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 Mar 2015 Kathy Dehaven
Holly
Most nights
At 2am
I wonder
Where i'll be in
Five
Ten
Fifteen
Years.

Other nights
At 2am
I wonder
If i'll make it that far.
 Mar 2015 Kathy Dehaven
Holly
I drew a butterfly on my wrist,
In hope that this feeling would no longer persist.
But things got bad and i started to cry
So the butterfly on my wrist, It had to die.
Once again i tried to set myself free,
But it seemed my thoughts had stolen the key.
So  this butterfly lived a very short life.
Killed with fear and a very sharpe knife...
Razor blade, razor blade,
Lets sing a song,
Lets erase the pain,
Even though its wrong,

I'll press you against my skin,
And wait for the blood to come,
My eyes full with tears,
The ***** deed is done,


The pain is gone,
Even if its only for now,
As I smile to myself,
And take a little bow,*

Razor blade, razor blade,
We sang our song,
And now your time is done,
Was it really that long.
 Mar 2015 Kathy Dehaven
effaced
you are less ignorant than yesterday, but still more than tommorow.
 Mar 2015 Kathy Dehaven
Creep
Rain
 Mar 2015 Kathy Dehaven
Creep
God stared down at the Earth below him
and burst into tears.
"What happened?" he whispered.
its raining. not meant to be offensive to anyone ^^"

bohemian rhapsody
by queen
 Mar 2015 Kathy Dehaven
Matt
"Have a nice day"
Is all she repeats
Then watches Fox news
In the middle of a day

Stop wishing me a nice day
You are so stupid
It's not "nice"

Because I can't find a job
I'm broke
You know you have a good friend when:
They don't let you do stupid things...........Alone

You know you have a Best Friend when:
They let you insult them, laugh about it, and then call you something more offensive.

You know you have a BFF when:
They help you commit a ****** and hide the body.

You know you have a sister/brother when:
No matter what you do or say they always have your back, keep your secrets, beat the **** out of your ex's (minus the dudes unless you want jail) listen to your repeated drama, let you cry on their shoulder, and most of all They try and stay strong for you and never let a guy/girl come in between your friendship.
 Mar 2015 Kathy Dehaven
Holly
I'm not sure when it started, or why it is so strong.
On the outside I seem happy. No one thinks anything's wrong.
But on the inside I am dying, screaming for someone to see
That the happy smile and carefree laugh is not the real me.
I've never been happy, not that I can recall.
Between the world and myself I've built up a wall.
I don't know why I'm like this, it makes no sense to me.
I actually come from a very close and loving family.
But even they have no idea of the hell I endure.
They think I'm happy and normal; of this I am sure.
I can't take it much longer, I can't live like this!
I want to feel truly happy, that is my biggest wish.
I need help, but who will help me? Who could comprehend?
Is there anyone out there who can help bring this to an end?
Or am I simply trapped, a prisoner of despair?
Am I really all alone? Is there no hope for me out there?
I'm so lost, please help me! I can't do this alone!
I need someone in my corner, a friend to call my own.
Please help me.
I'd rather be in bed away from the world..
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