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Eternity of bliss spent in bed
Spent now they rest their heads
Did their demons put to rest?
Or did the beast they just test?
One night is never enough. Our demons are fighting their way up top again. We both know we're eachother's favorite sin..***** little secret
As I sit here on this second day of the new year
I ponder and reflect on my past year
So much has changed
I have grown, I am not the same
Reality hit me early on
A love that was supposed to have last was dead, gone
Two people with two children together could not stay
Now our children the price they'll pay
I worry that they will forever be scarred
That their sweet innocence forever marred
How one year can change everything
Including a marriage that was to last eternity
Nearly 20 year passed
Questions still remain
Why did we end
Why unto eachother did we not give in

Now here we are
Near 20 year later
Lust became rekindled
Love may come later

I have no other lover
Not for months now
Not since it seemed
For now we belong to the other

You open up to me now
More so than before
I am your lady friend
Only me, no more

But do you lie
Or am I lying to myself
Could 20 year later
Restart where we left off

I know not the answers
Nor do I care to know before
I will ride this roller-coaster
Till the carni says no more
I typically hate roller-coasters. I am enjoying this one though...
21 years ago
a blast shook the state
Seventh grade and TV'S were off in school
What was wrong?
We became anxious
somethings off

Got home and my mom was crying
She's like me, we don't cry
I was scared
I learned a new word that day
Domestic terrorism

Domestic terrorism
Two words that should never be together
Two words that killed 168 souls
Two words that took the lives of babies

Two
       Words......


He thought it would ******* us
******* the heartland

We showed him
We became stronger
More vigilant
Using our second ammendment to the fullest
Pulling together in any crisis

This is the Heartland
This is the Heartbeat of America
Together we Stand
UNITED WE OVERCOME!

Domestic terrorism
Two words

Two
      Words


We will never forget
**WATCH OUT
21 years ago Oklahoma had a tragedy. We remember. We still mourn. We are stronger for it. We overcame. I am proud to call myself an Oklahoman!
"Oh say can you see,
By the dawn's early light,"

                     yes, they see

"What so proudly we hailed,
At the twilight's last gleaming?"

               our flag, ripped, tattered, there....

"Whose broad stripes and bright stars,
Through the perilous fight,"

            the bombs, oh the bombs rain down

"O'er the ramparts we watched,
Were so gallantly streaming."

            still she was there, rugged, worn

"And thy rocket's red glare,
Thy bombs bursting in air,"

              on the roadsides, in the barracks


"Gave proof through thee night,
That our flag was still there."

            still there, they hadn't gotten her

"Oh say does that star spangled banner yet wave,"

                    so battered, still flying,
             colors not running, standing strong


"O'er the land of the free, and the home of the brave."*

                      
she flies with the breaths
                   of the fallen who keep us free
"Star Spangled Banner" Francis Scott Key
Happy Independence Day America!
I sit here on my perch
Gazing into the street
Feels good on my perch
It helps my aching feet

Call them back
Weight and vitals
Tell me your history
Please do not lie to me

Pinch the babies
Make them cry
So when they come back
They'll of me be shy

Well, this one lied to me
Now I stand before my boss
My *** getting reamed
Thanks to the one who lied to me

This one just found out they have cancer
Hold their hand
Hug them tight
As they ask why, looking for an answer

Wipe the tears from my eyes
It's time for the next
Look at the clock
After twelve
Still no lunch yet

The afternoons are starting
Still haven't been able to sit
My feet
**** are they aching

Now it's five
The last one just left
Missed my lunch
I don't remember if I peed yet

Now I can sit on my perch
Looking out my window
Watching the cars pass by

They're going home
That I long to do
The paperwork though
Home isn't coming soon

The day in the life
of this clinic nurse
So happy to just sit

***** my feet hurt
#nurse #sore #feet #foot rub anyone?
The taste of adrenaline sits on my tongue
Copper in flavor, or maybe zinc, or steel
I do not know
So many metals have I tasted
This taste burns
Sending jolts of electricity through my body
This taste of adrenaline only comes
When I think of you
Along with the butterflies
How they wreck my stomach
Wreaking havoc within
Causing the taste to become bolder
Unable to rid it with simple drink
The only cure for such a taste
The balm of your lips
The touch of your skin
I need it now more than ever
To push aside this metallic taste
*adrenaline
A song plays
A series of  old memories surface
A time of innocence lost
Dark hair, brown eyes
Guitar in his arms
Playing as though Just for me
That first kiss, first taste Of what heaven could bE
The first time
Sweet, slow, all encompassing
The "I love you's" slipping easily off the tongue
I can still feel his warm arms, smell his sweet breath
A time of innocence lost to a man with a guitar and a song    
I drift off to peaceful slumber with his feel still all around me while our song stays on *repeat
Oops! There I go
Chasing that **** white rabbit
Wouldn't you know it
I tripped and fell down his hole

Arms flailing trying to grasp a hold
Passing by roots and sediment
Seeing places of before
Finally landing in a land unknown

feels like Alice in wonderland...
changed to
Alice in Wonderful.....

The bright flashing lights
Tall skyscrapers touched
the tips of clouds
As automobiles whirred past.

No this was no wonderland
This was wonderful
As I drew breath
On a contaminated scent.


Things have been flipped
What was up now down
What once was sweet
Turned sour on the tongue

I cannot trust a thing
Here my eyes are truly deceived
Right is wrong
Wrong is right

To trust my own heart
That I don't know
This wonderful land
Beats to a different type of band

Left has become right
Every turn taken
Is another chance
To become lost.

My heart sings a tune
calming my soul
this wonderful land
cleanses my mind.

I guess I've been
here long enough
To feel a different
Kind of love.


Pulled from the darkest recesses of my mind
My demons silenced
Here in this wonderful
Upside down world
Thank you Star Gazer for doing a collaboration with me. This was fun!

#colab #stargazer #upside-down
You have changed
So have I
There's still a little devil
Lurking upon your insides
As such an angel
Still plays within mine

We have been playing checkers
Heaven's been playing chess
We have to do some bad
For good to pass

Desire is as though
A railroad spike has run me thru
Desire for the touches of our skin
Burns also in you

Heaven is starting
To tip it's hand
Maybe it's showing
I for you, you for me
Together in the end
Let loose among the night
The words longing to hear
Achingly empty
feeds the despair

A silent prayer
Shouts above the din
from it night birds and insects
Scatter to the wind

Discarded into the stars
A secret wish
Set upon constellations
unreaching, begins to mar

Searching the answer seeks
Carried by wind
To one left wanting
*who's cries are shrieks
May the night give you a protective shroud against the evils that lurk.
May the sun erase all memories of this nights curse.
Halloween brings out the dark....
The flames are gone
Ashes left to scatter
By the wind of change
No ember here remains
The spark I once saw
In my own reflection gone
I am the ghost of my dreams
One who's hollow and gaunt
Happiness is not for me
Trust and security washed away
Love is just a dream
Loneliness is what beckons
Reclused in my solitude
Walls will be built
Pain will leave
Suspicion will reign
Alone I will forever be
And as I sit alone
Silence abounds
My mind begins to take off
Racing into different directions
A firework bursting forth
I hear voices of past and future
Ripping into my soul
Taking the calm tranquility
That lied so within my breast
Creating chaos
A storm of storms
Threatening to tear down
the walls I have built
Flashes of red and green
Passion and jealousy
Blind me into submission
I strain for the voice that's whispered
the calm within this pandemonium
the one who's screams
Are hushed by the violence
The words that soothe the fire
The past is past
No more can be done
The future is not yet writ
Your path yet traveled
Cling to today
To the moments of now

The assault over
I lay my head
Smile and drift into the *now
Fifteen years
since we were dealt the sting
I remember clearly
the black eye it did bring

Our eagles shrieked
Outrage in their cries
As mother freedom
Shouted to the sky

We fell to our knees
But only for a moment
We stood up defiantly
Our rage, we owned it

Lest not we forget
That fateful day
Why our soldiers fight
Why to God we can still pray

It is not over
Not by any means
We still have a score to settle
To have our freedom forever ring
Proud to be an American! God bless the USA!!
Up, down, round and round
To and fro
Back and forth
Dance with me
this dance of ambiguity
I say this
You say that
I do this
And you do that
Sometimes on the same page meet
But most of it
Ambiguity
You reach to touch
I hold still
I lean in close
You back step twirl
I lean away
You lean close
Like two teens
Discovering love
Morning comes and goodbyes said
Till next time
We're in the others head
Awkward stance
Both you and I
We finally touch
It's not goodbye
One day soon
We'll be in tune
Until that day
*Ambiguity shall stay
One day soon...
I tried to put myself in your shoes
To see and feel the way that you do
But when I did my own feelings would intrude
It was then felt lost and confused
Unsure, unstable, not knowing what to do
I tried to grab inspiration from this
Only to find my own thoughts were amiss
So speak the truth clear and plain
For me to see
What is in your mind and heart
Is it me
The wings of angels have sprouted from their backs
Upon these they set flight
Not knowing what life has in store for them
Not caring as they look into each others eyes

The winds of change have set upon them
As together they soar
He had waited patiently as a man could
Now having what he desired and more

They complete the other
As one they have become
Unspoken words now never lost in translation
While in bed amour has them undone
#wings #soar #undone
Tonight we watch a rival to match all rivals
One of blood lust and rainbows
These two have been at it since the beginning of birth. Forever at the others throat. Let's meet our competitors!!!

In the blue corner weighing in at 114#'s with a reach as long as her career
She's the stomper of dreams, the instigator of fights, it's IIINNNNSSEECCCUUURRIIITTIIEESS!!!!

And in the red corner also weighing in at 114#'s with a reach half an inch shorter
She's the rainbows after the storm, the swell of joy in your chest, the giver of forgiveness, it's
HHHAAPPPIIIINNNEESSS!!!

The referee for tonight's match is neutral. Let's hear what he has to say to the opponents

"Alright ladies. We discussed rules in the locker room. Hitting below the belt is illegal. The heart is frowned upon but in the game. Let's fight as fair as possible"

"I saw that shady, did you? That gleam in insecurities eyes when neutral said the heart. That woman has it out for happiness "

"I did see that fair. Happiness' eyes got round as saucers. She knows that insecurity is gonna pull a fast one. Want to bet that it's 'he's not really in love'?"

"I don't know shady, I'd hate to think she'd pull one so low. He did just profess his love to her"

"She could pull that 'he's still in love with the missus. That he really doesn't want to let go' "

"**** shady"....

TO BE CONTINUED....
If you know the WWE or UFC...use his voice

******!! Make me feel as though I should not have fears! You say "I love you", but do you truly mean it?
she fades away
Becoming quiet
Unsure where she belongs
Feeling whole with you
Then feeling alone

And then

she folds into herself
Thoughts of days past
Close up her mind
A cocoon of stealth

And then

she blossoms
Despite winter's chill
Your presence a breath of spring
She emerges vibrant
Whispers...*with you I feel..
Why do I still feel drunk
Why is it that the trashcan and I have become best friends
Why am I still so dizzy
I didn't go past my limit
Last night has many holes in the story
Did I really do that or is it a placed memory
How did I come to having my shoes off
What would have happened if I didn't have my friend
How did I make it home in the morning
A twenty minute drive took sixty
Couldn't hardly move when I made it to my bed
Except to lean over my new friend trashcan
Call a bud come help quick
Line started, bolus given
Stay until I crash
Hot/cold, shivers and hallucinations
Thank God for my night friend
I could have been a statistic
Roofie it may have been
Still am unsure if it was just alcohol poisoning or roofied. Just thankful I was with a trusted friend. Never left my drinks unattended but you never see the magicians slight of hand...
Itches to the core
Butterflies begin to soar
Pupils narrow seeking
Heart's beat racing
Lips dry and waiting
Mouth waters
                     anticipating
Nerve endings fire
A spark within desire
How you pray it stays a kindle
Oh this wonderful thing
*Anticipation
Ready or not, here we go....
Are you jealous
Are you lost and confused
Are you thinking of me with another
Are you thinking of him saying the things that you want to
Are you climbing the walls in you head
Are you wanting to take me to bed instead
Are you dreaming of me at night
Are you wanting to be my knight
Are you wanting to take that step
Are you wanting to make a you and me
Are you wanting
Please God just tell me,
Are you wanting
*Me
Ashes everywhere
How did this happen
Everything that's right is wrong
We got too close
We started to burn
Ashes left behind
I don't dare breathe
You scent will assail me
If I keep my eyes wide shut
I can hang onto memories
I got too close to your flame
I screamed out your name
Fire consumed
And all I'm left with are ashes
Time doesn't stop
I continually hear the tick of the clock
But my seconds are hours
Hours are days
All I want is for you to speak my name
You got to close to me
Smoke kept you from breathing
The fire you gave me
Consumed I and you
All we're left with are ashes
"Ashes to ashes
we all fall down"
I see a stick as I am walking
Tis not a branch or a twig
Truly a stick, smaller than the branch, bigger than a twig
I do not want to see this stick laying on the ground        
No, this stick needs to be with its tree
But it is clear from the end, it is not to be
It is truly like me
Broken, snapped from its branch
It was probably just in the way
An obstacle per chance
It was not a means to an end
It was in the way, unable to bend
What was once full of life
Now lays in the dirt, no longer right
It's bark that once was hard to break
Now is brittle, starting to flake
How funny that this stick reminds me of me
I guess I too was just in the way of thee
It is no longer just a stick....

(Changed just a bit.)
That day marked the end
The end of something beautiful
When you did not fight for me as I  walked away
Before I had  stayed and I fought
I begged and I pleaded
All of it was for not
I tried to revive
I tried to keep it alive
No matter how many times I compressed
No matter how many I gave of rescue breaths      
No matter how much voltage I shocked
It was no more to be
It took me a while to see
Even the biggest fools know you can't bring back asystole
#divorce #Itried
Christmas Eve mass
The Ave Maria begins to play
Images start to run through my mind
Some of now and some not of this time

                    Ave Maria

I see the Manger before me with our dear Lord as a babe
It quickly switches to a stranger letting her babe be aborted away

                   Gratia plena
                   Maria, gratia plena
                   Maria, gratia plena
  

I see our Lord speak of peace
Then see our soldiers defending another's keep

                  Ave, ave dominus  
                  Dominus tecum

  
  I hear the mortar shells as they fly through the air
I hear our soldiers whisper their prayers

                Benedicta tu in muli eribus
                 Et benedictus
                 Et benedictus fructus ventris


I see Jesus take someone in
Only then to see someone not give a second look at the homeless man

                Ventris tuae, Jesus  
                  Ave Maria


A mother and child searching for shelter
Dressed only in thin clothes in a harsh winter

                 Ave Maria  
                 Mater Dei
                 Ora pro nobis peccatoribus
                 Ora pro nobis
                Ora, ora pro nobis peccatoribus


I see Him hung upon the cross
To now seeing a man beheaded for proclaiming his Christianity is not lost

                 Nunc et in hora mortis
                  Et in hora mortis nostrae
                  Et in hora mortis nostrae
                  Et in hora mortis nostrae            
                  Ave Maria


The song has now ended and my eyes are wet
The tears I let fall all for remembrance
Lest us not forget
These thoughts ran through my head during mass last night.  Merry Christmas everyone. Let is not forget....
A falling star
Seen in the nights sky
Blazing bright to dim
a wish  was made
My heart is gone
He reached in
Removed it
a wish was made
Tears come out as blood
Crystalizing into snow
The first taste upon my tongue
a wish was made
A book read too many times
The ending never changed
Thrown into the fire
a wish was made
Looking into the abyss
His eyes so dark
My soul sighs
*a wish became
I WISH, I Wish, i wish....
A table set for four
They join
Laughter and smiles
Tinkling of plates and glasses
For a moment all is right
Then slowly
One leaves
Then another
There she sits
One left
His smile
The dark of his eyes
The chocolate of his skin
He reaches to touch
A tear rolls down her cheek
he disappears..
Dinner for one
In this ghost banquet
Bar
Bar
Weathered hands hold a beer
Speaking of times gone by
Younger hands and voice, sing along with the band
Merle Haggerd is being covered
"The Bottle Let Me Down"
A couple in a corner, with love all around
Another couple sitting opposite eachother
No words to be found
The bar keep keeping everyone happy
Such an incredible feat
The drinks flowing
As easily as the conversations
Young and old on the dance floor meet
Dancing in drunken rythym to the beat
Ahh the wonders the bar beholds
Some are young
Some are old
Feel!
don't touch

See!
close your eyes

Breathe!*
hold your breath

Talk!
don't speak

Hear!
close your ears

Love!*
Hate!
happy*
sad

Hold on!
let go

Fly!
yet fall

SCREAM!!
only on the inside, don't make a sound

cry
don't let the tears fall

Stop!
Go!
smell the roses
they are dying

STOP! YELL! SCREAM!

*shhh!
I wrote this before leaving my husband. It truly tells the tale of what I was battling internally.
Everyday I choose my battles to fight
From the most mundane, like dishes or to sitting to write
To fighting my children for 30 minutes  
Or letting them have an additional 30 minutes of sleep
To go left or right, work or back home
Letting my demons out to play, or fighting hard to keep them at bay
To letting my thoughts be consumed with you
Or..............or..............
what was I saying again?
Don't you just hate when that happens.
#battle #write #consuming #muse
Eyes met
Magnetism drawing them near.
The first touch, first kiss, sparking a desire
Kisses soft at first then turn to devour
Wrapped in each others arms
Clothing soon becomes no obstacle
Unmercifully he antagonizes her beast  
Unbenownst to both the temptest he'd release  
He enters her domain
Rightfully making his claim
Backs arch,  moans ensue
Two beings trying hard to become one
Trying to merge both body and mind
Claim after claim he takes
Spent they lay in the others embrace
Continuance of soft caress
Knowing they gave the other their best
A mesmerizing song brought this one.
"See What I've Become" Zack Hemesy
Here's the deal
I don't know if love is real
I believe lust reigns true
I believe in a life of me and you
I believe in partnership
Someone you can share your hardships
Not only those that can be shared
Also someone to hold you, showing they care
I believe in late night talks
I believe in darkest secrets unlocked
So see, I do not believe that love is real
I just believe what I feel
If that's love, so be it
Be still my heart.
You are not allowed to go there
Be still my heart
For yours will not be fare
Be still my heart
It's all a lie
Be still my heart
I see it in your eyes
Fore tomorrow I cannot die
Be still my heart
It cannot be a lie
I will say again
Be still my heart
For it may this time be him
Another offer of thanks to Thomas Esparza.  He has helped my mind to finish what I could not.
These are the thoughts that swirl in our mind
These thoughts to which we sit to dine
We eat our words
Or folly our forlorn
Our passive aggressive nature's
Those we lament
We wail and we scream
With our pen and paper

We love unconditionally
But expect nothing in return
at least that's what we tell ourselves
For ours is a heartache like no other
One that can only be expressed by our pens and papers
Our blood ink that never runs dry
Like the tears that we know fall from our skies

The skies that are blue for everyone else
To us they are cold and dark cloudedness        
These skies which hold the stars
To us the stars are but a curse, the moon pregnant with our hopes and dreams lost
never to be birthed

Instead we labor in our hands and mind
Pushing out these thoughts of ours
Hoping we birth something beautiful between these lines
Rambling thoughts....
Such a beauty to see as in you knife
S
Sl
Sli
    lip
      ips
         ps
          s

Such a song to my ear as blood
D
r D
i  r D
p i r
s p i
   s p
      s

Such a feel it has upon my hands your heart
Q   i  e  s
   u  v r
Q   i  e  s
   u  v r
Q   i  e  s
   u  v r


Such a taste in my mouth while you
    S
S   h
S  h  i
  h  i  v
    i   v  e
      v  e r
        e   r
           r


Such a bountiful scent you release when you
Cr
     ack
C    a  k
   r   c
C
   r
     a
        c
           k

This devil in me, mine and yours, soul
BLACK

BLACK

**BLACK
Her body is that of the milky way
Light flooding from her like the sun
In her eyes you can see the stars
Her mind, the planets Jupiter and Mars

Her skin is soft
Like the moons light
Her soul is earth
Lush and ready to bloom
All made just right

One part is different from all the rest
Dark, lonely, a void
Obsidian that lies within her breast
Don't stray too close
In a wink it will **** you in, tear you apart
A black hole has become her heart
#broken #tomanytimes #blackhole
Everything is slow motion
Her hair flowing in the wind
The smoke drifting from your cigarette
You can see the blast coming towards you
it is beautiful
Enough time for you to run
slow motion
run

Frozen to the spot
Dragging off your cigarette
As the blast makes its way to your heart
Exploding
Raining blood
slow motion
*you had time to run
it's too late....
#run #blast #slow #motion
I am not blind
I see this for what it is
I am not the one and only
Who upon your bed slips
I know I want to be
I wish you would too
For this I do know
This is no flight of fancy
No rebound goal for me
I am not asking for forever
I just want exclusivity...
Toddling in green grass barefoot before a yellow house
           blink
First day of school
            blink
First boyfriend
            blink
Second boyfriend
             blink
Third boyfriend that lasted five years
             blink
First date, images flow, this is the one
              blink
Wedding dress, him at the alter
               blink
Newborn hands and newborn cries
               blink
Second child, just as miraculous
               blink
Walking out, no love there
               blink  
It all changes in a

                             *blink
Don't blink,  you may miss it
Why do I dream of blood
Of red, crimson so
Pooling on the floor
Leaking from my phone
Words that are being spoken
Written out in text
It is as though my fingers
In the blood ink well have met
I have some very vivid dreams. This one haunted me all day. Had to get it out.

#blood #words #inkwell
Clad in the armor of war
She faces the storm
Above her roaming the sky
Her obsidian dragon of eyre
By her feet slithering fast
Her red serpent of tales
Upon her back
Lays the bow and arrows
Soaked with poisoned truth
In her hand
She carries the staff of justice
Her body is black and blue
From all the hits she's taken
****** feet and hands
From the mountains she's climbed
She is finally here
The last battle
With a stance of defiance
Whispers into the storm
*"I am ready...."
I am ready....I shall rise the victor..
You cannot hurt me
Let me tell you why  

                                             u
You cannot make my    s     n     rest  


If my sun does never    r      e  
                                            i­  s


You cannot force me into darkness    


                        a                   m
When the    t     r   and    o  
                    s        s             o
                                               n    

are my lovers


You cannot     b   e   k                  
                            r     a

something  
            
When it is already     bro k
                                                  e
           ­                                           n
#Broken #night #sun #canthurtme
A broken dagger in my back
It was twisted and turned
Placed right in the middle
Cannot get it out

The jeweled hilt lays at my side
Mocking me
Knowing I cannot get out
What lays inside


Why did you place it so
So beautiful with all its jewels
Why did you twist and turn
Break it off where our love away burns
Don't get burned
not again
Keep your hand away
The fire is too much
You'll turn to ash
Don't get too close
Don't touch the flame
No, not again
too late
The fire so compelling
It's sweet scent overwhelming
Hypnotic in its gaze
You can't help it
this time
This time it's different
It's not just your hand
You're holding your heart
Your soul its cocoon
Into the fire
You feed it
You feel the pain
But don't let go
Moves up your arm
Inch by inch
You try to pull away
too late
You've been burned
*turned to ash by this flame
Jack wasn't nimble, Jack wasn't quick. Jack was burned by the candlestick...
I have been told love is pain.
Love is not just pain.
It is freedom.
It is sensual.
  It is all encompassing.  
Love burns.
The light from loves flame can blind
but let you see.
It can burn so hot nothing  
can put it out.
The flame of love can dim.
***** itself out.  
Love is pain.
Love is the caressing flames.
True love must hurt. For true love I have been in and still hurt from
I peer into the hole
Six foot deep
Upon inside
My doppelganger, me

I shovel dirt
Till my hands bleed
Into this hole
Six foot deep

Cover me up
The old me has ceased
Risen from the dead
The new me set free
He told me the butterflies never last
That they are nothing more than pheromones
That they last only for a few months

I beg to differ
There are still butterflies
They wreak havoc inside
Everytime I hear his name
See his face
Feel his touch

It has been months
I still have them
What does that say....

The butterflies left
Not long after "I do"
They haven't left with him
What does that say about you?
My soon to be exact husband and I "discussed" the divorce decree today (he said off color words again, I let him vent. The children were there). We got back on why I left. I reminded him I wasn't happy. He said he knows and believes I'll never be happy again. I told him the butterflies left. He said they were never meant to stay. Only pheromones for a short time....I've always had butterflies with my muse...what does that say???
#butterflies #staying
The sting of its tail is oh so sharp
I should know it has pierced my heart
Injecting it's amorous venom
All while I lay upon pure linen

My tail and my horns tried to block it's path
But it found a way around my wrath
Softened me up with its silver tongue
Before I knew I was undone

My fault I'm sure
this hunter at heart
I zeroed in on my prey
I chose my mark

Did not expect
for it to hunt me instead
I realized too late
He was in my head

I try to want to shake him off
To no avail
He has me in his grasp
Upon my being, his venom has assailed
#capricorn #scorpio #****
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