Esta distancia me deja una marca
Una herida punzante
Y los meses pasan y el amor florece
Y mi cuerpo te pide a voces
No se como olvidarte si mi hobby es recordarte
Me siento como una niña tonta
Deseando que vuelvas pero a donde?
Tener miedo de encontrarte
Estoy de amarte es lo mas grande
Espero perdondarme
Por dejarte entrar tan adentro
Por permitirte tomar de mi pelo
Todo el dia lloro y me desvelo
Y creo superarte
Cuando llega un recuerdo vuelvo a llorarte
No espero cambiarte ni me trates como antes
Solo espero algun dia de mi mente borrarte

Being in love feels like a slow death
Like our lives going to shreds
This heavy breathing feels as if life has no meaning
I hope I don't sound so depressed
I swore I'd never write about you, I swore I would forget
I kept myself busy, but all pain was still there it never went away
And I'm missing you like crazy
I wrote this stuff on my phone, It reminds me of all the things you did that hurt me, but still with that info on my mind
I can get lost in time
Thinking about the memories we left behind
Cliche? oh well, Love is a nuisance
Thousands of words I've written about you
Then erased each and every one of them
I thought you didn't deserve my words, my tears,
My sleepless nights
But I need this
I need to write it down
The hidden treasures of your hugs
The way you held me, I was never held like that before
I don't know if I'm in love with the idea of love
Because loving you feels like a hoax

This hollow sensation feeling so numb
When will this pain be gone?
Afternoons on a Sunday welcomes my demise
Chillin on a Friday makes my heart stop
Will this misery last forever?
Only happiness meets joy
When lonely people dissipate their minds in the club
I don't wanna feel endless and empty
I wanna feel whole again
At least once, at least tonight
Just for a moment

Is happiness a state of mind? It's hard to find
Open yourself to the trees of life
The earth is here at your sight
Welcome peace and be alive
You only need yourself this time
It's you, who you've been looking for
Please raise your voice while you sing that song
Forget about your blues
Today is what you have
Overthinking, my ***
Learn to enjoy what you have

I want to tell you, that you are valued and you are true,
You try your hardest to be this woman that has no clue
Please know you are loved
And understand that things will turn out in the end
No matter how many people turn you down
You still got yourself and that is all that counts
Always look up at the sky
Remember its okay to cry
Keep treating yourself like you are special
And help me welcome a new space in your heart
Where the only one who matters is you, my love

With upcoming Christmas and fall
comes these headaches
They wake me up, they tear me down
I never seem to get rid of them
They get stronger and stronger with time
There's no cure, just a painful sunrise
Not trying to be a victim here, but you feel so alone
No one understands, only a few will experience them
I long for the day where I don't get to feel like I do every day
At least I wish, I had someone by my side who would hold and tell me everything will be alright
Life is hard, it gets harder
My eyes hurt, I feel sick,
I feel vertigo and chills
And no one knows how to stop them
I just accept this hollow ride
My dear migraines
Don't leave me here to die

In this moment, I want to stay
Grasping every breathe
Developing a sense of self
That right now Its all I crave
Not needing to depend
On a person or a thing
You should take care and let me
Be the best that I can be
Please help me keep this memory forever
Tomorrow might be gone and in the past I dont belong
Should I stay or should I go?
In mind there is no stillness , just hope
That these forever thoughts would leave me alone