I've thought about this for some time now
How to explain my feelings for you
I could tell you the way your eyes make me tingle
And your smile makes my soul burn flames
Of overwhelming joy
But when all said and done
It comes down to those three words
Used so freely without thought
Used so carelessly without proper reason
But it's not for your outrageously good looks
Or sweetly blessed skin
It's the way you care for my thoughts
The way you I know you'll always be there
And for that I thank you
And for that I will always love you

I want to be yours,
So stop shutting all the doors
I'm only trying to be perfect for you,
Because you deserve nothing better
I hate it when you no longer want to be here
Losing you is my biggest fear
When you want to leave the life you live
The worlds floor beneath me
Rapidly begins to collapse
That's when your mind falls into oblivion
A endless pit of treachery , misery and regret
So that is why my mind is set
To remind you of the feelings you felt
When we first met

My mind never sleeps
Because my soul eternally weeps
My life is fading
I'm slowly cascading
My breathe is drawing thin
Death is beginning to win
Im hoping you'll notice the signs
Because within time
I hope to make you mine
So that I can truly shine
And hold back deaths grasp,
So fill the spaces between my fingers with yours
As they fit so perfectly
I'll be forever grateful
You stood by my side.

This picture I'm holding in my hand
Is falling through my fingers like sand
I'm forever wading through grief and despair
But I do not care
For fear drives us forward
Pain compels us to find relief
Shadows beckon for light
So do not fade
For I have made a discovery
For only a higher power may judge me
So just wait and you shall see
Who I really am
Not who society forces me to be

You're falling into an abyss
Of pain, rejection and guilt
Let me enter your head
Before it becomes numb
And full of hate
It's not to late
I promise I'll help you re-create
The outer shell of your soul
And I'll make you whole

look at me!
no. i mean it, look at me
how can you look right through me
like you don't even know me
i really wish you could see the damage your causing me
my minds unraveling into its self
its beginning to implode
i'm collapsing, my bodies fading
i no longer care about the words im saying
so just stay for one more day and ill find a way
to make everything okay

when i feel dead
when life is merely a thread
will you sew me back together
will you find the pieces i left behind
will you find out where they go...
will you make sure my scares don't show
will you give me my life back
and make me glow

that was it. that moment
your eyes connected with mine
my world began to shine
can you not see what you do to me?
stay with me and ill let you see
the inner me
and that way i hope you stay
and i will not let you be caught by a frey
and alll my dreams will consist of wishing your pain away

don't tell me that you fine
because you eyes  no longer shine
don't tell me that your okay
because your skin is turning grey
don't tell me it doesn't matter
because your mind is starting the scatter
don't tell me not to care
because ill always be there
don't tell me it'll be alright
because your not longer trying to fight
don't tell me i can't help
because your mind is starting to melt
don't tell me to leave
because ill forever have you in my head
hoping you don't wish your dead
so smile at the thought...

You're perfect