Sunsets beauty stays even after the glow
Images of the fade
reaching
to the world below
Stars burn bright
Sight seen
from
space
The dying and the light
Wishing for
its place

Loneliness
You have to sit with it
Until you get through it
No good to cling to others
to make you feel whole

The
light was fading
Mourning its loss
Grieving in desperation to stay at all costs
The time had come to tuck itself away
To end all that's been

To rise
  for another day

Standing in your power
Moonlight shines the way
Purification
Justification
Judgement
Balance
Pillars of truth unfolding
At the mercy of your sin
A portal of life to begin
Regaining the measure once again
What crumbles on the step shall fall in
Steps to climb to win
Led by guiding will
Illuminate the movement and the time that stands so still
Sands clasping at the fingers
Water flowing to the hill
Chasm swirl
Torus counter earth
Mixing bowl
Magical

Rebirth

Balance strong and firm
The waves toss and turn
Flowing with the movement
The ocean and it's tide
Knowing peace and harmony is resting on the sand

Sweep up your troubles
Let the worries drift to the dust
Out from your home
Out on through
the gap
Up
unto the air
Floating away
on a butterflies back

Pour it on
Drip
by
drop
It's a must on any course
It's just like me
You see
A bit of sweet with a fiery heat
Don't let that put you off
It's a mild tasting tangy sauce :)

I hope you're ok
I really do
I close my eyes
Just to think of you

Darling I think you're nice
Underlying sweetness that makes you a treat
Not too much, but right for me

Bullied most of  life
Even now they come at me still vultures for a fill
The hurt still runs deep
So they creep
Though I am forgiving
I understand they are hurting to pain
I won't play the game
anymore
I release
Though I'm aware of the score
It's a inferiority sense of power
Insecurity to deliver
A way to feel control
Though there is
none
It's all gone
And critism
Do you think there is nothing I haven't heard or said to myself
It's falling away
from
me ...

Body outer shell
The crust to our earth
Within us all
spirit
of
universe
There is no beginning or end..
..Infinitely
swimming
in
the
cosmos

Beauty in natures green
Beauty in the trees
Flowers shape of this world so many secrets unseen
See the magnificent in the many small crawling creature
In others find the good
Multitude of valuable feature
Further and deeper to delve
See a lack at the helm
Driving the vessel to comfortable sea but with no real treasure of abundances
Use to the depths that cruise around not stopping for quality found however do see the joys in what is around
Perhaps a venture out is a must
Bathe in the crystal seas and lap up the waves the tropical plants scent the summers haze as we enjoy the play lain on sandy beach
Have to find the worth of confidence to reach

It must be nice to reach higher levels of consciousness
That depends on what you become aware of

I don't like when others try to control
I've tried to control that

Being human is hard
So many layers to break through
Sometimes we too need a break
Take it easy on ourselves ❤

Visions going mental
Mind seeing patterns people
Then they appear to me
Numbers on the rampage
Unlocking codes from a string cage

How can you love all beings
How can you be at one with all
It starts small
You see subtleties in how you both talk walk then squawk
Can't pretend to be at one with all
I still fall and have a way to go
Though I feel the depth the dark the light the sorrow
What are your dreams for tomorrow
Our nightmares can pip them hollow
Some days have turned to night
They can only hope for sunlight
Some nights are cold
Chilly to hold
Visions can frighten
Or to make us bold
Perhaps both
To see the symmetry and the diversity
The complexity the mimicry
Some days can be sooo warm
Loving caring giving
Pleasant
Some forlorn
Some
Can't seem to keep the warmth
It's makes them stuffy and irritable
They try to keep dry but the tears they cry ...
Weeping from each eye
Wanting so much to rise and thrive
Blissful place
Longing inside
To see more is to feel more
Is it a chore
Or some thing to adore
We don't stop though
We ask for more

Thankyou for the put downs
The turning away when I need a friend
The pushy comments when I'm tired and breaking
The watching as I weep
I'm sure it'll make for a stronger me
You will need to look at yourself when you are through

Feeling the change
Unsure to it's total arrange
Messages in the mind
Trying not to overthink
Something feels deep
For now rest

The sharks came last night
One of my greatest fears
So I let myself be swallowed

I saw others drown
And I thought
How silly are they
But the waters were stronger
than the bodies we held

A drop in your hand
A grain of golden sand
A lake of visions plenty
A source of love connected
A breath of Gaia's fresh air
A whisper on the winds
A bird's beautiful sing
These earthy things
Are right before us

How can you expect to help others if you never know struggles
You wouldn't ask someone else to give up
So why should you give up on you

Thankyou to the harsh stomach wrenching words
Thankyou for the touch that gripped and hit
Thankyou for the pain that came to rip
Thankyou for the turning away
Thankyou for leaving me alone to shake and tremble to turn to pray
Thankyou for the comments to change
For all this - never be the same
It makes you stronger with each blow
Some may never leave, you know
But after it all you learn to breathe even if you feel like you're drowning

Holding hand in mine
Stroking fingers softly touch
Holding on to emotions tight as now they roll and push
Longing embrace wrapping arms to care
Conflicting feelings vulnerable bare but lovingly there
Keep a hold til love can breathe with comforting soothing flowing air

Tall man in my room
Turn to face him
Startled soon
Though I turned around to face him
so somehow I knew
Turned back to sleep
Took another peep
He was gone
Out from sight
of the deep

Swaying and sliding
Trying to stay afloat
Rocking and riding holding onto hope
Spoondrift spraying on board boat
Steering the waves
Sculling the course
Setting the angles against capsized loss
You can't tame the tempest but can keep inside will
Accept the motion
Be poised and steady
For storm soon pass and you master ready

Sailing in waters calm and still

So many stories buried underground
Name signed on stone
Bodies of context
Place mark the mound
Not sure how the page opened out
but the end is peaceful now

Judge not and ye shall not be judged
Well I judge!  

Did you judge that?
Nothing wrong with a little discernment

Wild or highbush
Connect to thee
Indigo berry
Yes I see
Taste
Fully

Balance

Between

My lip bleeds and I taste myself

I thought paradise
was some far off place
But now that I've had a taste
   I realise it's         here with you
in your warm embrace
Kiss me some more
Ohhh!..

To my
lips
such
sweet kiss
Fruity bliss
quenching part sips
I'll drink you in
and taste your flavour
Oh this fruit a gift to savour
Each bite cools and fills
Can we have some pear now  
You have given me such
ripening
craving chills

Let me sit so close on top of you
Sliding on long and deep tongue tasting as you go
Tip to shaft savouring all inside
Lips to meet with mouth below

I get my karma like I drink my tea
Pretty ******* quickly


L
e
s
s
o
n
s

Pour
In

Let the pain teach me
Let the joy reach me
Let the fear soothe me
When I guide it to love

On each dark night
I look up to the moon
Crying out in blue
Heart mournfully
swoons

As      
I am    
here    

          Not
           there
             with
              you

I can see the scenery
The scenery staring back at me
I can see the reflections of the mirrors
The colours of the lights prisms
The black of the shadows
Lush green fields where nature grows
Battering of the wind where the debris blows
The underlying conditions that hold our own
The sadness in your eyes when you are all alone
The joy when you smile
The place your heart calls a home
How you dance with the breeze the summer sun
How you rest when all seams to come undone
The blame on your tongue when the bitterness comes
The pain to your victims when you have endured the harshest whipping from a heavy metal loaded gun
I see the fights
The plights we have lost and won
Successful times
The failure taken to none
Trying and smiling far easier for some
As day turns to night and the moon lifts the veil
We are doing our best no one wants to flounder squander
and fail
Shifting with the motions the movements that pass
To be living on earth that is our learned task
I see these glimpses as I lean in
Rise up and fall
back

Tempestuous seas
Plunging
to
the
Deep
Desecration
in all that
plea
Raging
Wildly
Taken down
in
your
sorrow
your
hate
your
mercy
Submerged
Sunken
Drowning
Accepting
fate
Shifting sands
upon it's
wake

Feathered touch soft and gentle
Tickles outside
to in
The angels messages of protection
Flown on universal
wing

Your compassion tends
the wounds of the
world

Hold on they say
Do what's right
Even in the blackest of night
Be the mother
The lover
The father to all
To care for hatred
To those who fall
Nurture your heart to give to mine
Healing the self can redefine
You grow your worth and ground if others
do cross the line
You are a lion
A lioness
An eagle in full flight
A bat sensing the cave without eyes sight
A tiger
Tigress
A dragon of fire
Breathing hard and full with will to fly higher
Though you feel the dirt beneath your feet
You sympathise to the troubled
Struggling merchant
Beggar on the street
You know your strength and where you stumble weak
You are tender to touch
but
your bold folds
Deep

Waves descend wash out this grain of body
Take me with you on your journey
Among the tangled reeds there is life
An abundance of life in your sea
Oceans of depth and tranquility
Creatures dive deep
Unknown species not all can see
Crashing upon rocks you take away loose debris
Swallowing it in your mouth
Spitting it out to come clean
There is so much to sea

A vast current to flow
with time
and
tide

I've surrendered myself to God
Time and time again
I've given my life to God
To release me of this life if God see fit
God has always let me live
Bringing me back stronger each time

I love you
You are love to me
The way you care
You share
The beautiful man I see
The soul deep
The eyes feel
The smile widens as mine cannot conceal
Within you an essence of purity real
I cannot contain my love for you
..and neither would I want to
Thank you 💗

I drift upon your sea

Every time a fear comes up
I get scared
Then..
I get
Brave

Thank you lessons
Thank you pain
Thank you struggle
Thank you growth
Thank you gain
Thank you hearts break
Thank you healing
Thank you intuition
Thank you feeling
Thank you darkness my ole friend
Thank you light shining down again
Thank you humility
Thank you for all
I live love and breathe

I don't feel worthy of my self yet
I know that

How can you be intimate and affectionate with another
without physical connection

Through their words

Some souls you just gravitate to
Some slowly move
away

Small steps bit by bit
Just when think standing still
Look back to times the thought action being made to feel ill
A wasp hopped onto my held out finger as I let it out to feel the breeze