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Sep 2016 · 231
Forever the Unspoken Vow
Eyelash wishes
Washed down the drain
Tears flow away
Along with her dreams
Porcelain white
Becomes crimson now
Confessions set behind
Blue lips
Forever an unspoken vow
Sep 2016 · 178
Reach
I reach for something
I believe is in my grasp
I run headlong to it
Stopped short by chain
Violently snapped back

I dig my hands into the dirt
Attempting to still reach
The collar around my neck
Stopping breath
Making me weak

My nails and neck
Become ****** and raw
As I attempt to relieve myself
Remove the confines
That encompass my soul

The binds do break
I lay spent upon the floor
Catching breath
Smelling freedom
I begin to reach once more
I will reach until it is mine..
Sep 2016 · 228
On the Eve
The hold he still reigns
Fills her with terror
She thought herself free
Out of the cage
But finds still tethered
By the rope of past
Love is gone
Horror has replaced
Skeletons will come
Bony fingers searching
Coldness gripping
As she reruns her life
Mistakes blazing red
Cannot see past
Their light too blinding
Pulling into herself
She let's darkness come
Praying a light will come
Show her she is
Good enough
Smart enough
Pretty enough
Mother enough...

More than all,
MOTHER enough
Sep 2016 · 365
Banquet
A table set for four
They join
Laughter and smiles
Tinkling of plates and glasses
For a moment all is right
Then slowly
One leaves
Then another
There she sits
One left
His smile
The dark of his eyes
The chocolate of his skin
He reaches to touch
A tear rolls down her cheek
he disappears..
Dinner for one
In this ghost banquet
Sep 2016 · 886
I do believe..
Love is like the rose
Beautiful, lush, fragrant
Yet forestalls it
Of being plucked
From the thorns
Of our own creation
Cut away your thorns and pluck love while it is ripe!
Sep 2016 · 499
Read...
Pick me up and read me
You find the title intriguing
Stroll your fingers down my spine
As you anticipate what you will find
Gently you open me up
Caress the pages of my book
You start to skim right through me
Then find you're lost
Knowing you must truly read me
Starting again from the begining
You take in all the yearning
Slowly, methodical you read
Knowing you should stop
But larger to learn is the need
Then you come across an empty page
The story is not over you sense
You begin to feel dismayed
Out of nowhere there is a pen
You start a new chapter*
*You let yourself in....
Read me...see what you find...
Sep 2016 · 592
The Loudest of Words...
The loudest word
Is the silence that stands
Barely air between
Truth spoken in the eyes
a window to one's soul
To the darkest of desires
Need splayed bare
In the hooded glance
Scared of repercussion
Still wanting the chance
Haunting peace
Encompasses both
As two stand before
Between barely air
The eyes truth shares
*words not need spoke
Sep 2016 · 239
All Cannot be Lost
Let loose among the night
The words longing to hear
Achingly empty
feeds the despair

A silent prayer
Shouts above the din
from it night birds and insects
Scatter to the wind

Discarded into the stars
A secret wish
Set upon constellations
unreaching, begins to mar

Searching the answer seeks
Carried by wind
To one left wanting
*who's cries are shrieks
Sep 2016 · 384
Storm Within Her
Lightening flashing around her
Bringing shadows to life
Thunder echoing in the air
A telling of her strife
Rain pelting the earth
Along with her tears
She does not sway
Despite her fears

She stands as strong
As the mighty oak
Even when her heart
Feels forlorn and broke
When her soul
Is as black as night
Lightening flashes again
Bringing it back to life

Her mouth cannot form words
she wishes to be spoke
Hands unable to grasp
Tied so in trepidations rope
Thunder claps once more
Giving her freedom
More than before

The storm has enraptured
Her very essence
It has gifted her
Pure omnipresence
Lead her not into temptation
For she now holds the key
To your heaven or damnation
Into the storm is whispered "victory"....

And a huge thank you to Thomas Esparza for the help!!
Sep 2016 · 772
Then All Was Quiet
Then all was quiet in the world
As the shouted goodbye was said
Hanging head in defeat
The last candle snuffed out

The book being read finished
Climbing into bed
Last chapter done
Not knowing if tomorrow will be new

A lone candle stands
It's light not lit
Bursts forth into life
A new chapter started

Then all was quiet in the world
Head now held high
The candle burns bright
As the whispered hello is said
The mightiest of words come from the most quiet....
Sep 2016 · 567
Always Remember
Fifteen years
since we were dealt the sting
I remember clearly
the black eye it did bring

Our eagles shrieked
Outrage in their cries
As mother freedom
Shouted to the sky

We fell to our knees
But only for a moment
We stood up defiantly
Our rage, we owned it

Lest not we forget
That fateful day
Why our soldiers fight
Why to God we can still pray

It is not over
Not by any means
We still have a score to settle
To have our freedom forever ring
Proud to be an American! God bless the USA!!
Sep 2016 · 303
Bring It
Clad in the armor of war
She faces the storm
Above her roaming the sky
Her obsidian dragon of eyre
By her feet slithering fast
Her red serpent of tales
Upon her back
Lays the bow and arrows
Soaked with poisoned truth
In her hand
She carries the staff of justice
Her body is black and blue
From all the hits she's taken
****** feet and hands
From the mountains she's climbed
She is finally here
The last battle
With a stance of defiance
Whispers into the storm
*"I am ready...."
I am ready....I shall rise the victor..
~~~~~~~~

"You my dear are beautiful
As beautiful as
The sun rises
The sun sets
The moon cannot cast
Her full glow
For even she knows
She is no match
For the beauty you bestow"


~~~~~~~~
Sep 2016 · 547
Tale as Old as Time
A tale as old as time
snake in the grass
Wrapping itself around
Whispering into the ears of innocence
forked tongue
One for truth
other lies
How it seamlessly intermingles them both
So eloquent it speaks
Lacing words together
How it's tail swipes
the sting unfelt
Due to hypnotizing words
Then he strikes
A fall from grace
Truth unfolds
*Tale as old as time...
Aug 2016 · 674
Ashes
Ashes everywhere
How did this happen
Everything that's right is wrong
We got too close
We started to burn
Ashes left behind
I don't dare breathe
You scent will assail me
If I keep my eyes wide shut
I can hang onto memories
I got too close to your flame
I screamed out your name
Fire consumed
And all I'm left with are ashes
Time doesn't stop
I continually hear the tick of the clock
But my seconds are hours
Hours are days
All I want is for you to speak my name
You got to close to me
Smoke kept you from breathing
The fire you gave me
Consumed I and you
All we're left with are ashes
"Ashes to ashes
we all fall down"
Aug 2016 · 227
I Don't Want to Let Go
Tick tock
I just want it
to just stop
But I can't have it
It keeps on
I don't want to let go

Everyday I think about you
Every way reminds me of you
Nothing else keeps my mind
Off of you

Tick tock
I just want it
to just stop
but I can't have it
It keeps on
I don't want to let go

Someone please tell me how
Someone please tell me why
Someone please just explain

I can't let go
Tick tock
I just want it
To just stop
But I can't have it
It keeps on
I don't want to let go

You've become my addiction
My little piece of heaven
But you just left me
To fend this off all on my own
I can't seem to quit you
You're a drug that is in me
I JUST CAN'T LET GO

Tick tock
I just want it
To just stop
But I can't have it
It keeps on
I don't want to let go
I just can't let go
This addiction
It's killing me slow...
Aug 2016 · 280
Hell Hath No Fury
They are mine!
I refuse to roll over
No, not this time

I have tried to play fair
Agreeing to your condescending ways
Now you have provoked mother bear

You do not deserve them for all time
You leach their positive energy
Their souls you refuse let shine

Refuse to let God into your house
You taunt them of their belief
As a cat to a mouse

I now carry the rage of God
I will split your temple
As when they killed his only son

Hell hath no fury as a woman's scorn
I have God on my side
Threaten me with my natural born

You will rhue the day you set this forth
Try and take them I dare you
You will end up six foot under earth
Nobody threatens to take my babies!
Aug 2016 · 604
Nightmare
She was home but not
the world seemed different to her
Her senses muted
Andy Griffith like in her vision
Downed power lines noted
She picked them up
Knowing she should be shocked
Finding it odd
She was not
She hurried under them
A transformer in the distance sparked
Her children but not hers
Played in her garage
She protected them against the power lines
Then ****, they were gone
A stranger child sat upon her dryer
Laughing as though possessed
The laughter was not human
Demon at best
Chills down her spine she approached
His laughter stopped
To her these words spoke
"You will not get to keep them
He will have them to his self
You will not be able to protect them
They will be his
No one else"

She then awoke
It was just a dream
Hurried down the hall to check
Her children in their beds
Safe and sound, fast asleep
After kissing each again
She turned, her room to head
She heard the demon laugh
Turned back and saw
Fear again gripping her
*He sat upon their bed......
The ex husband has put in a motion for soul custody of our children. Knowing my children are to now be subjected to this fight he has started has truly upset me...

"A nightmare, also called a bad dream,[1] is an unpleasant dream that can cause a strong emotional response from the mind, typically fear but also despair, anxiety and great sadness. The dream may contain situations of discomfort, psychological or physical terror. Sufferers often awaken in a state of distress and may be unable to return to sleep for a small period.[2]".......
Wikipedia
Aug 2016 · 466
Widow Moon
The moon shrouds herself in darkness
A widows veil upon her face
Wearing the face of mourning
Into my heart she spake

"Do not cry for yourself
I shall cry for you
Do not mourn for the lie
I shall help you find the truth

Close your eyes and listen
You need to seek your peace
You will find it not in people
You shall find it inside thee

Enjoy the life you are given
Forget the pain of past
Open your eyes to new lovers
Your love is not small but vast"


I relish in the wisdom she gives
If only for a time
A meditation of one's soul
Preparing me for my prime
Jul 2016 · 212
Temple
A temple has been built
For the lost and broken
A shelter from the storm
Of feelings abound
A way to escape one's own misery
To find just the thing to keep them going
Words alight on a page
Seeming to write themselves
A trance like meditation
In this temple that's been built
Just some late night ramblings...
Ease your souls my dear poets.
Jul 2016 · 306
When in Rome
Cheshire grin
Memories renewed
Song in my head
Thinking of you

Flatbed truck
Under the stars
Only one night
Promise of more

another yet strays in my head
Been from the begining
Know I his head

Obsidian eyes and hair
Knows how to get me
When takes me to his lair

Both tempt my sin
Two the same name
One speaks one sings
*Opposite as night and day
Jul 2016 · 657
Las Vegas
Oh my where has the time gone
I swear I'm not trying to race the sun home
Was I not just saying hello to night
Enjoying the sweet taste of life
The music reverberating through my bones
Sweet smell of sweat and drinks
Intoxication running rampant
Lips tasting of tequila, ***, and whiskey
Then suddenly I step outside
Face the east and shade my eyes
The city's lights fading away
Giving homage to the new day
Quickly! Quickly! Get me home!
I must not be awake for the coming dawn
But alas I am
What can I say
This one's too sweet
Tasting like night in the day
While on vacation in Vegas I raced the sun home three different mornings. Oops. Haha!
#whathappensinvegasstaysinvegas #mysecretstokeep
Jul 2016 · 354
Broken Dagger
A broken dagger in my back
It was twisted and turned
Placed right in the middle
Cannot get it out

The jeweled hilt lays at my side
Mocking me
Knowing I cannot get out
What lays inside


Why did you place it so
So beautiful with all its jewels
Why did you twist and turn
Break it off where our love away burns
Jul 2016 · 876
Speakeasy
Looking into the eyes of one
Attempting to peer deep in the soul
But only a glimpse you get
A speakeasy door
The only opening a slit
A password you must know
If you expect to see into their soul
Not all who look can see....
Jul 2016 · 975
Thread
She hangs on by a thread
Becoming old and tattered
Knowing soon it will break
Unknowing what will happen after
All her dignity her grace
Wrapped into this thread that's worn
Her strength and fortitude
Teetering on the edge
Fingers numb and bloodied
As tight as she has wound it
Just hanging on for sanity
Pain letting her know she is alive
She wants to say enough
Just let go
But her will is stronger
than this thread that binds
The thread will not break...
Jul 2016 · 571
Iron Horse
Clickety-clack
Clickety-clack
Here on the railroad track

Shadows dance around me
Unknown if they are real
Cool fingers touch me
Up my spine sending chills

But I hear nothing except the
Clickety-clack, Clickety-clack
As I walk down
The railroad track

Under a ladder
I have walked
A black cat in front of me did dart
the mirror I was holding
Fell and shattered
Now perches an owl in my path
Beak opening to speak
All I hear is *Clickety-clack


Clickety-clack
Clickety-clack

As I stand now
Upon the railroad track

Bright light in my view
I know what it's of
Horn blares into the night
It's sound envelopes me like a glove

But I am deaf to it
For all I hear is
Clickety-clack
Clickety-clack

As I lay down
On the railroad track

Silence is best
Laying here to rest
The last sound I hear
Clickety-clack, Clickety-clack
                    *my heart, give it back...
Jul 2016 · 323
Yes, I Ran
I ran
Hard, fast
             away...
I ran until
breath was gone
Bending over
Head between legs
Sharp pain in my side
                                               still
I did not run enough
I cannot run
                       f   a     r
enough
He is still there
Inside my mind
                            I cannot escape him
black eyes
dark hair

His scent clings to me
So I run again
Maybe this time
This time I can
                               e  s  c  a  p  e
*him
Hard to escape what is in your mind...
Jul 2016 · 4.0k
She is Lilith
Temptest unleashed
A malestorm of unbridled lust
Seeking her next prey
Uncaring of hearts broken
Wild, unpredictable desire
Lilith in motion
Aphrodite at the core
Freya in attitude
Set lose upon the score
Eyes that capture
Temple upon to feast
When she has you in her sights
Her true nature unleashed
Feeling sassy.
Jul 2016 · 402
4th of July
"Oh say can you see,
By the dawn's early light,"

                     yes, they see

"What so proudly we hailed,
At the twilight's last gleaming?"

               our flag, ripped, tattered, there....

"Whose broad stripes and bright stars,
Through the perilous fight,"

            the bombs, oh the bombs rain down

"O'er the ramparts we watched,
Were so gallantly streaming."

            still she was there, rugged, worn

"And thy rocket's red glare,
Thy bombs bursting in air,"

              on the roadsides, in the barracks


"Gave proof through thee night,
That our flag was still there."

            still there, they hadn't gotten her

"Oh say does that star spangled banner yet wave,"

                    so battered, still flying,
             colors not running, standing strong


"O'er the land of the free, and the home of the brave."*

                      
she flies with the breaths
                   of the fallen who keep us free
"Star Spangled Banner" Francis Scott Key
Happy Independence Day America!
Jul 2016 · 377
Enter if You Dare
'Knock knock'

"Is anyone there?
Hello?
I am calling?"


                
ccccrrrreeeeaaaakkkk

"Ahh, well hello
We've been expecting you"

"Me?"
"Yes, you.
We have been waiting"

"We? But this is my mind"
"Yes it is..please come inside
You see my dear one
In here We reside
There are many of us


                            'legion'

So many places to hide
We are your thoughts that betray
the ones you thought let get away


                   'seven deadlies'

Away we did
Inside this mind


                     'pride, greed, lust, envy,
                         gluttony, anger, sloth'


We want to come out and play
It is time we had our day
We are but one and many the same


                             'your legion'

*
The thoughts you buried arose for claim
Let us out
For in here we cannot but shout
The time for us is now
We shall serve you, this we vow"
#legion #lust #sevendeadly
Jul 2016 · 320
I Jumped
Into uncharted waters
Heart first
Mind racing after

Unknowing how it will feel
Reaching my destination
Shivers race across my body
Anticipation of the experience

will it be cold as ice
warm as the summer breeze
will I land upon rocks
or soft satin sheets


So I jumped

Into the abyss
Free falling
Trepidation close on my heels
Praying for an angel
pure or iniquity
                             "catch me"

Place me safely upon the ground
someone catch me, i'm falling.....
Jun 2016 · 504
Hazel Ice
Hazel eyes stop you dead
Thinking warmth
ice radiates instead
She wears God around her neck
prayers to him of vain death
Flowing hair does mesmerize
Attempting to warm the chill inside
Those eyes though have met their mark
where once softness and laughter lurked
Now they look upon you with malice
a gaze you want to escape
Yet still willingly drink from her chalice
Knowing with each hard swallow
She'll bring down the rabbit hole
*Where you will gladly follow
I've been having a bit of writers block. Still not my best, but maybe I'm coming back..
Jun 2016 · 395
Subtext of the Moon
It is daylight at night
Shining so bright is she
Messages sent upon the summer twilight
Having the moon carry them to me

Hidden subtext in the words
"i miss you"
"i need you"

Never to be wrote or heard

"Look at the moon
Isn't she a sight
Can you see her as I do
Here this clear night"


Sending my message back
Only through her
Hoping it gets to you
In the subtext of our words

"I see the moon
She is a wonderful sight
If you listen she will sing
A wonderful lullaby"


Hidden subtext in the words
"i am yours"
"you are mine"

Never to be wrote or heard...
#subtext #moon #iamyours #imissyou
The tears do not stop
The dam has been broke
Unknown reason for the rain
Believing they are over
Only to start again

A song, a phrase in a book
It does not matter
Even just a look

So many things resonate in her mind
She swears she hears voices
Low in timber
Causing the forever ember

Scents drifting upon the breeze
All too familiar
None putting her at ease
Feeling the warmth of masculine hands
She blinks trying to hold back
Floodgates open instead

Tonight is hard
She doesn't understand
She is strong
Tonight dropped gaurd
Breaking her tether
*things fall apart so things can fall together
I am truly unsure where this has come from. All my emotions are out of their cage.
Jun 2016 · 283
Daddy
What happened daddy
Where did you go
We had a rough start
You liked the drugs and alcohol more

Then you grew up
And so did I
I wouldn't speak to you
No, not for a long time

Then I was pushed
Call and talk
That's when I realized
I missed you all those years
I needed that rock

But you weren't a rock yet
Pebbles of sand
Finally glued together
To make you a father man

We grew to know eachother
After all those years
I miss you now daddy
Your voice and wisdom you bestowed
I want to break daddy
But I know
*In heaven, there are no tears
This is not your typical Father's Day poem. Anyone who knows me knows my father's and mine relationship was nearly non-existent. 8 years before his passing we finally reconnected fully. I miss you daddy. I love you. I pray you have escaped purgatory and are in the arms of God.
Jun 2016 · 240
This Isn't Right
How do you help your best
When you are thousands of miles apart
How do stop her king
From breaking and stomping their heart

When the ice of fear
runs through their veins
When they look at their king
Horror is what reigns

How can you say, it will be alright
When you don't know
if this queen can put up the fight

You've always known her to be strong
Not one to be pushed around
Now here she is weeping
Her cries into you are seeping

How can you help your best
When miles apart you are
When you know that may be the last time
Next time the king may go too far...
Jun 2016 · 311
Her Time is Nigh
Storm clouds upon the horizon
Chaos dancing in the air
Rage building within
More turbulent with each passing minute
Calm hands grasp firey ones
Attempting to soothe fray
Unable to lull back the beast inside
Understanding passes
The storm is let loose
Flood gates let open
Thunder cracks
Shaking the sky
Lightening dances upon the ground
Burning whatever it touches
No longer a midas touch
No more gilded peace
It claims the earth with fury
Fury only hell would know
Fear enters onto the earth
For it has seen whom brings this storm
Lightening casts the silhouette
A lone woman with scorn in her eyes
Welcome the queen of hell
Had mediation yesterday. Went horrible. He attempted to remove the religious aspect of our children from the decree that would essentially not allow me to bring our children up in the faith of God.
Jun 2016 · 316
Darkman II
I went for a midnight drive
Going to one of my places to hide
Shadows lurk in the dark
Knowing what they are making their mark
Flashes of lightening in the distance
Illuminating objects for just a moment
Time is over, go back home
Turn on the lights, scared of what is shown
Where did this come from
This man in front of me
Heart beats fast pulling me out my reverie
He is dark, no face to be made
An evil laugh is what he bade
In one hand a scythe of dead
in the other holds a head
Without moving lips whispers hit my ears
*"Come to me now my evil dear
For here you shall no longer feel pain
I will take it away just like the rain
Once you are dead you'll be like me
Come to the darkness and see"...
Did go for a drive last night to ease my mind. That and the moon she was calling..
Jun 2016 · 396
Moonlight
Cool grass surrounds her
The stars wink
One by one
Slowly she is covered
By moonlights glow
Her body takes on a milky hue
Lips warm but tinted blue
Body tingles in anticipation
Waiting longingly for him
He does not come this night
But when he does
Take her beneath the moonlight
Let her soft rays
Guide her home
Fold her into moons breast
Give her what she was never shown
For when she submits
This is how she wants it to be
Taken body and soul
Filled with moons seed
Missing my lover, my muse...
Jun 2016 · 246
Words
Words sit on tip of tongue
Afraid to speak
Knowing it'll come undone

Alien feeling coursing throughout
Nerves a wreck
Knowing it's coming about

Mouth opens up
Words spill out
Faster than logic can scream or shout

Breath is taken
Tables now turned
Waiting in anticipation for words returned

Contemplative look
Becoming decisive in a blink
Words spill out, hurt here reigns

After all said and done
Together they stare
Phrases still ring the air

You, want, only, no
No, other, never
They both want to go

One tries to leave
the other stops them mid-step
Words were spoke, now regret

Hold onto me
Eachother they croon
Go back to safe cocoon

Words were spoke
Not soon forget
Trepidation now root...
We are not together but do not leave me.....
Jun 2016 · 197
Untitled 28
When the tears stop from the betrayal I have encountered, then I shall rise, forgive, but never again trust. No words of comfort shall pass these lips for you, for all I received was venom in the disguise of concern from one blood to the other. Venom that ate away at my very being. Leaching into my thoughts. Encouraging the not good enough's back. The whirlpool of doubt to twist faster. Unable to dip my fingers in it for fear of being swept away. My own blood attempts to destroy me....but the phoenix will soon have her day
Jun 2016 · 329
Scene
Screech of the tires
A call goes out
They jump in their trucks heading to scene
Unknowing what there they'll see

First to arrive
Assess and treat
Pack them up
On to the next scene

Call comes through
Multiple injuries coming
Flip the rooms
Know your role

They start to file in
One gurney at a time
A team takes each one
Each team tries to keep lives

Door number one screams for mommy
Door number two, whispers what did I do
Door number three
Working hard to save the life

First responders and nurses and docs
Working as one
A well oiled machine
Keep it together they whisper in the shock

Life eagle called now into play
Silent journey over
Deep breath on landing
Time to save a life today

Four sets of personnel
Trying hard for one in room three
Heart comes back
Then just as quickly leaves

Stable at last
Into the eagle they place
Silent prayers go up
Please make it to the next scene

Adrenaline rush over
Some go to clean
Others fall to the floor
So much blood it seems

A whisper of a breeze
flits over each
A calming one
Breaking harder, knowing what it means

The life they tried so hard
Never made it to scene
She came back to just say
It's ok, you tried to save me...
Trying hard to show what happens behind the scenes. We break as easily as the layperson. We have just been trained to keep it in.  There is more to this, maybe I'll finish it someday
Where are you?
My support, my healing hand
The one who'd scare away the monsters
The lap I used to sit in

Where did you go?
Threw me to the side like trash
I guess I'm worthless to you
Here when I need you most

Do you no longer have my back?
Never once had to question this
Now I don't know where to turn
My blood to me has ***** slapped

Blood is thicker than water?
I always thought it was
Seems you've turned the tables
*Now it seems you're all about the other
I cannot even go see my own mother or sister. They jump me over the divorce. They say that I should have stayed and stayed miserable. They even had the gall to text me at work today to tell me what a **** poor job I'm doing with my kids and how I should have never left him. Is Blood Thicker Than Water? I don't think so anymore. Seems water is now their favorite color....
May 2016 · 397
Hank Knows
Hank always tells the truth it seems
That's right, you're not pretty enough
Not smart enough too believing the dreams
He "thinks I've been cryin' since he's been gone
Well I'm gonna give him a good leavin' alone
"

Yeah, truth hurts it always does
But delivery is key, gotta give some tact
Never know when you need them to have your back
"I just don't like this kind of livin', I'm tired of doin' all the givin'
I just don't like the things you're doin'
Your evil heart will be your ruin
"

I'm the fool dressed in naivety
Believing promise of longevity
"I believed the lies you told me, when you whispered dear I worship thee"

Should have made yourself known
Long before we started this show
But maybe karma will get you soon
Take that hot air out your balloon

And I hope you "just can't seem to take it anymore
You feel empty walking through a swinging door
Seeing all the lonely people just staring at the band
Wrapped inside the feelings
Playing one night stands
"

And dear I wish I could
I really know I should
*"But the toughest thing, I ever gave up was today
'Cause old habits like you, are hard to break"
Ok, (") are lyrics from Hank Williams Jr songs
Order of appearance as such
"Good Leavin' Alone"
"I Just Don't Like This Kind of Livin'"
"May You Never Be Alone"
"One Night Stands"
"Old Habits"
Dual meaning behind Hank....we all have one...
May 2016 · 265
It's Over
It is over
It is done
Goodbye to all of our fun
Goodbye to riding it to the line
You jumped ship before we could truly try
So may darkness keep you inside her breast
May light never reach inside your chest
I hope all lovers stale in my wake
I hope at night you see only my face
Let the memory of me consume
Every last inch of you
Let every new woman feel
Wasted and decrepit against your steel
May you never reach new heights
**May darkness keep you even in light
Speaks for itself...
May 2016 · 218
Hiding (15w)
And suddenly the world made sense
As she watched the moon hide behind the clouds
Nighttime cloud watching...
May 2016 · 241
No One
No one will see me break
                        i break behind closed doors
No one will see my tears
                          i keep those locked away
No one will see my anxiety
                           i hide it well with a smile
No one will hear my words
                            i lace them so carefully
No one will ever know
             *but you have broken my defenses
                               and delved upon my soul
#muse #lover
I'm back!!! My page has been down! Sorry to any who have missed me!!!
May 2016 · 209
No One
No one will see me break
                        i break behind closed doors
No one will see my tears
                          i keep those locked away
No one will see my anxiety
                           i hide it well with a smile
No one will hear my words
                            i lace them so carefully
No one will ever know
             *but you have broken my defenses
                               and delved upon my soul
#muse #lover
May 2016 · 381
Red Atonement
There is a fire deep inside
Burning brighter with each night
Memories make flames grow bolder
Possibilities near tear asunder
Waiting, hoping for things to come
Knowing an ember shall burn too with sun
Sleep is restless, never present
Daylight breaks, burn not descent
Ever rising to the moment
**When once again red marks atonement
May 2016 · 225
Death Sentence
I hereby sentence you to death!
Your crime is one of serious offense
You played your part oh so well
Offered shelter, promised heaven not hell
Did not stand to promise as said
Broke her down, nearly taking her head

Punishment will be as thus
Not a word! I command you to hush!
For crimes against the heart so frail
Instead love shown, you allowed love bail
Death to come as I now order!
You sir, shall be drawn and quartered
For my soon to be ex-husband.
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