Uncertainty..
Curious as it may be,
But still poisonous..

Now,
I stride towards my prize.
Thats lays in ****** fear...

The scripts of time,
Can only be written.
By the Scholars of wise.

They who document.
They who reveal,
The past and future.
To those of real.

I'm going insane,
Why do they play these games?
The games of mental breakdown.

To make me feel guilty,
To make me feel the sting.
When I already know..

I'm not sorry.
I said I wanted to move,
When I was eighteen.
You walked away,
Rejecting me.

Now you send your wife at me?
To scold me,
Break me down.
Make me suffer..

I may not return home,
Because of you.

Why won't you just understand!
I'm trying to make you proud.
Everytime I mention my mother,
You create a war!

I'm done.
It's too much for me to bear.
No words,
Just disappear!

My heart jerks,
At the sound of your voice.

My mind does it's race,
When you come near.

Is it love..
Or lust?

Please don't make me choose.

My heart is beating,
Faster than lightning.
A rising storm,
Is within me.

He says "I love you",
Breaking every barrier.
Letting me release the feeling,
Like a novel.

I can feel his love,
When he looks at me.
Dark eyes of bark,
Like the soul of a tree.

My hearts desire,
To believe in us.
To have us stay together,
With no hostility.

My love,
You have made me forget.
The heartache so impure,
You've made me release.

I now know,
Where our relationship lies.
It's deeper than people know.
Behind both our eyes.

Today is Christmas,
Not a very white one at best.
Presents under the tree,
Family coming with glee.

A pleasant surprise,
For a wolf with blue eyes.
Whose fur bristles,
When sounds erupt.

This is the last Christmas with them,
A sad one at best..

How can concentration,
Be that hard to demonstrate?!

How can a mind,
Wander from its current state.

This makes no sense to me..

Roses are red,
Violets are blue.

My heart aches now,
Because of you.

Under that you will always,
Reap what you sow.

Thou knoweth my soul,
Creaking through the crevices.
Of my wooden heart.

Surveying every piece,
My skin has to offer.
Cool lips like fire,
To my frozen body.

Traces of flame,
Igniting my coat.
Skin feeling warmth of Fire.

Cool lips like fire,
Testing every crevice.
Pushing limits,
Unknown to a no-lover.

So this is what love,
Must feel like.

My heart is dancing,
It felt the stab of fear.
Wrenching it out,
Into the cold air.

He seems to love me.
He seems to care.
It's too dangerous for us,
It's killing me.

My heart has been naive,
I must be careful.
IF they find out,
My whole world will end.

Crashing down into the ravine,
Of depression.

Wolfish grin,
Howling songs.
Fur of every,
Color I know.

Howling songs,
Hearts desire,
To have a pack of my own.

Howling melody,
Of all wolves alone.
*Until the Imprint is owned.

I wish I could have one day,
Of Peace....

Craving his love,
His touch.
The hot kisses I can feel.

Warm embraces,
Oh so much.
I want to be with you.

Kisses part,
Not wanting to let go.
Kisses so hot,
It's a breath of love.

Craving his touch,
The fiery heart.
Burns still.

Another year,
Another day.

A newer,
Brighter future.

So close to the new year,
Marks the day I was born.
12/18.

I don't feel much happiness,
Though I should...

Milestones come and go,
everyday is just the same.

Now I remain,
No different than yesterday.