Have you ever felt the invisible weight on your shoulder that drowns you to the deepest hole of sorrow?
Have you ever betrayed by the most beautiful thought of yours?
Or are you simply not alive?

I'm just a lonely ship,
sailing in the sea.
When the wind hits me,
it sounds like a glee.

I once a sunken ship,
swallowed into a hellhole.
What an agony,
I went from hero to zero.

Like a bliss in a dark place,
you give your all.
Now I'm standing in grace,
having you as my anchor.

Thousand miles between us
Drown me into an ocean of thoughts
Thousand unrealized kisses
Tearing me apart like a sword

I wish the wind could whisper to you
"I miss you"
I wish the gravity could pull you down
Into my loving arms

Has your tongue ever lied to you?
Has your lips ever lied to you?
Has your eyes ever lied to you?
Has your hands ever lied to you?
No?
Did you just lie?
No?
Then why does your tongue says you're okay?
Why does your lips stay smiling?
Why does your eyes holding those tears?
Why does your hands trying so hard to stay still?
Or are you lying to yourself?

You used to be the sun to me
When I was kept in the dark
You were the only one
Who made me feel like I was ready to give it all out
You were the one who I trust the most
Maybe I was wrong

You used to be the one who listened even when you're at your worst
But now
Every single word that come from my mouth
Every little thing that I used to do before
Makes you want to walk away
Walk away from me

Maybe we're just tired
Our love still remain
Maybe the time become so cruel
That we have to leave
Maybe it's the distance
That makes us hard to understand each other

And it's time for me
To walk away
and never come back

I love him
I tell myself
I know that
We will be together forever
I don’t believe that
We could be separated
My thoughts tell me that
He’s the love of my life
Sometimes my heart lies and says
I could live an eternity
Without him
Like my friends say
“We’re perfect for each other”
And you can’t tell me
He’s not the one.

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