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Just grow!
Forget it.
Move on.
Just grow!
Grow!
Grow!
Grow and grow!
The world won't wait.
My inside self and my outside self
are as different as can be.

My outside self is quiet and shy,
unsure of things and people gone by.
It is commonly thought that I am high,
oblivious, alone, with a large money supply.

My inside self is conflicting, you see.
I am confident and cocky to the highest degree.
Cultured and smart, one day you'll agree.
I will show the world, nothing can stop me.
June 5, 2010 : Inside Outside Poetry.
 Sep 2013 Lane Spanner
Sam S.
Know that I hate you all
With not even one to spare
I'm sick of your masks
Your dreams, your dares.

I'm tired of you whining
To me all the time
Go find yourself a wall
And give me peace to rhyme.

Take with you
Your pitiful minds
Please, leave me alone
I'm trying to be kind.

This world does no favours
To the undeserving
You might as well flee
While there's still a clearing.

I can't comprehend
Your random bitterness
I don't want to know
About your thoughtlessness.

It takes a lifetime to earn respect
You threw it all away
When you sacrificed it all
For a passing fancy that day.

You're trapped in a dimension
Filled with your own tears
Engulfed by your own misery
Fearing your own fears.

So now you have nothing left
To give or take
Now you have nothing left
To show or fake.

So head on to your grave
And the world will be happier
Head on away from me
I should have said this earlier.

Sam S.
All rights belong to Sam S.
 Sep 2013 Lane Spanner
Tara M
Tell me, where is my place?
I know it’s not here.
Where worries, doubts and insecurities do nothing but tie me down.
My place is in these lonesome constellations, deep in the universe so dear.
It’s like they call my name,
Saying: “Please, come join us.”
And the thing is; I want to.
I’ll do anything to get to my place,
There, in those lonesome constellations.
 Sep 2013 Lane Spanner
Vn Carlos
And when I get the chance to look you in the eye again,
And when will I get that same chill when our lips collided.
When will I get trough that narrow door again?
And when I get to grasp those  little hands.

Oh how I'd lock myself with you!
I'd throw the keys into the galaxy.
and pray to the gods that it'd be lost for eternity.
****** in a vortex of deluded ecstasy.

Time is a looping straight line.
But if I could cut it in one end and end up with you.
I'll cut time into countless pieces.
and I'd be falling again and again in a well so Endless.

declare yourself immaculate.
the things we love,
are the things we wish we ultimately hate.
Vn13©2010
 Sep 2013 Lane Spanner
Satan
The city is to swarm.
When night falls she crawls out of her den to offer her warmth.
To any man who is seeking for substitutional love.
That fits their desire like a glove.

Through cold foggy night she wanders alone.
Fair skin, seductive smile, to becoming a bit shy at first she is prone.
As the night grows darker she is inviting
to enter her private zone.
With her nothing to postpone.

As this polite gentle man comes approaching she smiles seductively.
Dark and cold yet he has got something else surely.
Both dissapearing into the fog.
For her it is just another night of hard slog.

Poor Mary...
Something is going on so scary.
They will find you with your inside awfully exposed hours later.
Torn into tatters.
 Sep 2013 Lane Spanner
WonderLand
You showed me things I never took into considerate
I loved the way you listened to my dramatic life problems
And was their for me when no one else was

I loved the way you showed me to love myself with all the flaws I have

You showed me to take important things serious

You told me I had potential..when everyone else gave me pessimistic thoughts .

I remenisce our memories.. even though what we had wasnt what I wanted.

I wanted more.

But you didn't .

And I understand if someone wanted you as bad as they say they do they would have taken you under their wing.

But he didn't .

And i guess I expected to much and received to little

But he showed me a different way of life .

He made me see things clearer.
In my life i have learned to accept the fact that i will never find happiness , i've learned to accept that all always be alone , an i will never have a childhood friend or even a true friend , i accept that i will never trust anyone an always feel out of place , i accept that my innocents was taken from me from the start  an in my 21 years of being here  i was just filled with false hope which turned into a heart filled of doubt. i accept  that my childhood dreams where just makebelive ,an that my mother really should have aborted me ...because all i became was MY MOTHER'S DISASTER ...........



WRITTEN BY :

  Ashleigh Renee Todd.

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