Submit your work, meet writers and drop the ads. Become a member
 
DC raw love Dec 2014
Who is God ?
Who is this man called Jesus Christ ?
What is an Angel ?
What is worship ?
Where are they ?
When will I know ?
How will they tell me ?
Who am I ?
Why ?

I am not a very religious person
but these are my answers.

Who is God, God is love.
Who is Jesus Christ, he is understanding and reasoning.
What is as angel, they are helpers from god without feelings.
What is worship, worship is being thankful always.
Were are they, they are in your heart and spirit.
When will I know, is when you smile everyday without worry.
How will they tell me, is when you cry tears of joy.
Who am I, you are flesh controlled by mind or spirit.
Why, because it's love with reasoning and understanding.
raw love
DC raw love Feb 2015
chickin wings
chips and dip
a keg of beer
along with mixed drinks
maybe a dooby or two
with a girl by my side
were me and my freinds
go buckass wild
a superbowl party
like no other
from 12 to 12
with no lack of nothing
who will win
i've placed a thousand
that billchick won't smile
until the game is over
take seattle +4
Why
DC raw love Mar 2015
Why
Why
Why cry
Why feel hope
Why do people dream
Why do they reach for stars
Why do people follow fallacies
Why do they live in their own illusions
Why do they self create their own delusions
Why do people live in their own make believe world
Why do people run and hide when things get tough in life
Why don't most people really care what goes on in this world
Why do they do what they do and don't think about what they do
Why
DC raw love Dec 2014
Why
Why are people afraid
To say they love our God

Is it because they don't believe
Or what people may think of them

Why do people care
About what people think
Especially when it comes to God

People will ignore this
Because I talk about God

I've sinned all my life
And I was going absolutely nowhere

I then changed my life
And I'm not that Godly of a man

I do pray and go to church
But God is much more then that

It's more about giving love
For hurting people that's sad

Me I feed the hungry
I pray for the sick

I wish no harm to no one
Were I live in harmony
My life has changed, and I'm not even close to live by his ways. Still have plenty of fun just in a different way.
Why
DC raw love Jan 2015
Why
why am i not happy
why am i always depressed

why do i toss and turn while sleeping
why do i wake with tears in my eyes

why am i hurting
why do i feel pain

why do i constanly eat
why do i constantly cry

why do i drown in my own misery
why did she leave me

why do i feel alone
Why
DC raw love Dec 2014
Why
WHY,
Why is sometimes
when you tell someone
I love you

that you have to explain
expain to another, for they must feel shame

shame from resentment
resentment from their ways

if they could love another
would they do it another way

with real love in their heart
a heart with no pain
a heart of forgiveness
a heart with no shame


I LOVE YOU
WHY
DC raw love Nov 2014
WHY
WHY ME
WHY NOT THEM

WHAT WILL THEY DO
WHAT SHOULD I DO

DON'T THEY CARE
SHOULD I CARE

DO THEY KNOW ME
DO I KNOW THEM

THEY'VE NEVER MET ME
NOR HAVE I MET THEM

IS THERE A REASON
NOR A REASON WHY

WHY DO THEY JUDGE ME
WHEN I DON'T JUDGE THEM

THEY DON'T EVEN KNOW ME
AND I'M NOT THEIR FRIEND

IS THERE A REASON TO HATE THEM
NOR SHOULD I CARE

IS THIS NEVER ENDING
OR
SHOULD I BEWARE
WHY
DC raw love Dec 2014
WHY
Why

Why me

Why not them

Why is life so hard ?

Why are people, so rude ?

Why is life so complicated ?

Why are people, so unforgiving ?

Why do we hurt, the ones we love ?

Why do we not learn from our mistakes?

Why has my life, become so un-manageable ?

Why do I keep doing the same things, over and over ?

Why do things keep gettting worse, then they already are ?
?
?
?
MERRY CHRISTMAS
DC raw love Feb 2015
the letters i hold dear
are the letters i try to write

so scared to talk to you
do you even recognize me
when i see every day

i get lost in my word for you
it so hard to get past your name
i think about you all the time

when i think about your name
i begin to dream about you and me

how great life could be with you
how i could treat you like no other

i see us laughing together
i see us crying together
i see us always together

floating in these thoughts
why can't i write you this letter
why can't i talk to you

why can't i be with you
DC raw love Feb 2015
when he looks at her, he tries to read her
he thinks he knows what she is thinking

when she looks at him, she tries to read him
she thinks she knows what he is thinking

yet he tries hide his own thoughts
which he knows he very well indeed

yet she tries hide her own thoughts
which she knows him very well indeed

she stutters briefly when she tell little white lies
she blinks rapidly when she can't tell the truth

he stutters briefly when he tell little white lies
he blinks rapidly when he can't tell the truth

her body language tells all
his body language tells all

why does she think that she can constantly get over him
why does she constantly dig her own hole

why does he think that he can constantly get over her
why does he constantly dig his own hole

it's just what end do they want to be on

the receiving end or the giving end
it's not about winning or losing

it's  all about hurt for both
one want to feel dominate

why can't they be truthful
why can't they be equal
DC raw love Jan 2015
Ain't ready to die just yet.
Wife and kid's household pet.

Camouflage green is what I wear.
My life I live can be anywhere.

This warmth inside is all I have.
Feelings of death is somewhat wet.

They should sew my eye's shut, from the things I've seen.
Hurt and pain is what I bring, killing lives is what I mean.

Jesus Christ, I'll denie you my maker.
Why do you make me, be a life taker.

Feeling's of giving up, is when I should rely one you.

Will I just be a man in a box.
Buried in my own ****.
DC raw love Dec 2014
Why do
Some people walk with a box of hammers?

Why do
Some people carry a sack of rocks?

Why do
Some people walk on egg shells?

Why do
Some people walk with a gun to their head?

Why do
Some people carry razor blades?

Why do
Some people walk with their head down?

Why do
Some people go hungry?

Why do
People hurt?

Why do
People cry?

Why do
People sigh?

Why do
People not think?

Why do, Why do, Why do,  Etc………………
DC raw love Feb 2015
why does one say

i will keep it simple
yet complicates things

why does one say

it will only take a few minutes
yet takes an hour

why does one say

i will be there
yet never shows up

why does one say

they love you
yet hurts you

why does one say
why does one say
why does one say
why does one say

it can go on forever
DC raw love Jan 2015
**** this disfunctional world we live in
Pressing our face in their *******

Choosing lies over life
Crowding every step we take

Breaking ******* promises
Breeding love then hate

Why do they **** us
Do they think were imbeciles

When I put my trust in them
I only live to spit and bleed

Mother Mary please help me
Someone start this world over

Break it up then crush it
Or let me sleep forever

They will only complicate every matter
Trust in them is what they seek

******* is what I see in them
Why does this have to happen
DC raw love Jan 2015
why do most people
only pray to god in time of need

prayers said:
god i really need your help

and the top anwers are

i'm sick
why did she leave me
i can't go to prison
i don't want to die
it hurts so bad
why am i so sick
why did it happen to me
where's the dope man
i really need money
please get her out

this is not to be funny by all means

why can't people
just pray god to glorify him
give him thanks for life
a good day
a pretty wife
no problems

or with a smile that brings tears to your eyes
just say "hello god"

be faithfull to our god
wake up 5 minutes early
go to bed 5 minutes late

you do this
live by his ways
and your life will change

it took me 40 years to learn this
yet there is never a bad time to start
DC raw love Jan 2015
why is it, that if i stay home from work that i'm expected to work around the house, when she has no job.

why is it, she expects that i'm suppose to listen about her day, when i've worked all day.

why is it, everytime i open the refrigerator door, she tells me i leave it open to long.

why is it, she ask me everyday if i've feed the dogs. when i know to feed them everyday. ****, i had them before her.

why is it, she tells me my food doesn't need hot sauce. when i'm the one eating it.

why is it, she tells me i don't clean the dishes good enough, when their going in the dishwasher.

i tell everyone the same answer, it's in their nature

women are like, now i don't want to offend, so easy on me girls
again i say, women are like a rickedy bridge, somewhat unstable
yet, sometimes their soft and sometimes their hard. but we always seem to get where were going together.
DC raw love Dec 2014
why is it, when i say please don't do that
you do it and more

why is it, when i say i don't need anything
you always bring me something

why is it, when i tell you i'm not hungry
you have something cooked

why is it, when i'm sick
you wait on me hand and foot

why is it, when i tell you nothings wrong
you know there is

why when i ask her
why does she put up with me

she says, simply silly
i love you
DC raw love Dec 2014
You have blocked my heart
From an eclipse of another

She has taken my world
As we shared our love

When your body was in mine
You told me you loved me
I then gave you my heart

Now you squeeze it and laugh
Then spit in my face

This world around me
Has now collapsed in space
DC raw love Jul 2017
Why must I learn,
only to learn and learn again...

Why must I sit in the rain,
to only feel the droplets of pain...

Why must I hurt,
if I could of only have learned first....

Why must I cry,
to feel and wonder why...

Why must I dream,
to be happy yet still lost...

Why must I run,
when life feels so fun....

Why must I first trip,
to feel I can catch that grip...

Why must I feel lost,
to turn to God and his cross...

Why must I sin,
only to begin again...

Why must I love,
to fulfill the heart...
DC raw love Jan 2015
I don't even no her
So, why, why, why

Does she purposely
Lick her lips
When she looks at me
Then turns away

Why, why, why
Do I feel this way

When she walks by
She flips her hair
Then blowa in my ear

Why, why why
Do I feel this way

I ask her why
As she walks by
She says I'll tell you later
Then walks off and smiles

Why, why, why
Do  I feel this way

She stands in the corner
Winks and touches her self
Blowing me a kiss
While talking to herself

Why, why, why
Do I feel this way

It's time to leave
And she grabs my hand

Why, why, why
Do I feel this way

She says your coming with me
So be a man

Why, why, why
Do I feel this way
DC raw love Jan 2015
you kicked me in the face and shoved me to the ground.

with only your words as you spewwed pain one word at a time.

will you keep on fighting to the end
will you keep playing this wicked game.
DC raw love Apr 2015
It the world was on fire
no one could save me but you

What strange desires
Will make foolish people do

I never dreamed that
I'd meet somebody like you

What a wicked game to play
To make me feel this way

What a wicked thing to do
To let me dream of you

What a wicked thing to say
That you never felt this way

What a wicked thing to do,
To make me fall in love with you
DC raw love Feb 2015
Can you feel like a child?
Can you see what I want?
I wanna run through your wicked garden
Heard that's the place to find ya
But I'm alive
So alive now
I know the darkness blinds you

Can you see without eyes?
Can you speak without lies?
I wanna drink from you naked fountain
I can drown your sorrows
I'm gonna burn, burn you to life now
Out of the chains that bind you

Can you see just like a child?
Can you see just what I want?
Can I bring you back to life?
Are you scared of life?

Burn, burn, burn
Burn your wicked garden down
Burn, burn, burn
Burn your wicked garden to the ground

Can you feel pain inside?
Can you love?
Can you cry?
I wanna run through your wicked garden
Heard that's the place to find you
'Cause I'm alive
So alive now
Out of the dark that blinds you

Can you see just like a child?
Can you see just what I want?
Can I bring you back to life?
Are you scared of life?

Burn, burn, burn
Burn your wicked garden down
Burn, burn, burn
Burn your wicked garden to the ground
stp
DC raw love Dec 2014
Don't think about what you do
Don't think about what you write

Just close your eyes and think about life

About the life you had
About the life you will
About your dreams
And
About your WILL
Will, you have it, so use it!!!!!!
DC raw love Feb 2015
when we forget the simple things in life
we then tend to take things for granted

always keep things in a clear perspective
and try not to live on hopes and dreams

hopes in dreams are great, but it the simple things
the simple things will fulfill your hopes and dreams

it just takes time, work and good practice in life
will eventually get you there, stay in the light

use your most important god driven thought

WILL
DC raw love Jan 2015
Will I live or do I die
Will I cry or do I sigh

Will I live with this hurt inside
Will I hide these feelings inside

Will I burn or will I smile
Will I blaze with a life of craz

Will I hold this life of fire
Will I buy this life of desire

Will I ever change my life's passions

Will I find anorher
Will I find a lover
Will I find a friend
DC raw love Feb 2015
Will this pain ever go away
Will I ever love again
or
Is that even possible

When does the hurt stop
Is there a time limit
or
does it have to fade away

Why do I always
picture her with someone else
or
is the image burned in my mind

Why can't I eat
Why do I cry
Why
Why
Why

Will it ever stop
Will it ever get better

Will I ever love again
I'm good
Heart Broken many, many years ago
Only Once
I think it's because I have never found anyone like her
DC raw love Dec 2014
Just as my foot steps in sand
Are washed away by incoming waves

As the dust in the air fades away
My visions of you are just now dreams

Now these dreams of  you
Are now only thoughts

For I have now forgotten your name
And your not even a thought

Time has past and I try to remember
A good time with you

Which I now feel is impossible thought
DC raw love Feb 2015
I have
one pocket full of dreams
and
one pocket full of darkness

I have
one ear that hears truth
and
one ear that hears lies

I have
memories of years
and
memories of tears

I have
one eye that trust you
and
one eye that doesn't

I have
one arm that will hold you
and
one arm that will let you go

I have
thoughts of love
and
thoughts of hurt

I have
feelings of joy
and
feeling of pain

i have
part me that wants to stay
and
part of me that wants to leave

what do I do
what do I try

will I stay
or say goodbye
DC raw love Dec 2014
Bring dynamite to the fight

If you can't win

Life isn't fair
DC raw love Dec 2015
Hard times come and hard times go, it's the mind set that controls one.....
Always remember, that one must "sacrifice" in life to "gain"......
DC raw love Nov 2014
The knowledge of Wisdom
what a beautiful thing

I never stop learning
what a wonderful thing

I have no anger
I hold no hate

I live to help others
I love everything

I'm always thankful
I'm always greatful

I once had hope
and
It turned to faith

How do I feel
about all of these things

I learned from the Bible
to understand things
DC raw love Nov 2014
wishful thinking
along with deaf ears
you'll never cry and
never show fear
the problem with that
is you'll never know life
so keep up those thoughts
do what you think is right
one day you'll learn
you were never right
always remember
you were never in sight
now that you know
you struggle and fight
do the right thing
and you should be alright
DC raw love Mar 2015
A sleepless heart threw lonely nights
Eternally lost with bruised emotions

With endless doors of hurt and pain
Only to be closed when love is in sight

Tired and beatened through this lonely path
You try to hold onto to your fairytale dream

Not ever knowing what real love is
Leads you to not know what to look for

Thinking back when you were a child
Your fairytail of prince charming and chariot awaiting
Was only a fairytail

Now realizing that fairytales do not come true
You know wish upon a star
DC raw love Sep 2015
The chase...
The base...
The little white rocks.....

With no tomorrow....

The needle....
The spoon...
The I. V. user....

With no tomorrow....

The razor....
The straw....
The white powder....

With no tomorrow....

The glass....
The drink...
The alcoholic....

With no tomorrow....

The abuser....
The loser....
The *******...

With no tomorrow....

The lier...
The cheater....
The deceiver....

With no tomorrow....

The poser...
The fake....
The phony...

With no tomorrow....

The manipulator....
The creator....
The one full of ****....

With no tomorrow....

The games....
The drama...
The never real....

With no tomorrow....
DC raw love Jan 2015
i am

like the bread without yeast
like all deserts sands that have blown away
like the fresh waters of life has evaporated
like the stars and sun disapearing in the skies
like the oxeyen being depleted from the air
like cars without tires

i can go nowhere without you
DC raw love Nov 2014
from a stain
to a drop
from a drop
to a trickle
from a trickle
to a puddle
from a puddle
to a pond
from a pond
to a lake
from a lake
to a sea
from a sea
to an ocean
from an  ocean
over me
a place to wollow
in misery
DC raw love Dec 2014
she's only a girl  
like a fish in the sea
just thow her back
so you can be free*

by the way, I love women
DC raw love Jan 2015
understanding the meaning of a word,
is different on paper then it is in person.

i'm sure this is understandable to most
or is it. Think for a minute.

put yourself in the other persons shoes
who may not know

what you say to one may hurt another
body language, expreesions, movement of hands

easily understood by you
but may be taken a different way

small example;
do you hate to love or love to hate
do you love to live or live to love
do you not want or want not

think before you speak, a simple word can hurt
like yes or no
DC raw love Apr 2015
Do you sometimes feel the harder you try
The less you get accomplished on task at hand

Yes it sounds like a cliche that's because it is
It something that holds very true in life

Please realize you may not get what your working for right away
But yet you are doing something very important for yourself

Educating your self on something you want and
laying the ground work for what the future holds for you

Let me tell you, things don't really come fast in this world
It takes work, discipline, drive, and a little bit of attitude

You will soon see your goal in reach in due time
as long as you try and never give up, time consuming yes

I will tell you a little secret you may already know
You have built character in yourself and now you are ready

To follow up on your goal if you have not accomplished it already
Stay true to your goals and you will stay true to your self
It been awhile
DC raw love Jan 2015
i think i love
will you marry me
and then i run
DC raw love Mar 2015
Words are Unnecessary
They can only do harm

Vows or spoken
only to be broken

Promises are made
only to be told

Speaking the truth
is usually a lie

Saying I love you
always ends up hurting
DC raw love Apr 2015
ONE DAY SOMEONE WILL WAKE UP AND REALIZE WHAT YOU TAKE FOR GRANTED. ....AND REMOVE IT...THEN WHATS LEFT IS UP TO YOU

Friends are not forever.
Whoever said that lied.

When you stop helping friends and start helping yourself you become the enemy. A true friend will help you become successful.

The wrong friend will give you the pistol and watch you sink yourself.
Wake up friends and understand you are not the only one with problems.

You cant help somebody when you need help yourself.
Before you get mad at a friend for not helping you.

Ask yourself what can you do to help yourself.
We all have dreams and ambitions so what makes yours more important.

Stop expecting people to put their life on hold to get yours straight.
Get your own house clean before you try to clean another...

Have a Blessed Day..
DC raw love Dec 2014
Falling in love
Does it grow or
Do you build on it

Is it like a rose that grows
So beautiful, so bright

But yet
Withers and dies

Is it like a house
So new, so comfortable

But yet
Grows old and falls apart

Is this fair to say
With all the heart ache and pain

How should we deal with this

Bring a rose everyday
And renavate to keep new
DC raw love Feb 2015
why do I never get a answer
when I'm knocking at the door

i have a 1000 million questions
about hate, killings and war

where can I find all the answers
to make my thoughts complete

in a world of persecution
does anyone hold the key

I am just looking for a miracle in my life
can you see what this does to me

turning gray in the morning
with tears in my eyes

of a world that I will never know
in a world where I will grow old
DC raw love Nov 2014
From my nephew to you.

World peace should be everywhere
But some people never care
Sometimes people do care
Should be everyday
Its an achievement
To walk up the
High stairs to Heaven



No help no words changed
Emily and Austin  challenge
DC raw love Nov 2014
It seems like were worlds apart
I’m not sure where to start

I’ll say that “I LOVE YOU”
I hope it’s a start

The things that I’ve done wrong
We can not change

We must be wise
To feel no shame

Can you please forgive me
Do we have to pass blame

Do we let it pass
To love again

Think when we met
The first day I saw you
I wanted you to the end

Say that you love me
Say that you care

That’s all I need
That’s why I care

The LOVE you bring me
The life we share

I want to grow old with
Because I LOVE AND CARE
DC raw love Dec 2014
Suggestions from illusion
With talking in my head

A battle inside me
Which keeps me from thinking

I feel like my mind
Is completly dead

No thoughts to ponder
Nothing to say

It's just an illusion
Inside of my head

I feel tied down
No movement inside

My thoughts are paralysed
With nothing but pain
DC raw love Dec 2014
As I sit here and think about
What I should write

I think about love
I think about life

It's what's inside us
That makes us write

There could be a reason
Or it could a fight

No matter the reason
We continue to write

It's what we do best
It's part of our life
DC raw love Dec 2014
as i sit here and write
a lot about life
about dreams

we still make things up
to follow our dreams

dreams from the day
dreams from the night
dreams from illusions
is what makes me write

i sometimes think to hard
but dreaming afar

pen to paper
it then just flows

with feelings of passion
along with madness
along with emotions

with writings afar
Next page