your love is greater than all the other love I met
yours was calm and peaceful
it was dangerous, I think I've seen this before
but it's all or nothing
and now I have everything— you

the feeling of unfamiliar pain
coming from you were bearable
but still, I’m not used to it and
it kept me up for many nights
I—

At some point, your promises still haunts me like they were made to be fulfilled and the tone of your voice, how you made it sound so convincing or maybe I was just the one who lingered to pain, to the point that I was getting flashbacks every time  I think of you in every little thing.