the eyes of a stranger
Most of all it is the world around us
 Sep 2013 Lane Spanner
SK Fisher
What are you
Why, I'm a writer
Witty with words
Just a lyrical fighter

To be a writer
is to be mad
Yes happy I am
Dressed in all black clad

The world around me
is different from yours
While your fighting people
I'm fighting word wars

To be a writer
Is to be insane
For your closed minded
but I've opened my brain
The first day I layed eyes on you, I had that feeling.
Walking in and strolling by, my heart went reeling.
I took a glance, you shot one back
It gave me an idea:
I for once realized that a world without you cannot be.
For i've fallen into the realm of your heart.
Living that fairy tale of you and me.
He sat beside me
On a park bench
In the summer.
The sun shined down on us.
Inhaling the fresh  grass cut smell
I fell in love.
His fingers lightly tapped his knee,
Playing a song on the piano
That only he could hear.
He moved down the keys and
Played the keys on my knee.
I finally heard his song
And it was beautiful.
The notes swirled around us
And enveloped us.
Everyday he played our wonderful beautiful song
On that bench.
His fingers were like a ghost on my knee
Almost as if he was afraid to break the keys.
Autumn came and the song changed.
It went from soaring and joyful
To crashing and sorrowful.
He left.
Day after day I went to our bench
Waiting for him to appear.
With his ice blue eyes that pierced me.
His black hair getting in his eyes
And that breathtakingly beautiful smile
That he smiled when he was truly happy.
His scent. That intoxicating,
Heady blend of coffee
And cigarettes.
His paint spattered shoes and jeans
Will never be next to me again.
Our song is forever in my heart
And the boy who I knew for a summer
Will always be with me
In my wonderful memories
Of piano filled days.
 Sep 2013 Lane Spanner
Erin-Mai
Staring at the nights sky
I wonder why
I think of you..
 Sep 2013 Lane Spanner
Dark Smile
Disappointment coursed through my veins.
Another failure.
Another time I wasn't good enough.
Why am I not good enough?
Why can't I score straight As?
How can others',
who don't study as hard as me,
score higher than me?
I always tell myself to study harder.
And, I do!
Then, I get another failure.
I wallow in self-pity.
Why can't I change?
Each failure kills me from inside.
Chip by chip.
Piece by piece.
Excruciating pain.
 Sep 2013 Lane Spanner
Eljay
Light hurts,
sound hurts,
hurt hurts,
and yet I write.
Too much in the brain to quit now,
too much left unsaid.
Words pounding on the door to be let out
but no one or no where to go.
Lost, shut away forever.
Still they beat,
still live to see another day,
still live to hurt me another day.
So much to say so little to say to.
Words, words, words.
Endless, endless, endless.
Spiral never reaching bottom.
Bottomless pit of words.
Words to create nonsensical writing.
Nonsensical writing to be forgotten and destroyed.
Gone, wiped clean.
Blank.
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