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Two halves
from the middle
each end joins the past
Memory’s essence
the moment recast

Each second
or hour
lost victims of fate
Time off the table
— not early or late

(Dreamsleep: June, 2025)
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2020
North Jersey woman,
South Jersey heat

Your past in abeyance
—dark memories to sleep

(Dreamsleep: February, 2020)
Kurt Philip Behm Nov 2018
Like a blanket or quilt,
  the Muse wraps me in consciousness

Sealing me in with her warmth
  each night rejecting the cold

Like a filter or screen,
  the Muse tempers all consequence

Under her protection and safety
   —words sleeping untold

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2015)
Kurt Philip Behm Jun 2018
Sleeping with the Muse,
  my nights have grown short

Sleeping with the Muse,
  my spirit comports

Sleeping with the Muse
  words dance with delight

Sleeping with the Muse
  confronting my fright

Sleeping with the Muse
  her will tests again

Sleeping with the Muse
  not lover nor friend

Sleeping with the Muse
  my dreams sacrifice

Sleeping with the Muse
  all rest put on ice

Sleeping with the Muse
  the whispers come clean

Sleeping with the Muse
  excuses demeaned

Sleeping with the Muse,
  my spool is respun

Sleeping with the Muse
  divorced from the sun

Sleeping with the Muse
  in darkness I learn

Sleeping with the Muse
  the day will confirm

Sleeping with the Muse
  till dawn’s freeing light

Sleeping with the Muse
  —new words to take flight

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 2016)
Kurt Philip Behm Aug 2018
Sleeping with Laura
  and not making love

Lost in her aura
  and thoughts from above

Sleeping with Laura
  all vanity chaste

A feeling impregnates
  —the blame heaven laced

(Villanova Pennsylvania: June, 2016)
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2019
Sleeping with the Muse,
  my nights have grown short

Sleeping with the Muse,
  all senses comport

Sleeping with the Muse,
  words dance with delight

Sleeping with the Muse,
  confronting my fright

Sleeping with the Muse,
  her will tests again

Sleeping with the Muse,
  not lover or friend

Sleeping with the Muse,
  my dreams sacrificed

Sleeping with the Muse,
  all rest put on ice

Sleeping with the Muse,
  the whispers come clean

Sleeping with the Muse,
  excuses demeaned

Sleeping with the Muse,
  my spool is respun

Sleeping with the Muse,
  divorced from the sun

Sleeping with the Muse,
  in darkness I learn

Sleeping with the Muse,
  my spirit confirmed

Sleeping with the Muse
  till dawn’s freeing light

Sleeping with the Muse
   —new verse to take flight

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 2016)
Kurt Philip Behm Aug 2020
At the far end of the casket,
his girlfriend hugged his wife

And told her she was sorry,
that she had tried to steal her life

Their tears then ran in unison,
for a man who loved them both

The years they shared now testament,
to a choice he left unspoke

They never met before this day,
and would never meet again

But each knew well the other,
and they almost felt like friends

The mistress left, the children wept,
and the grandchildren played outside

As his wife looked down, saying: “Your hell has passed,
sleep well my love—goodbye”

(Villanova Pennsylvania: September, 2016)
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2020
At the far end of the casket,
his girlfriend hugged his wife

And told her she was sorry,
that she had tried to steal her life

Their tears then ran in unison,
for a man who loved them both

The years they shared now testament,
to a choice he left unspoke

They never met before this day,
and would never meet again

But each knew well the other,
and they almost felt like friends

The mistress left, the children wept,
and the grandchildren played outside

As his wife looked down, saying: “Your hell has passed,
sleep well my love—goodbye”

(Villanova Pennsylvania: September, 2016)
Kurt Philip Behm Sep 2016
At the far end of the casket,
  his girlfriend hugged his wife

And told her she was sorry,
  that she had tried to steal her life

Their tears then ran in unison,
  for one who loved them both

The years they shared now testament,
  to a choice he left unspoke

They never met before this day,
  and would never meet again

But each knew well the other,
and they almost felt like friends

The mistress left, the children wept,
  and the grandchildren played outside

As his wife looked down, saying “your hell has passed,
—sleep well my love, goodbye”

(Villanova Pennsylvania: September, 2016)
Kurt Philip Behm May 2019
At the far end of the casket,
  his girlfriend hugged his wife

And told her she was sorry,
  that she had tried to steal her life

Their tears then ran in unison,
  for a man who loved them both

The years they shared now testament,
  to a choice he left unspoke

They never met before this day,
  and would never meet again

But each knew well the other,
and they almost felt like friends

The mistress left, the children wept,
  and the grandchildren played outside

As his wife looked down, saying: “Your hell has passed,
  sleep well my love—goodbye”

(Villanova Pennsylvania: September, 2016)
Kurt Philip Behm Oct 2022
80/20
20/80
2+2 is 4

You’re part way in
you’re part way out
half full till something more

The middle of the center
the jesters
hidden lore

Dimension plays
one last charade
—to even up the score

(Dreamsleep: October, 2022)
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2020
Arguing with the Muse,
spirit abused

Arguing with the Muse,
always refused

Arguing with the Muse,
soul to confuse

Arguing with the Muse
—destined to lose

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 2020)
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2019
The notion of time,
  a potion sublime

A bottomless pit,
  the physicists fit

Today or tomorrow,
  the future or past

As your arms wrap around it
  —your hands lose their grasp

(Villanova Pennsylvania: May, 2016)
Kurt Philip Behm Jul 2018
The notion of time
  a potion sublime

A bottomless pit
  the physicists fit

Today or tomorrow
  the future or past

As your arms wrap around it
—your hands lose their grasp

(Villanova Pennsylvania: May, 2016)
Kurt Philip Behm Jan 2023
What can’t be forgiven
must be forgotten
Memory the catalyst
for sorrow and pain

The future endemic
its danger befalls us
Salvation escaping
—reluctant to change

(Dreamsleep: January, 2023)
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2020
Do you wilt in someone
else’s shadow

Do you fawn in someone
else’s praise

Do you rise in someone
else’s dawn

Do you fly with someone
else’s wings

Can you break the chains
that hold you

Can you smash the mirror
of regret

Can you **** the demon
of envy

Can you end the *******
—free at last

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2020)
Kurt Philip Behm Oct 2023
Reality doesn’t come
with perfection
Its paradigm rooted
and flawed
To love an ideal
its fantasy sealed
The truth found in mores
—not law

(Dreamsleep: September, 2023)
Kurt Philip Behm Jul 2022
I sold my memory
for a present reframed
The past in revision
—the future in shame

(Dreamsleep: July, 2022)
Kurt Philip Behm Jul 2017
The more we think we know
  the more deceived we truly become

Accumulating knowledge
—the deception of time


(Villanova Pennsylvania: July, 2017)
Kurt Philip Behm Sep 2018
“Commercially Successful”
   —the metaphysical oxymoron

(Villanova Pennsylvania: June, 2016)
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2021
Science...
******* child
of philosophy
and reason
formulaic delinquent
of an answer
in flux
Serving itself
as it shuns
its true
master
bowing down
to its
tenets
the truth
—undiscussed

(Bryn Mawr Pennsylvania: April, 2021)
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2019
“Commercially Successful”
   —the metaphysical oxymoron

(Villanova Pennsylvania: June, 2016)
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2018
Giving in to the writing
  all else went to hell

The bills stayed unpaid
  one room left to dwell

Giving in to the writing
  I rolled the last dice

Two dots facing upward
—and paying the price

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2018)
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2023
Returning
as a man
woken from the sleep
of lost memory

Daydreaming now
the only option
eyes wide open
images flash

Moments before
become moments after
painting all reference
in shades of gray

Starting the ending
to seal its inception
each step taken
—forward and back

(The New Room: March, 2023)
Kurt Philip Behm Sep 2018
Structure comes
  from the classroom

Imagery comes
  from experience

And it’s hard
  to structure

What you can’t
  —see

(Villanova Pennsylvania: September, 2018)
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2024
My spirit frost bitten
yet still the river flows
Mercy on the distant bank
my fate caught in between
Wishes drift across the ice
but this side holds me fast
Deliverance oh so very near
— in sight beyond my reach

(Dreamsleep: February, 2024)
Kurt Philip Behm May 2023
My ambitions elitist
reality bourgeois
My palate continental
taste buds still raw
My ambition ennobled
vocation unhailed
My reality sordid
—future travailed  

(Dreamsleep: May, 2023)
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2023
Enter me
like a cathedral
Turn all my pillars
to salt

Love me like every last
pilgrim is watching
Empowering
—passions assault

(Dreamsleep: February, 2023)
Kurt Philip Behm Jun 2018
Neither over nor under
  ahead or behind

My position unreferenced
  your judgment still blind

Not over nor under
  ahead or behind

So easy once labeled
—so hard undefined

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 2016)
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2019
Neither over nor under,
  ahead or behind

My position unreferenced,
  your judgment still blind

Not over or under,
  ahead or behind

So easy once labeled
  —so hard undefined

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 2016)
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2020
Religion has too many givens,
the takeaways few, far between

Questioning ravaged, intelligence savaged
—the mind left to wander and dream

(Bryn Mawr College: February, 2020)
Kurt Philip Behm Jun 2022
Reports…
cold facts on paper
Truth
unto itself
The World
to judge in concert
One man
much deeper felt

(Dreamsleep: June, 2022)
Kurt Philip Behm Jan 2021
The dead never get to say goodbye,
as they charge across the line
Finality left to those who live,
still victimized by time

The dead never get to say hello,
a bust that’s now recast
Their sacrifice a milepost
—beyond the futurepast

(Valley Forge: January, 2021)
Kurt Philip Behm May 2020
Give me back my kidnapped youth,
distiller of the night

Return the sun from whence it’s gone,
expose this darkened fright

Give me back the future-past,
all memory on the run

Return those days once sold unborn
—to where my joy has gone

(Villanova Pennsylvania: May, 2020)
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2017
The beauty of isolation,
  the magic in being alone

A singular attraction,
—sagacious undertone

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 2017)
Kurt Philip Behm Jul 2023
Truth is not an absolute
but an attitude of commitment
Throwing its blanket decidedly
over questioning and doubt
Paying deference to the moment
while blessing its intention
Choices made and choices bade
—verbatim roundabout

(Dreamsleep: July, 2023)
Kurt Philip Behm Jun 2022
My Prose becomes better,
my Poetry gets worse
The pictures stay unpainted,
new words to the curse

Each line chosen mainly
for how it relates
A phrase to launch 1000 ships
—chapters overstate

(The New Room: June, 2022)
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2023
Laws restrict
but can’t constrain
What happens freely
the light reclaims    
    
Cause and effect
together apart
Squaring the circle
—the horse and the cart

(Dreamsleep: March, 2023)
Kurt Philip Behm Jul 2023
If one person remembers …
a legacy yet

If one person remembers
old feelings reset

If one person remembers
the words to reform

If one person remembers
—tomorrow reborn

(The New Room: July, 2023)
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2018
The artists only needed excuse
—an audience of one

(Villanova Pennsylvania: December, 2015)
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2019
Not like her,
And
Not like him,
And
Not like you
  —I write!

(Villanova Pennsylvania: June, 2016)
Kurt Philip Behm May 2024
Never about the mileage
but about the miles
Always about the moment lived
— escaping time

(Dreamsleep: May, 2024)
Kurt Philip Behm May 2019
There’s a sense
  beyond five

A catalytic one
  that ties

The five together
  as one
  
In their mix
  an explosion

An auspicious
  moment

Allowing something
  to remake

Allowing something
  to become timeless

Allowing something
  —to escape

(Villanova Pennsylvania: July, 2016)
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2024
The gravity
of space
The gravity
of time
Forging
perspectives
Relative
in kind
Newtonian
dogma
At sixteen
he knew
By curving
the axis
It changes
— the view

(The New Room: April, 2024)
Kurt Philip Behm Dec 2023
Stubbing your toe
before feeling the pain
Two things that are separate
one thing that remains
The trauma unwelcome
its closure to bear
Stimulus birthing
—response in the air

(The New Room: November, 2023)
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2021
To never make a lot of friends,
though enemies were scarce

And keeping both arm’s length away,
my words alone repaired

Splitting the difference tween comrade and foe,
the measurement obscured

One to the other, together as one
—my loneliness endured

(Berkshires: January, 2015)
Kurt Philip Behm Nov 2018
I understand the isolation,
   what others call being alone

I understand the silent moments,
   the inner freedom to roam

I understand the derision,
   and the label of being called strange

With each new dawn I most understand
  —the joy in not being the same

(Train To Center City Philadelphia: January, 2015)
Kurt Philip Behm Jul 2022
Tears embedded
  three ring delight
Star-crossed harlequins
pigmented fright
Echoes of laughter
masking false smiles
Greasepainted fantasy
—clowns in denial

(The New Room: July, 2022)
Kurt Philip Behm May 2017
I was somewhere deep in Kansas,
  on a Triumph 69’

When your song came on the jukebox,
   and hit me from behind

I was headed for a bad place,
  and cared for nothing much

When I heard the song ‘Melissa,’
  my heart and soul were struck

Entranced, your lyrics captured me,
  like nothing had before

When you sang about ‘The Gypsy,’
  I headed for the door

But something made me turn around,
  and grab another dime

Ten more times in that diner’s booth,
  still lost within your rhyme

Now back inside the bus station,
  and sleeping on the bench

I scratch your words into the wood,
  last dollar gone and spent

My bike outside against the wall,
  the kickstand now long gone

And out of gas, my hopes have dashed,
  that unrelenting song

Waking up at ten unsettled,
  across the street I pushed

The sign said Triumph-BSA,
  the owner Mister Cush

He asked, “What’s with your motor,”
   I said “nothing—out of gas,

“But worse I’m out of money,
   can I sell the bike for cash

“Would you please just buy my Triumph,
  I know it’s old and worn

“It got me here through seven states,
   runs great both cold and warm”

“I’ll pay three hundred on the spot,
  on that can we agree?”

We walked back up inside his shop,
  three bills he handed me

I thought about a bus ride home,
  my thumb looked more in line

Facing East on old route #50,
  my heart in deep decline

The first big rig that came along,
  was bound for York Pa.

The driver said “If you like dogs,
  I’ll take you on your way”

In York I caught a fast ride out,
  two ‘dodgers’ going North

And got back home with hat in hand,
  your song to guide me forth

Two years then passed, I met my wife,
  four more and our first child

And we named her ‘Sweet Melissa,’
  her dad back from the wilds

Now forty years have come and gone,
  my beard and hair both gray

I owe you Gregg, and always will,
  your song, her name—that day

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2017)
           For Gregg Allman
I Sent This To Gregg Last March,
It's on His Website. We Spent Two
Days Together In Richmond Va. In  A Blizzard In 1982
Kurt Philip Behm Nov 2023
I was somewhere deep in Kansas
on a Triumph 69’
When your song came on the jukebox
and hit me from behind
I was headed for a bad place
and cared for nothing much
When I heard the song ‘Melissa,’
my heart and soul were struck
Entranced, your lyrics captured me
  like nothing had before
When you sang about ‘The Gypsy,’
I headed for the door
But something made me turn around
and grab another dime
Ten more times in that diner’s booth,
still lost within your rhyme
Now back inside the bus station
and sleeping on the bench
I scratch your words into the wood,
last dollar gone and spent
My bike outside against the wall,
the kickstand was long gone
And out of gas, my hopes were dashed…
that unrelenting song
Waking up at ten unsettled,
across the street I pushed
The sign said Triumph-BSA,
the owner Mister Cush
He asked, “What’s with your motor,”
I said “Nothing—out of gas
“But worse I’m out of money,
can I sell the bike for cash?
“Would you please just buy my Triumph,
I know it’s old and worn
“It got me here through seven states,
runs great both cold and warm”
“I’ll pay three hundred on the spot,
on that can we agree?”
We walked back up inside his shop,
three bills he handed me
I thought about a bus ride home,
my thumb looked more in line
Facing East on old route 50,
my heart in deep decline
The first big rig that came along
was bound for York Pa.
The driver said “If you like dogs,
I’ll take you on your way”
In York I caught a fast ride out,
two ‘dodgers’ going North
And got back home with hat in hand,
your song to guide me forth
Two years then passed, I met my wife,
four more and our first child
We named her ‘Sweet Melissa,’
her dad back from the wilds
Now forty years have come and gone,
my beard and hair both gray
I owe you Gregg, and always will,
your song, her name—that day

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2017)

For Gregg Allman
I sent this to Gregg in May, 2017.  It's on his website.
We spent two days together in Richmond Virginia in
a blizzard in 1982.
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