Throw me away
like a bowling ball
Literal dead weight
Taking up space

I am here and now
Forever wishing you’d stop
Chasing tomorrow

So quick to judge another
Are but a decision away
From sharing their struggle

They won't always like you
They won't always be there for you
Hell, they might even hate you
But if they don't care enough to stick around,
Why waste your time caring what they think?

There* is temporary.
There is love,
and there is happiness,
but here is now.
I wish I was back there.

Okay, sure I left
We did agree to talk
maybe empty words?
I'm not hurting
or falling apart
But we can still speak
pleasantries?
I'm not gone forever you know

Its your big, ugly, monster of a character flaw
causing you to only focus on yourself.
You sick, self-centered broad
"I'm there for you, why do you refuse
to care an inkling about my needs?"
I'll tell you why,
Its because you absorb:
The prayers, moral support, compliments
from others
you take but never give
you consume but do nothing more
Aw, don't tell me you're put out!
Don't worry my dear little damsel
you simply lack the comprehension
your pretty little head isn't capable
of functioning at such a high caliber
think of this no more
I mean, after all,
How could anyone possibly cast blame unto you?

He was the kind of boy
Who liked thunder clouds
And rainstorms

But I was just a girl
Who loved clear skies
And sunshine

the other side of loss
and sum of all my parts
a conclusion forgone
encouraging in theory
but leaving my world shattered
through a single pane