1.  Being busy does not equal being productive.
2.  Great success is often proceeded by failure.
3.  Fear is the #1 source of regret
4.  Your self worth must come from within.
5.  Your only as good as those you associate with.
6.  Life is short.
7.  You don't have to wait for ans apology to forgive.
8.  You are living the life you created.
9.  Live in the moment.
!0. Change is inevitable - embrace it.

why do i want to play in your tidal wave

He who knows not, knows nothing
He who knows all, holds the key

Excusemanipulation

Black bird
Sunken word

White teeth
Gleaming reach

Frost bite
What a site

Dog terd
Something heard

Long hair
So beware

Soft life
Nothings right

Full moon
Many crimes

No sun
Hiding some

Earthquake
Many shake

Hurricane
Strong winds

Killings
Sorrow

Death
Beware

War
Forgiven

Love
Hate

Pe­ace
Anger

Right
Wrong

No tomorrow
Just today

Pain
Heart

What's
Great

Fantasy
Illusions

Milk
Honey

B­read
Butter

Is this
A mistake

As the morning sun,
kisses the dew....

I wonder if I'll hear the words,
I love you....

These three words,
we cannot take lightly.....

Yet some people will use them,
that does not understand the true meaning....

These words are sometimes used,
to get what you want.....

These words are sometimes used,
to put up a front.....

These words are sometimes used,
by the insecure one....

These words are sometimes used,
by the passionate one....

I Love You.......
3 words...

Better shown then said.....
Feelings that hold us....
Yet can mess with your head....

Words so true,
that can quickly turn blue....

Words so true,
that we cannot control....

Words so true,
that starts with two....

Plain and simple.....
Real love knows no hurt....

Real love,
comes from god above....

Real love is given,
and expects no return...

Real love is patient....
Real love is kind...
Real love is not self seeking....
Real love does not boost....
Real love endures all.....

Why
Do
You
Shun
Me

Hate is a byproduct of Love

You think you know me, watch this.

Looking only hurts
When you're broken hearted

Do unto others
As they have ****** you

WHEN I THINK ABOUT LOVE
IT STIRS THE MIND

It started on an unknown island, between Malaysia and Indonesia.

Not ever seen by rador nor satellite nor man. Ten miles long and three

miles wide. A world of it's own, with riches so bright. A strange place of

creatures not real to this world, nothing ever seen but it is very real. A

place ran by aliens, high tech in speed. Things we couldn't dream of,

things we can't see. A second plane just disappeared, that we know of

today. I know these things because I work for the government. It's land of

it's own in time and space. With government knowledge and help from the

two planes. They manipulate there minds from a drug that's real. With the

aliens minds and the governments control there building things that we

will never know.  A ship that can travel in light years and a light that kills.

It leaves no damage, and let's time stand still. There's no death or

poverty in this world, there no world hunger or sickness or hell. There's

only illusions of peace in this world. How can this be, how can this

happen. Just close your eyes and one day it will happen

Twas the night before something,
and without a shadow of doubt......

I shall fear no evil,
while I live my life....

From my mornings now,
to my after life.....

I hold a candle to love,
with a God from above....

From temptation to hell,
it's one of life's conclusions,
this heaven and hell....

From the father, the son and the holy ghost....
The love from above who gives us the most....

Matter and time is why were alive....
From dust and water to the atomic bomb.....

To wars and death, for color, land and religion....
Life's ****** up reasons for you and me....

A sound mind with a big heart,
is what drives one to find that life.....

So now I go, yet not the end of the storey....
Life's grand illusions for love of life....

How can one describe ones life....
Is it the good or the evil...
What makes it right...

The times we fall....
The times we crawl...
But yet we still stand tall...

To the battles we faught,
weather win or lose...

The blood does dry,
yet tears still fall from the sky...

The healing process,
so thin, so frail...

Like a golden egg shell,
lined with diamonds...
So handle with care..

As one heart beats slow,
one will beat fast...

One from love,
one from death...

Like a fogged in road,
With no place to go...

My mind goes blank,
from the things I let go...

What's the difference,
between sunshine and rain...

Is it feelings of joy,
or is it feelings of pain...

Like the clouds in the sky,
or the coral in the sea....

Can I find that life,
with you and me....

Is it trials and tribulations,
or is the verdict already taken...

Can god show forgiveness,
or has satan only been faking...

Let him lie to be with you....
Let him shelter you from the news....

Let him teach you his own way....
Let him show you his hating ways....

Let him be your only friend....
Let him beat you when he can....

Let him teach you a life of blues....
Let him beat you black and blue....

Let him tell you it's his ways....
Let him feel you when he says....

He'll make you cry everyday....
He'll make you love his hated ways....

How do you define accountability

Is it taking care of things on time or
doing what you say.

That's being responsible.

Accountability ??

It should be about yourself.

Something you want in life, to where it takes many task to get there.

You are the one that can only do it.
You knock off each task one at a time.

This takes time, the more you accomplish the more drive you will have to get what you want out of life

Accountability means accomplishment
to one's self.

This leads to self satisfaction.

don't be stagnant

**Faith without works is dead

True innocents,
can only come from a child that does not know life.

A child that will cry,
from not understanding what they do wrong.

I child's life,
is something that is very special.

It should be nurtured, cared for, and taught real love.

It should not be disciplined or condemned.
It should be cherished, taught, inspired and motivated.

Always remember your actions in front of your child.
Because what you do, they watch.
What you say, they duplicate.
What you teach by not thinking, they learn.

You may not think they watch or listen.
But, yes they do.

Their curious, the what's , the why's, the how come's
are part of every child's mine.

We were once there and some of you may not think
your like your parents.

But your only lying to yourself.

There is something in all of us, that is in our parents,
Weather good are bad it's there.

Guide your children as if they are a fine jewel.
But actually they are much more then that.

It's a life, our future, the one's that will be watching over us,
when we fall back to a child's mind in our elderly years.

i saw her today at the reception
a glass of wine in her hand
i knew she would meet her connection
at her feet was a footloose man
she was practiced at the art of deception
i could tell by her blood-stained hands
as she winked at me and said take my hand
i’ll take you on a trip with the devil
so i then took her hand

i then went down to the demonstration
to get my fair share of abuse
singing, we're gonna vent our frustrations
into to the moonlight night
we played this game

with prescription in hand
i went down to the Chelsea drugstore
to get my prescription filled
i was standing in line with Mr. Jimmy
a man that look pretty ill
we decided that we would have a soda
my favorite flavor, cherry red
i sung a song to Mr. Jimmy
and he said one word to me,
and that was "dead"

I then went home
to put myself to bed
could find the pills I had
turned on the tv, to find nothing on
as my life has always been
pretty percular
i live my life
with bleeding pain

If I use you, will I love you

If I love you, will you let me leave you

When your gone, why will i find you

When I'm sick, why aren't you there

I will follow you, even though I'm sick

When I cry, It's because I miss you

Why don't I hate you, but I should know why

The ones that care, are no longer there

Why don't I care, why isn't life fair

Please let me go, but I don't even try

Why do I follow you, for no reason why

Now that I hate you, why do I keep you around

I struggle with life, now that I'm on my own

Awaking in the dawn
Asking for a new life
As I wipe the tears from my eyes

Our life of youth is now behind us
The real special times of my life

When responsibilities were simple
To cut the grass
Put out the trash
Go to school
Do my home work

Where games were fun
Sleepovers and board games
Hide and seek, your it
Street football
Tackle the man with the ball

A fight because 2 of us got mad
Was only to fight your best friend
A neighborhood brawl with the next block
fist only

When getting in trouble was for
Not being home when the street lights went out
Skipping school and getting caught
Out of mom's screaming voice when she wanted you

punishment
A belt or a paddle
from mom, your teaches or
your friends parents
A go to your room, no TV

Our secrets were kept
Our hidden tree house with a rope swing
Our secret hiding spots
The girls we liked

Adventure were scary
Opening old coffins in the crematory
Catching snakes
Trapping whatever
Camping in the woods

When you got nervous was from
Playing seven minutes in heaven
Kissing your first girl
Friends picking on you

excitement was a trip
Holidays from school
Christmas
Thanksgiving
Easter
New years & the 4th of July, fireworks
And the next dad collecting what didn't go off
Lets not forget the ice cream truck

Some of our mischievous ways
Throwing water balloons at stranger  
Making tennis ball grenade launchers
Running in the fog behind the mosquito truck

to make a buck
was to cut grass
get a paper route
sell anything

I could go own but I'm sure you get the point
Our generation is gone and the youth will never know

Now it's high tech and everything is a crime
Kid's stay in the house playing video games

a hug, a kiss
signs of affection

a tear, a smile
things that are small

a walk with hands
held so lightly

a laugh, a touch
without ever thinking

the things that you do
i notice them always

your hair, your smell
makes me crazy

our calls, we talk
brings me excitement

the love we share
will always be there

the time will come
when we'll be together

i want you to know
i'll always love you

As I go through life I have met many people who say they are my friend....
What is a real friend, how does one describe themselves as a friend....

The proof is in one's actions,
what they say,
what they do
and what they feel...

Anyone can say that they are your friend,
But the proof is in the pudding as we say......

Me, I will do anything for a real friend, anything in my control......

If they are excited about something I am there...
If they have bad news I am there....
If they need something I am there...
If they are hurting I am there....

Friends do what they say....
Friends call you just to say hello...
Friends check on you.....
Friends party with you.....
Friends have nothing but love for each other....

Anything else is only a acquaintance.....

As I lay back and think about my life,
from my childhood to the end.

Like most kids we played our own way.
We made up our rules for the game of the day.

In our adolescent years 13 to 19 which is our puberty years.
We learn about life and what does it mean.

Then in our twenties is when we have fun.
We experiment with ***, drugs and love.

When we hit our thirties, life then begins.
We look for a wife, a job or  career .

The fourties then come, and then to some.
Life starts to change from fun and games.

When the fifties hit, it'***** and miss.
They try to have fun and sometimes it comes.

They then hit sixty, and it's now their time.
Time to slow down and have simple fun.

Now in their seventies, life starts to change.
Some get dementia, some go away.

Wow the eighties, life gets hard and help is needed.
Show them your love, their your family.

Then comes the nineties, there not much fun. We keep hope hospice in mind with love and god.

100 hits, someone made it. What a day, it's celebrated in every way.

I DESTROY HOMES, TEAR FAMILIES APART, I TAKE YOUR CHILDREN AND THAT’S JUST THE START.

I’M MORE COSTLY THEN DIAMONDS, MORE COSTLY THEN GOLD. THE SORROW I BRING YOU IS A SIGHT TO BEHOLD.

IF YOU USE ME, REMEMBER I’M EASILY FOUND, I LIVE ALL AROUND YOU, IN SCHOOLS AND IN TOWNS.

I LIVE WITH THE RICH, I LIVE WITH THE POOR, I LIVE DOWN THE STREET AND MAYBE NEXT DOOR.

MY POWER IS AWESOME, TRY ME YOU’LL SEE, BUT IF YOU DO YOU MAY NEVER BREAK FREE.

JUST TRY ME ONCE AND I MAY LET YOU GO, BUT TRY ME TWICE AND I’LL OWN YOU SOUL.

WHEN I POSSES YOU YOU’LL STEAL AND YOU’LL LIE, YOU’LL DO WHAT YOU DO, JUST TO GET HIGH.

THE CRIMES THAT YOU’LL COMMIT, FORM MY NARCOTIC CHARM, WILL BE WORTH THE PLEASURE YOU’LL FEEL IN YOUR ARMS.

YOU’LL STEAL FROM YOUR MOTHER, YOU’LL STEAL FROM YOUR DAD, WHEN YOU SEE THEIR TEARS, YOU SHOULD BE SAD.

YOU’LL FORGET YOUR MORALS AND HOW YOU WERE RAISED, I’LL BE YOUR CONSCIENCE, I’LL TEACH YOU MY WAYS.

I TAKE KIDS FROM PARENTS AND PARENT FROM KIDS, I TURN PEOPLE FROM GOD AND SEPARATE FRIENDS.

I’LL TAKE EVERYTHING FROM YOU, YOUR LOOKS AND YOUR PRIDE. I'LL ALWAYS BE WITH YOU. RIGHT BY YOUR SIDE.

YOU’LL GIVE UP EVERYTHING, YOUR FAMILY, YOUR HOME,YOUR FRIENDS YOUR MONEY, THEN YOU’LL BE ALONE.

I’LL TAKE AND TAKE, TILL YOU HAVE NOTHING TO GIVE. WHEN I’M FINISHED WITH YOU. YOU’LL BE LUCKY TO LIVE.

IF YOU TRY BE WARNED, THIS IS NO GAME, IF YOU GIVE ME A CHANCE I’LL DRIVE YOU INSANE.

I’LL RAVISH YOUR BODY, I’LL CONTROL YOUR MIND, I’LL OWN YOU COMPLETLY, YOUR SOUL WILL BE MINE.

THE NIGHTMARES I BRING YOU, WHILE LYING IN BED, THE VOICE YOU’LL HEAR INSIDE YOUR HEAD.

THE SWEATS THE SHAKES, THE VISIONS YOU’LL YOU SEE, I WANT YOU TO KNOW THERE ALL GIFTS FROM ME.

BUT THEN IT’S TO LATE, YOU’LL KNOW IN YOUR HEART, THAT YOU ARE MINE AND WE SHALL NEVER PART.

YOU’LL REGRET YOU TRIED, THEY ALWAYS DO, BUT YOU CAME TO ME, NOT I TO YOU.

YOU KNEW THIS WOULD HAPPEN, MANY TIMES YOU  WERE TOLD, YOU CHALLENGED MY POWER, YOU CHOOSE TO BE BOLD.

YOU COULD OF SAID NO AND JUST WALKED AWAY, IF YOU  COULD LIVE THAT DAY OVER WHAT WOULD YOU SAY.

I’LL BE YOU MASTER YOU’LL BE MY SLAVE. I’LL EVEN GO WITH YOU, WHEN YOU GO TO YOUR GRAVE.

NOW THAT YOU MET ME. WHAT WILL YOU DO, WILL YOU TRY ME OR NOT, IT’S ALL UP YO YOU.

I CAN BRING YOU MORE MISERY THEN WORDS CAN TELL. COME TAKE MY HAND, I’LL TAKE YOU TO HELL.

stagering in your darkened rain of pain
slicken and soiled from your stains

with the skulls of your past lying in dirt
with these feelings of lonlyness, pain and hurt

as i look into your empty eyes
which show nothing but immortality of hate

stricken by the path of bones from your past
with empty  hearts scattered in  your trail of blood

i can only see that your only about pain and misery
which your feelings inside only comfort you with hurt

the only time you smile is from the death of a loved one
the times you cry is when no one loves you

why do you do the things that you do
why do you tell me that  *i love you