Why do we have to hurt, to love
Why do we have to cry, to smile

Why do we have to be sad, to be happy
Why do we have to be let down, to be hopeful

Why do we have to give, if only taken from
Why do we give our heart, to only have it trampled

Why can't we let it be
These feeling between you and me

If God had a name, what do you think it would be?

Does he look like you or me?
Would he walk up and say hello to you or me?

Would he ask many questions about you or me?
Would he dress like you or me?

Do you think he would like you or me?
Do you think he would hug you or me?

God this man who has no name, what could it be?
I hear he's a happy man, a forgiven man, is that true?

Is it true, he loves me?
Is it true, he will comfort me?
Is it true, he will teach me about life?

What is this man's name, who I have never met?
I hear he is everywhere?
I hear he know's all?
I hear he is perfect?

Someone please tell me his name?
I think I love him?

There must of been an angel by my side
When I was led to you and you were led to me
A dream come true with a kiss of life

It couldn't be more clear this sky of love
Bliss are the true feelings in life
Flying through this dream with a kiss of life

Love me up with the color of love
Catch me with your love
Kiss me all over with a kiss of life

Forever

I now live deep within a cold hole
which I dug through the travesties of my life
I can  now only look in one direction
Which is up, do to my narrow life
I can scream but no one can hear me
My voice can only travel so far, my hole is deep
I can no longer climb, my fingers now nubs
From pointing out everyone else's problems
My own thought process, is who I blame
Again, I find myself not accepting the situation
Is there any getting out or is it just to deep
God will no longer listens from what I am told
My heart saddens because I am close to only one
The one I do not want to accept, who smiles lightly
I can only seek an angel of hope, I hear they have wings
Can one actually flutter down my hole and lift me

Again I will try
I hear an angel will only come through prayer
I have heard of prayer
Yet, I do not know how to pray

I pray,
God help me
Send me someone with wings
Your angel
Send two
My burdens are heavy

AMEN

As my mind is now empty from our days of delight
The door is now closing on our past, of what was
Forget the love in our days and in our nights
Our love can no longer shine so bright
Your new winds now blow so cold
Your cold has frozen my hurt
My heart will always beat
My tears will not flow
No pain will exist
The memory's
Of you will
Always
Exist
Luv
Ya
I