Dont ******* love me because i will destroy you.
I willl push you away
I will curse you
I will slay you
I will slit your throat

Dont you dare ******* love me, you will regret it.
You will wish you didnt try play fire with me.

But then again you could love me, i am not your master.
Love me, try me.
You will wish you were the one who died in some brutal ******.
You will want to set yourself on fire and then **** it with paraffin.
[ find the sense in that. e x a c t l y ]

Now im telling you that i warned you.
You have every right in your nature not to obey.
But i dont want you to suffer.

So monsterous.
And you'd be surprised that im about to mention how much i actually want you to **LOVE ME

it's 2am and across the street a dog is barking. i'm staring so hard into my keyboard that it begins to blur. i am thinking. the room is empty. and near pitch black but there is light peeking through the blinds. i am almost as still as the objects here except my cigarette stained lungs keep moving. sometimes i forget to breathe. sometimes is usually. don't forget to breathe, my daddy once told me.

*i wish i would stop forever.