How do we shine without a light?
How do we smile without a reason?
How do we laugh without a joke?
How do we cry without the tears?
How do we talk without a mouth?
How do we see without our eyes?
I want to find my light
I want to find a reason
I want to find a joke
I want to cry until I'm happy
I want to speak my mind
I want to see what all the possibilities are for me to come

The darkness is here and sadness appears
You try and run but there's always that fear
Holding you back like a cloud of despair
The tears run down your face and never disappears
Night time is when your heart brakes and tears

Watching the rain pour down my face
Watching the wind blow away the pain
Watching the sun shine right through me
Watching what's left of me get back up
Slowly but hurtfully I arise
Standing tall and grab my prize
Happiness fulls me and I'm up again
The sadness is gone
Forever alive

Boys are no more
They don't control my life
I loved but they didn't
I cared but they didn't
But it's ok
They are no more
I won't let them bring me down
I'm stronger then they think
Boys are no more

Slowly the pain goes away
Slowly I'm getting over him
Slowly I stop loving
Slowly I start living
Slowly I get happy
Slowly my life gets better
Slowly I become me....