It was the rain that told me the change was coming.
After all you always altered as the seasons did.
If I could, I would go back to before the water started falling.
I would accept the cold.
No: I love you.
No: It’s going to be okay.
No: Trust me.
Still the rain came.
You covered the erratic land of my mind,
There was a bit of you in every part of me.
A touch here,
Another there.
Until there was nothing left.
You did not care that you saw the approach of the sun before I,
For you, it was easier to let me believe in a happy ending.
You continued to fall;
All the while your love was sinking into the storm drain that is your indecision.
I asked you about the sun,
And you laughed
Fell softly in reassurance.
Knew I was foolish enough to believe that the rain would stay.
It was the rain that told me the change was coming.
I asked for a goodbye,
But it was just gone.
I saw the sun as it rose.
Felt its blistering heat.
Sensed the water fade as it moved from the east to the west.
Taking everything that I was promised I could keep.
I guess I should have realized your capacity for deception
When I told you spring was my favourite season,
And I saw the umbrella in your hand.